It's the simplest of words that mean a lot. But then simplicity is apart of complexity, So If I'm complex then maybe my apology would mean more. I'm sorry. I've been walking around for about two hours looking for a sign, something but all I found was pain, guilt and well me being ashamed of myself. I'm sorry, I messed up and I'm sorry. If all the words in the world could describe who I am then I would gladly take them because right now I feel like, a *****, a *****, a ***,and mostly I feel like ****, I'm a **** up, a hypocrite I am the worst of myself and I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you, all I wanted to do was make you smile. Make you see the best side of this world but I ****** up... So I guess I'm just like them a pretentious **** up... I'm really sorry. I pray to God that things will be okay. I'm sorry. I only want you happy, I swear to God that's all I want, even if it means my happiness at stake then for you anything.