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Paul Hardwick Dec 2016
For you told me you feel blue
am sure it's not the color
it's you!

For you told last summer
as your skin burnt red
and I told its radiation again.

You never listen to me
that is what I said.

But this is not clear to me
do colors have feelings?

I have never seen it
written down
never in Black and White

so does my head have colors?
Love P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2014
D O C TOR
bring morphine
pump pump
in my vein
for
D O C TOR
i wish to feel no pain
of this worlds ills
D O C TOR
do it again and again
and don't forget to ask
P@ul how do you feel?

D O C TOR bring my morphine.
Paul Hardwick Aug 2013
My F**king   D  O  C  T  O  R   said,  she was new.
Hi my name's JUne, how are you Paul this day of June,
that did not compute in my head,
so I said
Hi DR JUne of JUNE,
no. no.  she said
just call me june
and many SI-FI books went through my head

S  O  R  R  Y       Dr DUNE i said, that did not compute in my head,
So long Paul have you been feeling this way
well at least Doc
and the images you get in your head
how long.

NO Dr DUNE i said it is not my head i worry about
that has been gone ten score years
it's my foot
I think I have a twisted it a bit.
Paul Hardwick May 2014
I only ask
for this year
I will turn 60
I feel like an 18 year old
have 18 year old dreams
and if I touch you
in my dreams
I am not old just 18
well that whats it says inside my head
but I am wrong
So have dreams of your own.
Explicite
Paul Hardwick Oct 2013
Go maybe you should leave
or stay and be One slip a' phone
with this young man called Paul
but do not wish for dream's
of the girl I have lost
the girl I have never known
and the rest of the year has gone
for the base of the year
has gone.


YES IT Does!!!!!
Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
I've being to mean to ask
                   Do    F   A   R  T's?

only smell of sprouts

                   A  T     ChriSTmas?
TWO questions in one      and that's how you do that          P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2013
I am just a man
but you seam to me
in life  that would be all
he dreams all of life
you dream nothing at all
all I want is my my dreams

ME axked, what is with me.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2014
Doing the thing I like best
relaxing with coke and white ***
seeing if
I can get my head off
but tonight
somehow seams I can't get the screws out
and my head will not come off.
TRue STory   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
Domed but where else
would you rather be
Love ME.
10 Words
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
Don sat outside the box

Don was very  H i p p y
but  in  his  box did stay
for   he  thought  he was
one with BOX so complete
But as you and I know Don
w a s   v e r y   m o r e so
                                               AND sat outside the BOX!
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
today i did a lot of thinking
and do you know what i thought
think i have done my brain in
on the bus tonight
mary did all the talking
and do you know what i thought
mary you are doing my brain in
got home and had some tea
then watch the news
and do you know what i thought
this is doing my brain in
so i went to bed
and do you know what i thought
absolutely nothing time well spent.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2013
Do not call my name into    I feel    the night
for that does not become you
Did you hear mother call      you
did you hear father calling you into   the    night
I feel I have past that by
and now have grown
to a place where my mistakes are my own
and my past has become my own
and that is going back to the people the ones   I   know
and do you   know                It's           YOU...
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
Do not get
      in to what I say
          For that was then
              and what I say now
                   is not the same as I
                       said Then it's just now.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2014
If you get old
you end up like me
after all those parties
and concerts
and heavy music with
whistling in your head
but if listen carefully
it seams some nights
it plays me back
all those old
and fantastic tunes
and now is so much part of me
as when it was
and you wake up
put your drops into your eyes
for they sting
as much as your ears hurt
your eyes
getting old to
and some days
do not see
the pictures
as you feel them go in
as you used to
having blurred edges
which makes you not see things
even when
it's right there in front of you
my brain as now days
as I take my doctors drugs in
just seams to get
more and more smarter
although my mouth
in which the doctors drugs go in
mixes my words
but these images of words
still come from my brain
sharper now

THAN   IT   EVER   W  a      S   !

P@ul
Self abuse  :-)   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2014
Are you out off your mind
the apple
that has fallen off your tree
this man knows not to that
I know how not to do that
I love
AND WHY
i fell in in love maybe
don't call the priest
and get out
of my bar!
True story  P@ul
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
For rivers give
all there wetness back to you
going to happen sometimes
just playing boats with my shoes
and that's not hip at all
but have to give in
to my real surreal self

the man that goes by the name of P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2013
**** me!
I awoke this morning
with a pimple on my nose
how it got there only god knows
I squeezed it
and all it would give was pain
I hope tomorrow it is not the same.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2014
Don't go you will make me cry
Don't go and leave me like this
I am not good on my own
Don't tell me this, don't
Don't break my heart
I am not good at telling you how I feel
so please don't.
Was a true story              P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2013
Don't call me old
Little sister of mine
For in my mind
I am younger than you ARE
I know i have more time
Than YOU,

