It would've been so easy
Just to part my lips
And drink him in
But instead I thought of you
Not how much I love you
Or how much you mean to me
But that you deserve better
Than what I was about to do
In that moment I realized
That I am with you as a favor
Not as a lover
Like you've always wanted me to be
So this isn't goodbye
Not today
Perhaps not tomorrow
I'll be here until the luster wears off
And I'm no longer shiny and new
Then I'll have my goodbye
Just like I always wanted to