I did it for the Memories.

You ask me what's wrong.
if I am ok.
what is bothering me.

Will you forgive me if I say,
that it is you ?
that I am in love with you
and it is consuming me.

It is consuming my life.
what I stand for,
everything I have built.
Nothing but you
makes sense anymore.

There are all these people,  who love me.
and then there's you, whom I love.
The only one I really care about, whom I want to protect, to hold close always and care for.

I try to reach you,
to save you from drowning.
I dive in and give my all.
but I am the one gasping for air

while you have learnt to breathe
under water.

I have over analysed
every conversation we ever had,
Dwelled on every gesture you made,
Every minute expression in your eyes,
Even the slightest smirk on you lips,
I have replayed them in my mind a million times,
And I still can't conclude.
What do you mean to me ?
Who am I to you ?
All I know is that I love every bit of you
And you, me
And I can live with this even if this is all we are ever going to have

I have told you all that I have ever wanted to say
I have loved you in every way I can
and if we say goodbye now
I can live with that
knowing what we had cannot be recreated, replicated,
it is something rare that doesn't happen to everyone,
and I am glad it happened to me..
Goodbye my love, farewell

Sometimes it hurts too much.. to love..and to miss you.. but you are so worth it..

All the heartache, the pain and the suffering is all nothing compared to the love and belonging..

Oh...To live with love..always...
Without having to be reassured each day..
Just to live knowing you shared great love that can't be changed by anything..that you loved and were loved to the fullest.. in every possible way..
To have eternal love..
That you carry in your heart all your life.. long after they are gone..