tell me again
please remind me
what I'm good for

maybe I'll leave soon
I know you want me too so
take a break I'm off

everything is better here
the sky is darker and the stars are brighter
the rain is more nice
your alone time is good
people don't make fun of you
everything is better
now that i'm
*home

standing under a sea of stars
I want to stay there forever in the dark

I wish I was a star
living
shining
only in the night sky

so you can only see me
when the sun falls

I'm myself when
everyone is asleep

this is who I want to be
someday

I'll die if I change

You give me the keys to my cage
Telling me fly free
Cut off my own wings

Loved you through
A stained window
Where I could barely see you
The parts I saw
Made me fall in love

Put your favorite band on

Do I have to change
To prove myself sane

I hit the window
Few times a day
Left it tainted

I follow all the young women
writing down their pain
to relate

I follow all the young girls
trying to write out a piece of true love

I follow those who dream of perfection

Who want something more
than what is given

true love
It's only a myth
A soulmate you wish for
doesn't exist

I only ever follow the girls
who know the disappointments

the women who are well with heart breaks

all so I can say
yes I feel the same

Hot air blowing in
maybe I'll take off my socks
throw them in the rain
while I'm feeling pain
I miss you
you don't care
never call
listening to someone's voice
messaging someone that's not me
I feel like I can't be contained
happiness doesn't like me
I stay away
from everyone
that wants to touch me
don't come near me
I use to fly
so close to heaven
now the angels
ignore me
I'm not worth saving

If you despise me
go away

if you are disenchanted
look away

say I sin
call my love forbidden

love the sinner I am
I feel like a god
my veins
almost closing in

this love is all I need

you can break my heart
if I can break yours

back to back
we don't see eye to eye

if God hates me
I hate him too

angel boy your wings are suffocating
I can't breathe

you can see inside
don't reach out

I can see you falling
will you ignore me now

find my soul
give it a home

we won't survive
the burden

your guilty conscious
is killing us all

It's cold
but the memories
of you holding me
still keeps me
warm

See you're making new friends
Slowly forgetting about me

The distance
The tension
Less conversations

I just want the day to come
When we act like strangers

We won't remember
The days we were together

Your standing in the shadows
I just want to be in the sunlight

We can't hold hands
Oceans apart

I can feel
You slipping away
From my heart

I kissed my ears to sleep
I can hear the faint fall of rain
somewhere in my head

you took it
got it
and tossed it
to the trash
but was it worth
it ?
i lost i know
but what did you win!?
a broken heart
thats all
cause everything was
just a
love
game
to you
and i was
stupid to follow you in the dark

can I see the moon again
or
should I see the stars today

I just want to take them home
with me

and put one on the ceiling

I'm too greedy
taking your love for granted

I use you to feel better
about myself

can I have the moon
and put it outside
for me

I just want the sky for me

not for anyone else

I will be ok


Maybe if I read this a million times
I'll believe it

come change my mind

change my mind

tell me I'm wrong

twist my broken words
in the dark

fell asleep
where were you

not too long
before I give up too

I can't do this

change my mind

it's heavy
trying so hard

what do you want

tell me this isn't temporary

love

where do you go

Its ten
should I sleep
I can hear you
I can't see you

I know you're around
never close enough

I want to be everyone's favorite
I want all the attention
    My heart begs to be loved

I'll always be little
I'll never be enough
to fill your expectations up

Good evening
I wish I had some meaning

I try to change the night before
waking up to restart

the moon keeps changing
she never waits for me

the party next door is loud
you like me
ʀᶦᵍʰᵗ

take my hand
go to the dark side

want to see Pluto
He's mad at you

you love me
ʀᶦᵍʰᵗ

hold my hand
into the constellations
you can't see with
the naked eye

amaze me

feel the edge of the universe
kiss me

humans aren't so beautiful
once you see their brains

wrapped around
your vicious head

To a nearby galaxy

sleep

sent you a message
you didn't respond

I've noticed lately
we don't talk the same
you're different
am I to blame
I wonder
what I've done wrong
I can overthink for hours
still I'll make sure it's your fault

lately
we're so distant
so different
I can't remember when
you were so close
I felt everything for you

it's sad
it's blue

do you even care
we fell apart slowly
catch all the pieces falling

you give me nothing
I can't trust you

feeling so incomplete
tell me
I'm wrong

can we save this
I cut our strings

bring me back
it hurts to look

the only reason people stay is
for my pretty eyes
they like how I make them laugh
all that matters is my body
even my smile is a real catcher
the way I walk
I'm Lost

no love
all about the physical side

what happened to our heartbeat
and feelings

no love
love is dust

haven't you read
you should know what person I am
you should know my kind

don't feel so sorry

....................................
                          ­             I don't care

                                                                ­         leave
                                                                ­           me
                                                              ­              be
  ????                  
                       ­                                                                 ­!!!!

