Brain downtime
a glass of wine
what at 8 am!
hey this time is for me
nothing to do
don't even have to go out
let,s get my mind ****** up
maybe cook just for me
open a book
watch **** TV
down t i m e
r  e  s  t
for you have blisters on your mind
let's pop them
see the bright light of brain cells
drying in the dark
so nice to be home
looking at my Polock
still wondering
is that upside down
looks so much better
this way up
P@ul
put your feet back on the flour
all that blood is given you a headache
hey
this is my day ofF.

Brain downtime
a glass of wine
what at 8 am!
hey this time is for me
nothing to do
don't even have to go out
let,s get my mind ****** up
maybe cook just for me
open a book
watch **** TV
down t i m e
r  e  s  t
for you have blisters on your mind
let's pop them
see the bright light of brain cells
drying in the dark
so nice to be home
looking at my Polock
still wondering
is that upside down
looks so much better
this way up
P@ul
put your feet back on the flour
all that blood is given you a headache
hey
this is my day ofF.

Today got the whole day off
sniff some flowers went back to sleep
day off dreams so bizarre so surreal
awoke to a knock on the door
Shela has come round with the kids
invite them in what a din
kids play out after bribes with sweets
Shela sobs like hell
draining my wine and hanky store
remind her I am working tomorrow
she forces the kids back in the car and leaves
car fumes play with my nose
dame the kids have left things behind

I call her
Tomorrow.

!@£$>

I feel the motion
round and round
need to lay down
firmly on the ground
sharpen your wits
and get up off the ground
lift myself up
get a head full of star
sky comes in
opens up the black door
walks right in
and night begins.

WOOOOOOOOOW and the ghost train came in steaming
and past me leaving a smile in my hair.
Vibrations rumble in my tummy,
and in my underwear.

The hiss the and  thunder of mechanical gear.

With no need. to have to steer.

I felt it its weight felt its power.
Thats how you make a machine.

The people are winding me up
why don't they do as told
I am here to keep them safe
but they always think they know better
not as if
I can say
just do as you ******* told
but I do like to see them blush
when they come back
and this is known
to me as my day storm

Dot 1
Draw
join the dots
here we go
he likes lemon tarts
does not eat carrots
make him ****
as his friends all know
and tell him so
brain of planets
Dot 2
the straight line makes the image well
slipping down the perpendicular
on to
Dot 3
still cannot tell
Dot 4
is that an eye
or a yes
Dot 5
carrot seep into the night
I farted
Dot 6
lines are sticks
pick them up
you never know when dot eleven will come about
data what is this?
The thing in my brain
Dot 7
is that what you want
in turn for free ******* yoghurt
we playing deal or no deal
Dot 8
let's get this straight
before I forget all about you
you asking me this
click on the boxes
your views
for your client
Dot 9
Dot 10
**** the right off
the picture is clear to me
thank you
Day Tar go to hell.

That's what was written
on head stone
but even though they put me in in ground
saying never dead just forgotten
man I am still around
even now just a mound
or as girls say
just a small hill
first on my list
when I shake my hunting fist
and maybe who knows
late at night a vampire bite

Nothing there at all
down pains in my body
no brains
Say fear is
the mans best friend
you get up
then it brings you down
nothing at all
sleeping in the midday sun
all join in hold my hand
feel me warm
of this life
hold my ******* hand
grip it hold it
that way
I can tell
your not dead
and just maybe
my passion
will flow
but if
you
just stand there
I can't reach
move me on
tell me we are one
hold my hand
feel how cold
or how warm
it has become
woman
hold it
make it
that dizzy feel
I fell from this world
when you embraced me
I forget what happen after that
but I know it was you
I have smells of you
on my hands
when down waft them under me nose
But I am
still dead in my head.

Today I went to see my doctor
he smiled and said long time no see
I said
O yes doctor for I have been ill
not even a smile
as he hit me with a hammer on both knees
and he wonders why I never go
he looked over the top of his glasses
and gave me some of my pills
and said keep away from rabbit hills on those
at that I departed.

