because I say that you have ruined my life

but if I could go back to the day I first met you
where i walked with you in that long hallway after 5th period
I would do it all over again

yes, I wish I would have never met you
but I also wish that we could have a new beginning

because whatever we have is so different
and we messed that **** up

we ruined it for ourselves

so
yes, I would start over with you
but is it really worth it?
knowing we will probably ***** it up again

do I really want to be laying on my floor
a year from now
with a knife in my hand
just as I am doing now

because I was never good at change

but then again, I was never good at pleasing you