maybe you just consume yourself with your whole
"system of conversation"
maybe if you listened, you wouldn't have to think so hard,
wouldn't have to worry so much, or second guess yourself.
maybe if you lived in the moments of silence between words,
between gestures,
between heartbeats,
you would understand what you're not just misinterpreting,
but simply missing.
.........
I go on, but it's all over.
side tracked, distracted,
not forgotten, just broken.
..
all these words just more to float over your head with the rest.