My existence is sad I live a life in which my fantasy is more pain stricken than reality...  
The thought that you could ever love me...
You don't know what you do to
me...  
Your breath chills my porous mind...  
Time stands still and I swing from the rope that's tied to your smile
This love is the worst kind
Bitter sweet
Swollen with pride  
My body moves relentlessly fast while my thought are stuck in the ******* of my past  
i hate you      
No I don't hate you but I  pray to God I gain the will to  
I hate your eyes and the way they
consume me
I hate your soul and the way that it fuels me    
I hate everything about you but somehow your still all I need