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rekojeth Jan 2017
Magsisimula ako nang hindi sa umpisa
Magsisimula ako kung nasaan ka
Magsisimula ako sa huli
Magsiisimula ako kung kailan hindi kana uuwi.
Nagsusulat ako hindi dahil gusto kitang ipabalik
Nagsusulat ako dahil gusto kitang ibalik
Sa dating princresa na kilala ko'ng ikaw.

Magsisimula ako sa huli
kung saan wala na talaga,
kung saan ako sayo ay umiibig pa,
at umiiyak habang sinusulat ang aking tula.
Sa huli kung saan gusto kitang ipabalik,
minsan naging desperado ako matikman lang uli ang iyong halik.

Susunod naman ay ang kalagitnaan
kung saan nating ginawa ag lahat ng mabuti
at masama,
dito tayo naging malungkot at masaya,
habang pag-ibig natin ay buo pa.

At mag tatapos ako sa pinaka-una
unang pag sabi mo na "mahal kita"
unang oras na sinabe mo na "hinahanap-hanap kita"
unang tikim ng iyong halik
unang tingin na iyong ibinalik.

Sana na aalala mo pa
noong tayo ay ag dadalawang isip pa
kung anong relasyon ba nating dalawa,
pero masaya tayo na nag sasabi sa isat-isa na "ito na talaga ,mahal kita".

Pinili ko'ng mag simula sa wakas at mag wakas simula.
Nang sa ganun ay kahit papano ay maramdaman ko'ng maging masaya
kahit alam kong patapos na ang aking tula.
rekojeth Apr 2016
Oh, rose why did you cut me by
Your thorns that caused me pain and make me cry,
There’s something that I really don’t understand,
How could you be like that when I give you everything that you want.

On the desert I used my tears for you to grow,
And I know you saw it how it flows.
It was like giving someone hospitality,
And after doing it they just have killed you right away
It was a feeling like someone’s already dying,
But you’re still asking them to stay.

My heart have died in many ways,
The pain was becoming more painful more and more each day.
I never thought that you will be like that,
So much beauty you contain,
But too much pain you can bring.

So I realized killing myself for you,
There’s nothing I could gain,
And think that from the rough and rocky place I came,
I should already go to the plain.

I'm sorry my most red rose of all the kind,
But it seems for a long time I now realized that I was too blind.
So now i'll take the opportunity,
To give you the life you wanted to be.

Because the more I hold you more tightly,
The more I cry and want to die nightly.
Thinking about all the things that I’ve done,
And you just for taking it for fun.

So goodbye my red rose,
Ill just face this hell with my eyes closed,
Remember that I love you with all my heart and soul,
I really don’t want to say this but I'm letting you go.
695 · Apr 2016
"You left me still broken"
rekojeth Apr 2016
I thought that loving you would be the best thing that will happen to my life,
I even give you everything that I have,
I loved you more than anyone else,
And it seems that from a million roses you’re the only thing that I have smell.

You know I love you from the deepest trench of my heart,
But it seems your love is just like a diminishing volume of water in a slowly drying swamp.

It was burden and hatred that dominates my mind, but it was hurt and pain that I feel in my heart.

It was God I blame for giving me this destiny, it was my parents I blame for raising me like this, but at the end it was myself I blame for swallowing the poison of your love.

The regret was like a feeling of burning my poems and watch it flew,
But the thing that i have loved you unconditionally would be cherished by me for a lifetime.

So I think I’ll just let the time pass me by,
To heal my wound and stop me cry,
My wings are broken caused me not to fly,
So now you can fly on your own and watch me by,
But before you leave there’s something that broken ones want to say,
I love you so much , but it think this is goodbye.
608 · Jan 2017
Poetry
rekojeth Jan 2017
The day I found love and its side effects, was the day I discovered poetry.
Poetry that saves me
Poetry that cleanses my very soul
Poetry that brings me up when I was suppose to crawl.
So even though you're the one who's killing me with all those pains I would still thank you —
I would still  thank you because you're the  reason why I discovered my savior.
I thank you because you're the essence of every line I make,
I thank you seriously, for giving me the will to write my own poetry.
Because some might just call it art but for me I call it life.
576 · Apr 2016
"Heaven though hell"
rekojeth Apr 2016
It was heaven,
life could be much better here.
Oh it was all white.
My soul can’t live here that long,
seems I’m longing doing wrong.
425 · May 2016
"Bloodshed"
rekojeth May 2016
With darkness i was inloved
I really feel enlightened once I do something dark,
I consider darkness as my spark.

