Drugs and Drinks
It hurts more than hell,
It was wrong to think all was well,
All these drugs don't dull the pain,
All these drinks just make me go insane,
Popping pills just to smile throughout the day,
Shots of whiskey just to have my part to play,
A shot in my veins to stay alive,
Smell of a bar for a day to survive,
Its not what I was,
This is just because.
All the drugs won't let me think,
I sit for one last drink,
The cold blade my skin kissed,
Razor released the years I've missed,
All the drugs and *****,
I knew I'd always lose.