Wind through my hair,
Like water through a drain,
Running through life,
Running through the pain.

Blinded by the dark,
A light, nowhere near,
Able to hide my sorrow,
And my escaped tear.

The absence of light,
Is comforting, and not,
But is it really gone,
Or had we just forgot?

All the lights in our world,
Shine with utmost pride,
But in this room of darkness,
The light dares not stride.

I wonder if it's there,
Watching me intently,
Wiping away my tear,
Caressing the dark, gently.

I'm calling out for help,
A light in the distance,
I know you're there, please,
I know of your existence.

So please, reveal yourself,
In this room with only me,
Because you are all the light,
That we just cannot see.

You are the sunshine
That I wake up to in the morning
Sometimes you came
In the form of dark clouds
and strong rain..
Your winds can be calm and chilling
Or sometimes can be so destructing
Whatever form you might come in today,
You're always my favorite thing
to wake up to in the morning

Everything I miss wasn't in this timeline anymore
Lost are the smiles that I always adore
The things I thought to last was over
Except the things that ought to haunt me forever
I breathe in a beautiful portrait  in a shattered frame
Wherein everyday is a mending game
When I said I'm done, I don't mean to want an end
It's just, I think that is all I ever need

runnnin' in circles; it won't stop movin'
blinded by these train of thoughts—
from them hating me to you, leaving me
can somebody help me—i'm drownin'
but only I can save me from this misery;
break these chains that keeping my vulnerability;
make a change—turn negativity to positvity
'cause girl, i'm missin' you so bad;
please don't get mad
i'm still learning how to control this thoughts
even if i don't know 'cause i should have
just want to make myself better
wanna love myself so i can love you forever
although others may think it doesn't exist
you're the best plot twist i'd ever received
and i'll choose you every day no matter what they say

crying softly as
my heart tears up in pieces
finding out all the mistakes
collecting details

your kiss still lingers
as my body shivers
can't tell you, my lover
that only way to make me feel better
is to be on my side forever
and together, we will make love
and no, we won't break up
'cause as the sun rises and
the moon says hi and shine into the darkness
we will make things up and everything's gonna be fine—
you and I together in time.