He loves me more

Why is that such a scary concept for me

Scarier than when I loved you more.

Scarier than loving him back

Why does he love me more?

I remember
Because it's impossible to forget
That gut wrenching pain
That feeling when you truly think your heart has broken
All the tears cried
And all the short breaths
Not sure if I wanted to breathe at all
Not sure if living without your love was worth it
I remember what it was loving you

It was heartbreak.

People love to reminisce,
They love to remember high school days

But for me
That's means remembering you

The break ups
And the fights

The love making in hallways

The ditching

The apologies
And broken promises

The lies and mistrust

Remembering isn't always fun, sometimes you remember heartbreak

So when someone tells me to look back and remember

I'll tell them I only look forward.

In a parallel universe
We were soulmates.

and
this is
where i
realized,

i never
loved
you
for you
but
rather
i was
in love
with the
idea of

f
a
l
l
i
n
g


in
love
with
u

Will you love me as I cry

Will you love me when I can't bare children

Will you love me when I have bad days

Will you love me when I'm snarky

Will you love me when I just want to go home

Will you love me always and forever?

If not, you can surely go.

Half of her screams
You are beautiful
The other half screams
You're just a monster

Torn between
The scale
And the diet
The food
And the confidence

Never finding peace.