Fresh pain from an old ache.
A blow to make the heart quake
after having been painstakingly
reassembled.

Eyes ablaze,
she held my gaze
as I stood on rubbery legs
and trembled.

to come back fully into the moment of now
and embrace freedom
on the edge of everything curving
into the eternal spaces-
sitting relaxed in your spaceship
all is on auto-pilot

Breathing the modern air,
living the old way.

i cry when she leaves
her soul exiting mine
when together we are one
one lump that is every thing
that matters
at night i dream
that she is there
beside me
whispering in my ear
her angelic voice vibrating in my ears
her warm touch
from soft hands
like cotton
her red hair the color of rust
shimmers in the light while we swing
in the park
her vibrant blue eyes
peering into me
reading my soul
when she is gone i miss her
but it is when she is here
i miss her the most

your eyes bleed judgement
and now you are blind-minded
to all that is good lovely and true
and you have forfeited freedom

lined up
so different
from queuing