broke my heart
broke my bones
crushed them deep
hurt my soul

burnt up notes
lost my hope
where i'm going
I don't know

I had faith I could
Find love in you
But I ****** it up
that i'm used to

wish I could change it
but the words they don't manage
we hurt and my heart split
with this cycle it stays

when i'm thinking of you
these thoughts come to
my heart is in pain
for me there's no gain

to hurt is all i'll do
the blood it soaks through
I cannot hide my pain
on all days in rains

so i'll give up on love
it's all a big hoax
it felt like heaven above
dreams of holding you close