Watt's Woolgatherings
woolgathering ~indulgence in idle fancies and in daydreaming; absentmindedness
Watt? Watt you say?
these words of yours,
they are mine own,
but in uterine conceived by you,
yet, birthed canal'd in my mouth,
when spoken aloud
call them the shared
jubilatio of the alleluia,
drink them as gospel bittersweet,
cups of AM coffee,
after midnight dregs
you know that coffee, where
love lies quiet
within the mute caresses
of skin to skin embrace.
the smile of a satisfied lover
and the smell of coffee brewing
for me.
so many of us birth poems in their java,
but only you taste
hints at the totality,
experiencing, rarified, extracted,
dramatic, lofty, brief insights
of being born every morning
with first day's breath,
by dawn's first light hints are provided,
thereafter, homebound, o yeah, mine now,
anew, renewed, kept reheated inside me
Watt? Watt you say?
beware those
the warts, bruises,
pus filled excretions,
(the chamber music accompaniments)
of a complete life?
always the spoilt milk,
reminders of the condition human,
have you not me charged
be thy union
am I not good enough to be
at least this,
at least a confederate,
guardian of your magnificent solitude?
but you are not always alone,
sleep with Jesus, kick him out of bed,
early coffee for him,
he needs to be alert,
finding the next day's
Mary Magdelene...
There are times when you jump a gust flings you into weightlessness and you float in the moment, forgetting about the fall. We all live for those moments; yearn for weightlessness when our souls don’t feel the captured form of our brief, earthbound existence.
Everyone bounces, right?
I chose to jump.
Again.
Watt, please take my small hand,
I want to jump,
fall and rise up,
be resurrected by the holiness of your words,
that you cannot see, self-blinded,
only the-needy-for-saving can
Like children
every poem is unique
I don't choose favorites.
but I am a sinner,
another amputated elephant
forced to choose,
I choose my poets carefully,
particularly the visionaries
in sidewalk cafés, notebook scribblers
Why Watt, Watt you remind me why
I will never be as goodly a poet as you,
but I will try, my birth's condition,
a man needing your permission to be
Resurrected, reimagined, because,
God as ocean deep
takes all, gives all,
caresses the fevered forehead
of brand new earth.
God as dark distance between
holds the lamp in the doorway
providing hope of a return home
God as the fragrant fecund flower
waits in innocent attraction
giving pollen to all who would receive.
God as woman born
took care to adorn the alter in pleasing raiment
exposed enough of the hidden treats
Enticements for the restless wanderer
to stay awhile and tend the hearth
raising a blazing fire.
God as woman born
endured the fear, the pain, the eternal longing helpless wait
mercifully forgotten at the first suckling sound.
God as woman born
slew Cain not
nor the others ever after.
God as woman born
removed the fruit from the soil with a tenderness
that wrung a universal sob
from the heart of creation.
so if woman must be,
resurrected as son of a woman poet,
let it be so,
beside you, you shear
wooly words,
from and for us,
gathering, gathering
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This poem is dedicated to, inspired by the compositions here of Harriet Tecumsah Watt
She is one of the best writer and poets on this site, vastly under-appreciated. I proudly accept the title of her follower. Read her and be infatuated, angry, enthralled and challenged. The words in italics are excerpts from her poems and messages.