BUT Please little sister of mine,

JUST   DON'T!
Paul Hardwick Sep 2017
As I am laying here in bed
with things going on in my head
is my nose bleeding?
what the hell
give me a tissue to wipe it with
that girl called me the doctor.
who?
is my time passing?
thought you said
there's  life in this old dog yet
give me a guitar
and a tissue to plug my nose with
and I'll play some notes
and get the blues moving
for there ant nothing
like rockin'
the blues when you feel down
and Sally can come round
to see me laying here
bleeding out  my truths

Just don't call the doctor as play my guitar.
WHO  Me no love P@ul.
ask me who knows.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
It is so nice
to take my heavy metal jacket off
for its heavy ****
it weighs on my mind
as fall down on my knees
hands on the bed
praying to some god in my head
bending morals
do not cry
it's my turn.
I did CRY    P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2015
For it will not be long
don't waste another tear
for it will be long
before I am dead and gone
just happening
like a smear on a napkin
just a smudge on this world
a stane in life
a wipe on paints
the you will see the arshol that was me
P@ul.
THe brown warrior
means small but, Napleon was to
watch out, I will bit your knee
just come at me
with your arms.
true story   yah like ****   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2015
Don't do that again
get lost with sniffing my hair
might have
this morning picked up your shampoo
had my eyes closed

You know yours is the cheap stuff
anti dandruff shampoo £2.99 from Lidel

now I am like my dad
while in the shower eyes close just pick up a bottle
mum left the Cif there
Dad smelt of lemons for a week.
True Story        P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jun 2014
Don't give up
when you wake up
and your head hurts
from the night before.

Don't give up
when she brakes up
with you
and your heart hurts more.

Don't give up
when you think
your God has let
you down.

Don't give up
when old friend
leave you on your own
again.

Don't give up
Please Don't give up!
More of a true story then I would like to admit.
Don't give up!            :-(   P@ul   ***.
Paul Hardwick Nov 2018
Remember
the good life you had for years
when it turns upside down
Don't let it.      Get you down
think of those that are the same as you
hold them dear today
hug's and kisses
I've been through April showers
winds that blow so cold
standing in the road
directing traffic to the places to go
and turn there mind's upside down
in doing so.


P@ul. ***.
Love me the P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2013
Woman please
Don't make me mad
This day February 14 th
Just hold my hand
Look into my eyes
And try to know me
Know me for the man I am
Not the man you think i should be
for today
I am nowhere Man!
Paul Hardwick Feb 2015
The parky told me
don't step on the grass man
I remember now his words
now its to late
skid marks under both feet
and you must feed that grass to
for in your mind it feed you
so don't be such an **** man
just don't step on the grass man.
True story      P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
'I do not need your body on my soul
just need you to breath.
every medical I attend I think those words
and I am glad when they do
for this is what life is
I now what love is
and what love lost does
to your soul
so people love.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2016
When you find
your mind
overnight has done a summersault
in your head
for now
I do not know
which way is up
or are my feet down
do not know how to feel at all
For my heart flipped
my soul is upside down
now my head is my toe
maybe after coffee
I will know
which?

Is maybe,
or if maybe, died
I can shake my head
so I know I am still alive
so I ask you all
why?
does my mind disappear
overnight
and come back in my left ear
and land upside down
within my head,




Don't you hate that?
A question for you all,
sorry, my mind is trying to slip out my ear.

P@ul ***.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Woman don't you know
i will be standing by your side
taking all the **** that comes in
even though, you don't think so
Woman don't you know
i hate doing this, taking all your ****
even though you don't think so
so just grow up and take this **** for YOUR SELF.

LoVe PAul.
Now that is JUST Rock AND Roll.
Paul Hardwick May 2013
Don't you
have a word
to tell me please
Paul Hardwick Jun 2015
Push don't pull
now is it me
Do you Push a DOOR
or do you PULL them
in a shop if I want a way in
I do not want to go to mars
so make all doors automatic
swish then about
to invite me in
NO no not round and round
you just need that noise
swish as there open
like on star trek

Call me old fassioned but that how it works

for Ian Bradley if still alive

P@ul.
True Story  P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2012
While smoking dope with you.
You asked me to write a poem.
A poem just about you.
I said that might not be good thing to do!

We giggled.
No really you said.
It wiped the stone from my head.
I would not know how to begin!

Just write about me.
Your feeling within, you commented.
Ask me anything you do not already not know.

