This isn't what I wanted. Hands gripped Eyes shut. Keep them, keep them coming. I said watch me take the nape of your neck with my lips and show you what it is like to have my chest on yours. Is this what you meant when you said I reminded you of the moon? How I escape every now and then but when I appear I take your breath away? Because baby I see how you leave at dawn to chase the sun. This isn't what I wanted. His hands tangled in my hair when all I can think about is the last time I saw you You were standing in that **** doorway, your eyes glistening I asked you what was wrong And you told me how you weren't afraid of the dark anymore.