The starless night reflects my thoughts
clear and calm
like a pond of eternal youth
it envelops me in a cocoon of darkness
slowly wrapping around me until
the night and I are one
the night awakens my senses
transforms my lust into a deep longing
a burning in my throat
that reaches my very core
seducing my animalistic needs
and devilish desires
of succumbing to the feeling of my victims flesh
the taste of the sweet nectar pumping through their veins
and allowing the thirst to guide my mind

Yet impossibly I strive for completion
an end to the unbearable loneliness
because detachment of my humanity is unobtainable
my need to **** eternally flourishing
but is the suppression of my humanity the only way to annul the pain
is the only true release of the ****** that of a final death
an infinite vacuum of nothingness
or a confinement in the eternally blazing fires of hell