I'm not sure you exist Though I've had my arms around you I still don't know
I've written you Over and over Snippets of you in every character Every voice Every narrative All finished Before I met you Even then I knew you Knew the shape of your smile The width of your shoulders The bold flash in your eyes When your instinct comes out I wrote all those things Not knowing you were in the world
My chest folds in in itself When I see those reflections Those impossible men I loved all of them And so I love you