I took the emojis out of your name.
cause the feelings i get in my finger tips
when you text back cant be expressed with measly characters..
SOOOO! Here is a list of all texts ive erased and never hit send too that are just for you..
"i just want to breathe you in like morning air and so as i exhale your name.. stars appear."
"i want to kiss you and taste the next 40 years of my life."
"i want to lay next to you and listen to you open your up your heart,
and no, my ears will not skip a beat.
and really i feel 8 again. i want to jot down yes, no, or maybe to you being just mine. cause goddamn you make me feel young.
and being 8 again ill steal my mamas rings just ONE MORE TIME and make sure that i find you in this worlds playground cause if u like it. you kno u gotta put a ring on it. haha
AND I KNOW little boys have spent too much time playing kickball with your heart.
So Sip my soul please, ill bring you juice box joys.
ill cut off the crust off your sandwich and make sure your breads right.
ll make you school girl giddy,
so please, take this,
its not much,.
but its solitude,
*im sending my heart thru this text, no emoji.
ill study the angles of you angel
ill trace the structure of your heart and wings
and ask you how did you got so fly?
and whoever made you fall out of heaven fucked up
let me un-dust your knees and mend your mental wounds.
cause i know its a trip that your hearts taken a beating.
and my voice being ice,
ill sooth youu
and my soul.
ill move youu
& our flowers, with grow. in full bloomm.
ill whisper sweet nothings to your insecurities.
ill love everyone of your negative thoughts
cause your worth it.
and i repeat.
holding you by both your cheeks.. i repeat
you are worth it..
and ill remind you everyday that you deserve to feel fourthgrade feelings of love. my hearts an open house for you.
and well run free under cedar trees and ill hold your hand for eternity.
and ill do everything your ex boyfriend was afraid to do, like trust you..