I very quickly realized that I am jealous of everyone who gets to be in your presence while I am (so often) not. I long to hear what glides into their ears as you speak- your laugh, your smile, your unnecessarily broad and complex vocabulary that makes it's way into any sentence that beautiful mouth of yours sings. oh, you do not just speak; no, you sing. you are a melody- the melody to everybody's soundtrack. the rhythms you create by simply parting your lips, oh those precious lips, every day, those are the rhythms that I do not get to sway to as often as I so greedily long to. I long for you, you and your melodies.