Tears rushing down my face I’m messed up in my head Running circles in my brain Trying to get out Cutting deeper every time First the knife and then the blade I’m a lost cause and I know it Stressing out about the world Running raged in my head Carving words into my flesh Cause there seared into my brain Cutting deeper each night Past the skin, past the bone Trying to draw the sickness out, but its seeped into my bones Heading spinning, running in circles anyway Starving each morning Starving each night Hungry to bed makes me light Voices screaming in my head Drowning out the thoughts