this feeling in my throat starts to fill every gap and inch and crevice in my body and that lump that sat safely in my lungs has multiplied my body is overwhelmed with this crushing weight this weight you brought over me it takes over my soul and limbs it makes sure i feel every last bit of pain you dispensed inside out of me from the moment i escaped the haunting walls of my mothers womb to the moment i uttered these last words to you all of it flows back through my ears into my brain from cell to cell you brought it back with just one wave of your unforgettable palm i thought that same fist was making me stronger but all you did was hollow me out and crack my bones until you were all i was then you ******* left took yourself and me right out the door what the hell am i suppose to do now?