I think Ive gone too far. I cant tell, Too blinded by my tears i scream *"at what cost!" billows out of my heart that's all ready too occupied forging blindfolds from barbed wire, I think Ive gone too far. I sold my friends, they were my building blocks, my foundation, pawned off like ****** so I could climb the ladder the ladder thats allready fading in my mind sepia memories on black & white film, it just inst quite right I may have won.. but at what cost, a job I despise a future as murky and uncertain as the river I grew up next too and like the river my future will come to an end hundreds of miles away in an unkown sea yet my heart will carry the home ive made for myself, its cell like features, cold walls are warmed with our blood its floors carpeted with our lust what little else that stands , stands ready to burn so grab your torch my love, bring out the open flame hearths of our hearts and touch the tinders of our futures i feel like ive gone too far maybe i just havent gone far enough