I wish I could tell you
Why I didn't want to follow through
I'm afraid of feeling blue
I'm afraid of the things that could hurt me
And quite frankly
I seem to be afraid of everything

You tell me to smile
Because to others I'm far too hostile
But why would you want me to do that
To smile it takes a lot
I can't, I'm just not

I'm no longer making sense
Because I'm nearing the end
There's so much we can take
So much we can fake
He touched me there
That's why I didn't follow through
That is the reason why I feel so blue
I may seem hostile to you

and you may be right
So I guess that it's time
I can see it now, the light; it's so bright
I will climb
And hang here without a fight