I avoid the hours between 11 pm and 5 am Light does not exist then— Only useless questions, dangerous thoughts, and the Void Darkness swallows reason and spits out impulse All of these mix together and try to drown me Melancholy fills my mouth and I gag on its rotten taste Cold seeps through my skin and settles in my bones I am floating through midnight and I have never felt so alone The constellations no longer console me Galaxies hurtle away from me And black holes call my name