He— Her ginger. Limp handshake. Cacophonous laugh. Features, disproportionate. In most ways- narrow minded. Exceedingly self-assured. Without money he is No better than I. Loving she: Always. -Me
Yet here I stand. Clinging to the bottle. Watching the years pass by. Alone atop this cold, cobble, stoop; Coat covered in cigarette ash. I don’t think of you— or at least I try not to.
Not quite dead… However, not entirely alive either. And I made a sincere effort to climb out of the plot you left me in; but darling that hole you dug me was ******* deep! And the only tool you’d left me was that **** bottle; which for a short while helped. Until eventually, like you, it consumed me.
Now I awaken, only to find that I’m no longer capable of feeling; and what a great disappointment this is to me. It would seem as though my receptors, synapses, neurotransmitters, etc- have flickered and fried. Dopamine, will no longer travel within these useless, dried-up, old veins of mine. Evidently my demise, resultant of a life lived alone in a faster lane.
Its been a long time since I've written something that I'm this happy with. I hope everyone enjoys reading this piece as much as I enjoyed writing it.