It was then I realized knew nothing about you.
Paul Hardwick Apr 2012
Today I though.
Do questions always have answers.
No I think.
You ask me.
Does my *** look big in this.
And with truth.
I answered.
Yes, Love, that is why I marred you!
Paul Hardwick Oct 2012
Doreen was a girl that lived down the road
jet black hair and strange painted purple nails
she did not say much just hello and goodbye
but doreen i love you so
for you are always there.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
when life was simple
and everything seamed new
but in time
people tell you all is not true
and as a kid
I stood and cry'ed, at this
**** you are gay
but I still love you
but not in your way
so rock and roll.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2014
Or is that just a strange quirk of my own.
Now think about this one.   P@ul.
Paul Hardwick Dec 2012
Does you *** look big in that
F                  U           C                    K                Yes.
Thease are poems you hurt me for
Paul Hardwick Aug 2015
Sure it dose
but this question I have found out
dose not apply to MAN
and at no time  to be answered.

Just a bit of female POP art see

boys like me
just stand back and stare
do not bring your hands above your waist
and god forbid, make with your fingers that picture window
as to get it all in the frame.

NO  no  no  NONE! of this.

just except she has a big ***
and she is the girl you feel in love with
even your mother told you so.

while we on the subject
at a fair
never take into the hall of mirrors.

Just listen and have a great time
feeling for you

P@ul.
Think I will get hate mail
but it is just Art        :-)      P@ul.
Paul Hardwick May 2015
Just wondered
well you do
worry about things like that
they eat a lot of greens
must have some stains
or are they just words
messing with my head
nope all that grass must kind of **** your gumbs
sheep have bad teeth
think that is true.
P@ul.
surreal joke number one or two.
Paul Hardwick Feb 2017
Or you will spoil it
like sitting on your hands
no red meat here
clean soil all the way.

Grow on growing in that earth
veggie all the way
give the seeds all love
and man how they produce.

A lot like being human
stand on your ground
feel the sun's warmth
let your seeds grow.

Downside is up
was it that way
feel the heat on the ground
don't **** on others.

Your feeling the heat
Now
So Do Not **** on others.
LOVE P@ul.  ***.
Paul Hardwick Mar 2014
Today I met a StarMan
all he did was drift up.
Paul Hardwick May 2014
Or is that
just something
that is within
the human head
that,s none stop
drip, drip, dripping
or do taps
just do drips like that
to do our ****** heads in
glad to say
now
my taps do not drip at all
for I called the plumb in
but now have to get me
a new wife
why do taps drip?
True Story almost  P@ul
Paul Hardwick May 2013
Seams to me
mind  ex spands
with a words all the time
do think that some day
my mine will expload

Dreams for my head in this what is the time of mine.
Paul Hardwick Jan 2017
Like you and me
after spells
do they hurt
Maybe thinking
I should not have done that
turned to stone just like that
maybe I was a bit hasty
it was just my pain
and my wand
and maybe man
will think
you loved me
I loved you
maybe it was just my wand
that made you turn to stone
starlight so bright
starlight
was here now gone
your eyes are dead to me
no truth there to see
no futures to see
or imaginations
wizard have a lot to answer for.
P@ul.  ***.
Paul Hardwick Jul 2012
Down looked up!
and saw UP
looking down at him
Up sat down
beside down
then looked up at him.
Ipso facto
Paul Hardwick Jan 2014
Down in a flood
   When I let my mind go
      Now you can not move me
          From what I say just now
                                                         See I down in a flood
                                        Sometimes it is like opening a can of worms
                                                     words feel like my brother
                                                         ­                               words in a flow
                                                            ­                                opening shapes in my mind
                                                            ­                                    Just another flow of words
                                                           ­                                         long into a sleepless night

                                                          ­      Down in a flood.
Paul Hardwick May 2018
Have you
had one of those
you think it's you
but it's not
you fall on your knees
tripped over something
stand right up

You think I am insane
but I am not
I am just like you
if I think you knew
you are just like this
quite mad
Kim John
Donald Trump
find the other examples of your own
we are here
to try
to
make
the world
you know
disappear



P  O  W   !


and there it did
No more than 4 minutes.
P@ul.
Must update this.
Desperation is a thing
try to sniff that up your nose
but remember to wear purple clothes...LOve P@ul.
Paul Hardwick May 2014
Ever think
we put out there words
and how can I tell what that might mean to you

W         E          L            L
S          O         D
T         H       A        T

I do what I think.
TRue Story  ;-)    P@ul
Paul Hardwick Dec 2013
'Do you have day's like those
what was is just because it was
and what was
is just because it was
and the day never pans out clear.
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