I used to sit
and reminisce

think of the good
when all the bad
was raining down

that day you
yelled
and screamed
in my face
i remembered
that fall day
driving and playing
in the rain

when you and your
friend
stood behind my back
and talked about
'kicking my ***'
i thought of
that time
late on the phone
when i talked
you out of a
permanent solution
to a temporary problem

I know your secrets
that I've never told
you know my secrets
all of which you've told

what about that
spring day
when we climbed on
top of your car
and as the sun
went down
we eventually
watched the stars

maybe I
should have known
when you talked about
your old friends
in the abusive way
you would
when I slept over
and we talked
until 4 am.

I never
would have guessed
we would have this ending
but if I could go back
I might just
do it all
over
again