It's one of those days; those days when you feel like a looser. You feel like there's a pressure pushing in from people who are busy; who are better by their busy bodies budding and boiling over, filling the life you try to look through with steam, and as the pressure builds, you sit and sweat and worry, trying so hard to hurry. "What to do?" You'll say, and in the end you'll stay; stay in that sultry salty sweaty *****-up that you are. Cuz on that day you feel like a looser. You realize you built your life like a pressure cooker, not a steam-engine like you wanted.
Am I just a lazy ***? Am I normal? Am I behind? It's like I'm chasing a bell curve, just trying to hang onto the tail end of it.