Dear God,
In your head
are ready for this?

do you want me to ask you why
why I am like I am
come on God join the crowd
lets play some ball
shoot at that far end wall
after we can head to the local bar
drink some
maybe play some guitar
ok you are good at drums
whatever
everthing happens
God do you smoke
no I mean like the **** man
nice after coke seams to bring you back down
witch girl would you ****
say no more
God I am so drunk
time to take you home
before you drop me off
I am sure I had a question to ask you.

This is man talking back
and what did you ******* do
for you made Eve.

Give that apple to me,f,
off,  that tree of knowledge
and dear God.

Did you know what it would do to me
dear god what have you done
when letting,  Eve give that to me.

You must have known
what that iMac would do

So giving me this computer
the apple from your tree.

**Dear God what have you done?

Dear Kim
sorry, sorry baby
But I woun't be at your home tomorrow
sorry baby, but I have to let you down
Got to look for a brand new woman
when I was young to took everything I had
not sure, I have anything left to give you
but will,   I will always love you
I will always, remember as the girl down the road.

In this short time
you have know me
and tonight you are like heaven sent
we have danced our words
I am sorry
the my poem
Surreal Headache <---( look it up all )
and all the words that have gone as you say viral
within you head and mine to
have not men't much to you at all
lets just start again
without ever body else
Hi my name
why it is Paul
your turn *****.

WHAT did I think
IF i do not know
HOW can I
EXPECT you TO
KNOW what was
ME .

Whats so good about love
if I carn't be with you
all I feel is the loss
now you have gone
I feel down like I am about to drown in my own tears
I about to break down and cry
dear Mom
who will look after me now
who will tell me when I am wrong
who will set me on the right path
you ever lovin son P@ul rest in peace.

Do you mean a sad song
well in that class I am on my own
But I know you to be more
than you think you can be
and maybe
I
Just
REad
that
IN
your WORDS
P@ul.

The horrors there to see
Get out there *****
ride all night
burn the wire
feel one with land
see what you see
for around the next bend is the end of life
be what you can be

T H E N
like
LIGHT
her she comes
men be afraid
S A F E
in her needs
Deb rides on.

Depression
from me to you
with all my heart
what's up
when your down
let's talk
and see what comes through
these dark clouds
that you're going through
just not you
feels like life is not on my side
as the mood comes in
slips and slides
am I going to get
my mind on my side
back to the one
that you know is you
kind regards
P@ul.

Drag myself up for work
it was cool outside
hate that walk to the bus stop
so putting on my longest coat
took that walk to the bus stop
when I arrived there
there one other person there
as I found out a girl called Rose
we talk weather
and how cold it was
she ask me for a light
now I vape and have given up smoking
so I could not help her out
so I told her no
but I have this light mac
she never spoke again
man that morning was so cold
and she is so beautiful.

Did I
dream of beauty
Or did I dream you.

A question I often ask myself
when i am not sure what is up or down
listen to my story
although it will mean nothing to you
beautiful Zelder walk in my door
then into my heart
she was from some planet I never hear off before
but as she walked into the room
my head become filled with noise
like nothing I heard before
so I wrote my own tune.

Not sure this will work here

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all
                                                                                                     things I
have seen and lived
                                                                              to day,           I would just like to say.
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                                                                                                                                                                         e.Thank you all.

Dip
did
just that
for dip was down
not up.

Dip's
heart sank
well dipped de do
Rise was lifted right up
and people seemed like ants.

Open and shut
feel the
temperature of the time
that I feel
know that we
where never right
for love
I knew that last night
after I ****** your toe
did not taste right


Sad   BUT  Shut the **** up
you want me
and I want you
but nobody seems to mind
as we part
of our dreams
just had dip in toe.

That there is the salt of my sea.

I will be 21 today
and all the days
after tomorrow.