Starts with a shiver
A light of stressing
As her eyes glimmer
A night of adolescents
She's acting embittered
A fight for antidepressants
Falling asleep and daydreaming
Making sense of everything
On top of the clouds
Underground
Wherever you are, you'll hear that sound
That pounds like your heart, dancing in the rain
That pounds like your heart, facing the fists agonizing pain
The things we are grateful for
But we couldn't ever ask for more
I would never test you
I wouldn't dare to
Like the last time, I felt through
The one who took my hand, wasn't you
When you said you were mine, it wasn't true
lots of fun with no proof, takes a lot of thought of your past to know If it's true
But we connected our heads just to know, if there was something to do
loathe seeing oppurtunities, that won't be satisfying
I taste the bitter feelings, caught before my eyes start drowning
I'm also so terrified, they're are no sounds to hide behind from time
I'm not so purified, I'm the same ***** mess from last time
I'm aging, raging like a bull
I'm aging, im hanging
Bits and peices of our hope
Sitting in a home
To hold and cope
Living on your own
Always so cold
But the one you know
Is only on your phone

So soft and warm
You held tight
You love me so
All through the night
Don't ever go
I watched you grow
I watched you learn
And now you know
That it's your turn
To know, where we'd go
Abandoned all our hope
But we're never quite alone
Audrey is waiting at the door so patiently
We all fought much better than the golems, unlike a classy leave
We've fallen out to sea
We wait and slowly bleed
To rest in peace, Eternally
You're eating me
I can't obtain
I can't do anything
Flying free
Please come to me
The blue of dreams
Winning all the scenes
Broken dreams and shattered schemes which seems to me to be the only way to live below the family tree's
Lie on the floor never wanted this to happen, in grief
Didn’t know I loved her more
examining my feelings without feeling anything more
How could I afford to bury all your pain
Much love, so young yet you still aim
I want to lie, but I feel the same
I take up in hopes to chase
The plaguing phantom from its place
This confusing maze, lost state
Its unexplained phenomenon
They've been a while in Babylon
The men cry
You won't hear it all the time
But you're quiet enough to hear it fine
So soft and warm
You held tight
To keep from, the painful nights
You came to me through fogs of time
After a long year, I could finally call you mine

the bed was full
it was blue
sadness was a desire
fire starts and went to the walls
I wasn't ready to lose her
but she wanted more from me
Back then i kept it in my mouth
Put i spit it out
I was crazy
I poured my silver blood
on the bed
that we slept on
what i did was terrible
I'm not human
assuming i'm in color
but i removed the covers
removing my brothers and sisters
so i can have a new plantation
i was on my boat
like a sailor
flowing away
the wind pushing on my skin
the air crisp on my lips
my hand open
but you took my hand
pulled me in your life
back on the bed
i told her to open her eye's
and forget everything
i'm not the same
its the little things
she asked for more
i ran away but she put me down
onto the bed
which leaked my blood
the bed was blue
the bed is now silver

the compliments were gone
away with my faint personality
sentimentally wrong
sensing brutality against me
informality
showing off
glass in my head
different people
dressed differently
voice difference
unfelt in my age class
I decide to rip
my lies open to view
clinching
seeing the the bright hue
cut and fall through
the paper walls
out of the blue i come
compliments are gone
not even self-confident
my problems are a sport
i would do something
but that's the last resort

i was carrying you
i was afraid
it was a lesson
frightened by your star
in the sky
past the clouds
i scream aloud for you to see
but you didn't see
you said you didn't need me
you didn't like it
your lungs were hard
but i can breath into it
blow you up like a balloon
but you didn't make it
you were a pantaloon
i am blue
soon i'll know
if you're still there
listen and share
what i had spoken for
but i wouldn't know what to say
the hair on your head
gleams upon me
my guilty heart
i felt low
but you were the night sky
don't even deny
i recorded our life
and changed the part
when we fell apart
and ran out of time
when i decided to decode
your mind
you open your eyes
here i put on
your favorite song
we sang aloud
then the hail was loud
crashing into the town
we lingered in
you gave me your smile
as a souvenir
for when you die
your lips were soft
but weakened me
i don't know of the bits
you took a minute to sit
because you saw the feelings
i had left behind
stay by my side
then we fade away
by the lake
stay by me tonight
i want the memories tied
pull me through
pull me so we can collide
i can't breath
i'll be okay
i'll be alright
i know, i see
but put it behind us
lets go to sleep
i just knew the path to take
to your unkind mind
i'm not dead
you said at my grave stone
and raised your arms
at my palms
i'm not alive
i can't decide
so i lied
went away
to put on your favorite song
singing along
i have learned what to think
taking my time
taking hands
in the future
my time to be alone
i saw you
not gonna lie
but your lungs
were still blown up like balloon
you made it
you aren't a pantaloon
i remember when i was frightened
that night when the star
that seemed to be you
it stayed for a whole day
but you didn't like it
but you lived on
singing along to the songs
that played in your airy lungs
as you hung onto my collar