In the beginning
You made me so happy
but now all I'm feeling is sadness

I'm sad
I ever met you

Now all I feel is blue

When we first met
The sky was red

In the end
You became
what makes me sad

our winter
is looking blue
just like the last

this is the last time
we'll spend an october together

every day
feels like a countdown

for a sick separation
I know
this is going to hurt

I'm searching for a new home
and you've got your own

he doesn't have a ring
for you yet
hoping he finds one soon

I'll be so far away
by the time
you realize
this is all a big mistake

our last autumn
ending soon
we died faster
than the falling burnt leaves

this is going to hurt
what else can I do
try and move on

no distance
or time
can cure this heart split in two

your love is grey
it doesn't feel cold
I never feel warm

your love is grey
I don't feel it
sometimes I only want to see it

your heart is broken
I swim deep waters
to reach the missing pieces

I cut my wings
to keep you warm

why is your love so grey?
never get a smile
or expression of pain

not a sound of love
or sight of hate

I don't have pictures of you on my phone

I wonder why we don't talk anymore

it doesn't make sense

you're like a shooting star
so fast you disappear from my sight

I had you inside my hands

a year meant nothing

all the days and nights

burn to ashes I'll never see again

so easily we give up

I'll won't see you again

it's just all so sad to me

I can't forgive myself

but I will miss you every afternoon

when time stops and I think of you

I wanted to be the sky
with you beside me

I've been hiding my face all day long
you know my name
you don't know it's mine

tiptoe
peeking through tall windows

I hope you haven't caught on

I'm all poison
shouldn't come closer

one day I'll be there
most of the time I'll hide

where's your pain
where do you keep it hidden

white pages
burned down to brown

Do you feel down

Your perfect life
I'm envious
of what you have

red lights
keep us down

I'm still with you
even now

where we don't speak
it's been more than a few weeks

when it hurts me
does it hurt you

does it ever hurt you

Im thinking all day
A way to ruin your perfect face
    You know the maze
   Every corner every wall
Dont come
You have been staring behind my head
   Can't burn what's too frozen
  We're like convection currents
Sit close but seats away
Dont come again

And i waste my day figuring out a
Way to avoid you
  But you always find a way to make
Me smile

I'm about to go off
hit all the walls
and the mirrors

It was a sunny afternoon
when I lost you
later I saw a supermoon
but there was no point
stuck in my room
where I didn't see the sun
for days

weeks and months
waste into lost time
I can never return
in the days
where we held hands

my love vanished
somewhere in the air
I hope to catch it
and give it back to you

On a sunny afternoon
I lost my love for you

At Dusk
I regained my love
for myself

most important of all

Don't you just want to stay in that moment
Stop it and repeat it
over and over again
That smile that laugh
Will never come again
The happiness in your heart
Is just too perfect
Everything goes kinda slow
And you think
I want to live here
Right now
*forever

is it so
crazy
to ask
someone
please
love me
even if
it's
a lie
my
lowest
place
I'm just
seeking
company
it feels
like I
live
with a
ghost
I see her
do everything
while I
sit back and
watch
waiting for
someone
this can't
be right
there
must
be
someone

love me
I beg
is it
too
much
to ask
don't
leave me
here
don't
let
me go
I'll turn
off my
morning
alarms
stay with me
is it a
possibility
I'll be loved
in this
lifetime
or am I
destined
to be
lonely
and miserable
every monday
starting the week
wishing for
silly romance

pathetic
it seems
I let pride
get the best of me
if I keeping
saying one day
maybe I'll
just forget
about today
trying
to forget
another
wasted
valentines day
I hope
you're not
reading this
go on
be happy
I bet you
have someone
to be so
lonely
like me
I wouldn't
wish it
on my
enemies
no more
crying
for me
I take
my tiny
heart
with
no hope
it will
survive
it's last
breath
on
the
lost love
I'll never have

Hey
Have you forgotten about me

// so soon

No
I won't let that happen

I'm never going to leave

When you don't want to hear from me

I'll be there
to
say something


Forget I exist
I'll see you next spring

the flowers bloom
in my presence

The trees are finally breathing

You can't forget me

I am the sun you wake up to
and the moon that disppears
when you want it to

Maybe if you love me
You should tell me something

I'm dizzy
trace you onto me

you twist with my emotions
I'm innocent
you noticed

I'm quiet
you realize

I'm shy
I'm not naive

you don't know that

give me the bottle
giggles tangled in the loud music
my body feels lucid

you have a liar's love
I found myself
dizzy in your hands

I lost myself in your eyes
I'm still trying to come back

I don't trust you one bit
still
I want your touch

agree to disagree

I'm not sure if I should hate you
since I still miss you

caught in the thought
I should be focused on present time
not in last month

are you going say HI
because you never said goodbye

losing time
what are you doing tomorrow
I think I'm losing my composure

thinking about our memories
I was going to delete
not so sure anymore

should I forgive you
since I miss you

come and find me

you never look for me

why are you hiding

you make me heartless

these feelings bother me

come and see me

she's not looking

it's so right

feels wrong

I slept to the sound of your voice

I dreamed I said hello
hoping dreams come true

How should I fall asleep

with so many memories on replay

it's about us right now
you are with me

you're leaving
I'm with you

by heart

I'm wasting time
looking for things
so many distractions

I'm with you
it's all about us

how will I fall asleep
you're running in my head

All the movies I've watched alone

Your company is gone

These days I feel no warmth
No happiness by someone new

Where are my friends
Are they talking to someone they like better than me
Are they shopping and wasting their parent's money


I miss you
I loved you


All these songs I listen alone
Without anyone to tell

Drive alone
Sleep cold
Eat alone
Showers cold


All of these moments wasted
Without someone
To love

Everyone is gone
fearful of the cold
stay home
where you're warm