Philly James

Philly James Apr 2014

The beat of my heart,
Tore my chest apart.
I think that i'm getting a heart attack,
Now that we are finally apart.

You said that you would never leave,
You said all those silly things I still believe.
How could you leave and have me grieve,
Standing at your grave covered by leaves.

Young man/woman, I gave my love to,
You are the only one who can fit in my shoe.
All the time we spent together, time so few,
We were one and no longer two.

Now that you're gone far away,
I wish to come meet you there someday.
And when I do come, we shall replay,
That precious hour of our wedding day.

But now as I lie in my bed alone,
I still hope for a call from my phone,
In hope that you called for an ice cream cone.
Too bad for me, our house only has a scone.

#love #life #sadness #death #on #grief #moving

Philly James Dec 2013

Time

Young ones,
Future of tomorrow, they say.
Older ones,
Nothing but the memory of yesterday.

The past and the future,
Crosses paths of generations.
This present time,
Is filled with various revelations.

Our thoughts defer,
Our opinions for from the same.
There is nothing that we can refer,
Life is only just a game.

Philly James Dec 2013

Me

I'm a teen with great potential.
The kind which always gets me in trouble.
No one truly understands my lingering thoughts.
Especially when I try to mumble.

Philly James Dec 2013

Understandings

My heart cannot comprehend the persons of this world,
But can the persons of this world understand my heart?

Philly James Dec 2013

Silence

You hear nothing,
Not a word is shared.
Deep inside you are bleeding,
Piling up the pain in your heard.

You have no way in sharing,
The thoughts you think each day.
Your brain is already exploding,
With all your thoughts, 'Help you now' we pray.

Silence,
You cannot speak,
Your tongue is twisted,
Your soul needs to be mended,
But what can you say?
How can you express your feelings?
No way, because when opening our mouth,
All that can be heard is silence.

Philly James Dec 2013

Reflection of the soal

We see ourselves as an individual,
The person people see as an equal.
Your opinion about self might differ,
Sometimes causing the heart quiver.

This courage we build up within,
Can be demolished by one true sin.
You need not have eyes to see,
The thing you were blessed with; beauty.

We are often called ugly,
And sometimes we are addressed as pretty.
One can really affect your self esteem,
Your pride and appearance slowly dying.

We are always told to listen to others,
But rules are to be broken, so are orders.
Just staying there and being insulted,
Is something hurting and really complicated.

Don't downgrade the looks of an individual,
You're not any prettier doing so at all,
What's inside is what truly matters,
Remember, don't judge books by their covers.

We see things wide and clear now,
Why saints to their masters bow.
There is one thing you must be told,
Find the reflection of the soul.

Philly James Dec 2013

Sacred moment

The heart's pace quickens,
All your surroundings will melt.
Nothing is clear because it thickens,
All the heart ache you have dealt.

There is someone out there for everyone,
Just give fate one more chance.
And out of everyone there's this someone,
With your heart, they will dance.

Love makes the mind do things,
Things we won't necessarily regret.
But when saying your good tidings,
There is always one huge threat.

There will be things that you wonder,
What will happen between you and that lover?
You will wonder about your future,
Will you guys always stay together?

Well now's not the time for thought,
But it's really time to listen.
Your heart is speaking to you right now on this spot,
Your fears about love needs to loosen.

Taking risks is what life's all about,
You'll just need to adhere to this enhancement.
Love this person forever, and see how things work out,
Keep your mind focused, focused on this sacred moment.