Patricia De Guzman

Patricia De Guzman May 2016

I Realized

We are the ones who ruin ourselves

#broken #ruined

Patricia De Guzman May 2016

How

How will you know that i love you....

When you don't even wanna listen...

#longing #frustrations

Patricia De Guzman May 2016

Here We Go Again

"Here we go again", I told myself..

Here I am again....hoping.
Hoping that we could talk,
Hoping that I could feel every point of your smile.

Here I am again... longing.
Longing that our eyes would meet intensely...
Longing to embrace you...
Longing to be with you..

Here I am again...

#freeverse #falsehopes

Patricia De Guzman May 2016

Longing

I am longing to see you,
To be with you, to hear your voice,
To see your smile.

I am longing to talk to you -
Long talks as if the world around us stopped.

I am longing for you..
Can't you see it in my eyes?

#longing #frustrations #expectations

Patricia De Guzman May 2016

One Year

This time last year,
I was looking for answers and chose not to fear.

Now, I haven't found the answers yet.
I can't even move on and forget.

I'm getting worse.
It's getting worse.
Everything is getting worse...

#depression #frustrations

Patricia De Guzman Sep 2015

Untitled

My life is so ****** up
I'm tired..
I'm freaking tired...

;(

Patricia De Guzman Sep 2015

Untitled

I'm trying to be okay,
Fighting to be okay.

But everything is getting worse.
I don't know how to push on through.

I wanna freaking give up.
I. Am. Tired.

#depression #frustrations #anxiety