Good luck trying to "save me" Because to you all I do is self destruct and **** everything In your eyes, I need help from people with Ph.D.'s I need to be stuffed with pills, take EEG scans Violated with stethoscopes and serotonin shots "I'll fix you, I promise" Smile at me like a scientist does to it's experiment Make me feel like I'm the guilty one when you hold my hand As I sit down for these doctors and tell them when it starts to hurt I should've started screaming a long time ago I can no longer remember when I first felt all this pain When was the last time I told someone how I felt that wasn't paid by someone else?