I am not wise
I am far from old
But I am impulsive
I have flown
I have fallen
I have loved
I have lost
I have wanted
I have feared
I have had my doubts
I have had my beliefs
I have denied everything I loved
I have blindly suffered everything I hated
I have lived
I have died
I have come back to face the devil
I have found him in me
I have repented with a razor blade
I have smoked my lungs dry
I have loved the world with open eyes
I have had the world taste me with envy
I have been gold
I have been silver
I have been bronze
I have been everything and nothing all at once
I have done enough
I have had enough
I have held my breathe for too long
I have been cold for a while
I have a smile on my face
I have lived
I have been
I am finally free