You could always see
Straight through my window skin
As I tried everything to cover up
Those rooms I felt ashamed of

But all you needed
To get me undressed
Was a kiss that cut
Right through my glass

I can't wait to get off that plane
Kiss you, watch your face turn red and
Let the endorphins flood your brain

It's sad to know three days later I'll be gone
Not sure of when I'll return again

Too good to be true could fit this situation, but there's nothing "too good" about it

The lackluster notion of how much is just wants floating around in our hearts turns me to stone and I keep reaching for something to give me some type of leverage on reality

So much of me is magnetized to you, yet so much of me has no clue

What it's really gonna take to make this real, what it's really gonna take to make or break our ordeal

I'll let it run it's course, but I can't act surprised
When everything I want drowns in the blink of your eyes

Nothing ever gets in my way if I really want something, but your not just "some thing"
Your human, you have your own wants, your own needs, you have a heart, and you have feelings

I'm gonna do my best to make my chest a place where you can frequently lay your head to rest

Cause...

I want nothing from you, but if you want you can be everything to me

Now if this wasn't ******* corny enough, than I don't know what is....
Unfortunately I love you to death and I'm just "thinking out loud"

-J.A.M

Oblivious to your insecurities
Blinded by pride

Yet I'm the one affected
Left dying inside

You'll never know the feeling
Holding a dark empty void

Though you can read my story
Of the boy you once destroyed

Mistreated and used
I'm not the only one who feels this way

You pushed us to far
Six years is what you threw away

I have given everything
For little in return

Once were gone
Maybe this time you'll learn

once again you found a way in

asleep you are the epitome of pure self perfection

awaken to a false reality

in which I am brought down

by your carelessness

Words like knives they cut straight through
Though its harmless and joking its what's you do

Say what you may, it's a brand new year
Pass the torch too me? Go look in the mirror

Trying to spread love and joy as our resolution said
Yet I am turned down once again, i might as well be dead

Existence is special and somthing we don't share
Let us see how you act, when you realize I'm not there