Wooh! yes I can feel the blood,
I really wanna see it flood.
let me cut your neck,
So in your throat I could have a lick.

I wanna touch your heart,
give it to me please.
I'll open your breast and cut it with ease.

I wanna taste your flesh,
let me do it please.
I wanna taste your flesh raw and fresh.

I wanna hear you scream
while I strike you with my knife,
and hear you scream in the place where its so dim.

Through darkness I could fight
In darkness I have a sight
In darkness I could see light.
424 · May 2016
"I need someone"
rekojeth May 2016
I’m forsaken
Someone please save my soul
I’m forsaken
Someone  help me I’m trapped in this hole.

I’m a goner
Somebody help me breath
I’m a goner
Somebody save me from death.

Somebody! Something!  Help me
My soul is drowning unto death
Somebody! Something! Help me
I’m running out of breath

I’m weak and slaved by them
They used me then they throw me out
I’m a lame and so they tormented me
I lived in this world with my sight so dim.

I am forsaken, I am lost
I can’t feel something, my heart was frost
Someone help me
Don’t let me be.
287 · Jan 2017
Untitled
rekojeth Jan 2017
I loved you, even at the first place you don't deserve the first word
287 · Apr 2016
" A dream"
rekojeth Apr 2016
While leaves are falling
Im with my dream girl that time.
The leaves stop moving,
It seems there's something wrong here.
Wake up! she was just your dream.
#thoughts
282 · Apr 2016
"It was you"
rekojeth Apr 2016
It was the sound of your voice that makes me crazy,

It was the way you look that makes you perfect for me,

It was the shine of your eyes that caught my heart.

It was your hands that I hold that I realized that this would be forever,

It was your words that make me fall for you,

And the most unforgettable part was that

It was you who broke my heart.
264 · Apr 2016
"Memory"
rekojeth Apr 2016
“Memory”

I know I was never the best among the others,
among the rest.
I know I can’t give you the love that you need,
It seems that the more I will love you the more you will bleed.

I know we can’t be together,
But hell! Satan knows how much I wanted you to stay with me forever.
Holding you tight pulling you closer,
Oh God! Why these memories do still makes me shiver.

I cried so loud while slowly letting go of your arms,
I leaved because I only cause you harm.
So now I’ll be just there on the corner,
Watching you both dance together.

I know there’s nothing I could do,
Thinking it again and again that I’m not the guys you’re bringing home,
And watching you dance together until dawn.

I know I can’t be the guy who meets your father,
Say hi to your mother,
Play basketball with your brother,
Bond with your sister.

“I know I can’t be your lover”

I know I’ll be dancing on my own,
I was crying so hard in my tears I almost drown.
I Know I must let you be,
With someone in where you are happy.

So then I started to count from one to three,
And promised that I’ll close my eyes cover my ears and accept the fact
That every chances we take, all kiss we make
was just a memory.
252 · Sep 2016
"Sorry for the moment"
rekojeth Sep 2016
I just hope you understand why I did it,
I loved you once, twice, no in a hundred times
Until the end I will loved you wise.
Im sorry I wasnt able to remind you how gorgeous you are,
Im sorry I wasnt able to make it this far.
Im trying to refuse to my myself,
Its a dilemma between yours or ours .
Between your story or our story,
Yes please try to blame me,
Feel free to curse and beat me
Please fill me with bruises
Bruises  for me to remember
How I throw my happiness
My grace ,
My everything.


My everything for a moment

— The End —