You used to have
sunsets
in your eyes,
but it seems as if they
have turned to
dusk
since she left.*



B.S.

The most **** thing about a guy has nothing to do with his clothes, hair or eye colour.

It's in the way he looks at you with longing, when you finally find out he wants you just as badly as you want him.

When he pulls you so close to him that there is literally no space between you, because he can't stand the thought of there being any.      

When he kisses you, so that it feels as if he is stealing the air from your lungs, and for those few seconds you forget what air even is.
    
When all thoughts go out the window and its just him, with you,in the most simple way possible.

Now that is the definition of ****.

I don't know how to get my mind out of this funk...
I can't stop thinking.
I can't stop thinking.
I can't stop thinking.
EVERYTHING is going through my mind right now.
I need somebody to calm me down.
I need somebody to tell me I can be strong.
I need somebody to make me forget.
All of the bad things.
All of the bad people.
Everything I've been through.
I can't get my mind to SHUT THE HELL UP.
I can't get those happy thoughts in my head.
I can't, I just can't.
I need somebody to help me right now.
I thought maybe this could help I could just type and type and type until it stopped.
My mind
My body
My heart
All full of anger.
I can't focus enough to catch up with my own breathe.
MAKE IT STOP!!!!
PLEASE JUST MAKE IT STOPPP!!!
Make me forget.
It's all bottled up and I can't trust anyone.
Trust leads to more pain.
My heart just can't handle anymore pain.
Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm.
Please let this anxiety attack go away.
Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
Slowly
I
Come
Back.

The first summer's rain after the drought
Is always the sweetest

The first drop in the bucket after it has been emptied
Makes one feel the completest

You saved me from myself

From my thoughts

My unanswered questions

From the doubt in my mind

That I would ever find someone
Someone to make me feel like me

But not just myself, an enhanced me
Like I had always imagined it would feel