I could say it was love
The kind that would thaw a heart
The kind that would make you new
And not so sad
But its reality
So it didn't happen like that
It didn't melt my heart
It did the opposite of that
It made me sadder
Because for him it was just lust
I remember every word he said
Every touch we shared
Each time his lips touched mine
I could ask him if he remembers
But I already know the answer
Ive heard it so many times before
"That was months ago"
I'm sick of those words
Because it was more than that to me
Not just time pasted
For me it dragged on
And I had no choice but to move on
Im not gonna be all dramatic and say I regret it
But I regret it
I lied im dramatic