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Apr 2014 madison

kiss

Apr 2014 madison

liza

kiss

i have never been kissed
but my friend told me about hers
she's grounded
because he left a hickey
and i don't even know his name but i know what he tastes like
because she's just so **** happy that she's finally had her first kiss
and another friend was talking about kissing her other friend
she's my friend too, i guess
but they're girls, and i have no problem with that
honestly
but they're not even gay
and they're kissing just for fun
on a dare
and i know that i could never even pay someone to kiss me
because i know what i am
and that is not romantic
i know that i am a monster with a crooked back
and a sad smile
who laughs like a kraken at terrible jokes
and rude towards people
and tries to fit in just a little bit more
and i know that i could never even pay someone to kiss me
because i don't even know the first thing about it
and i don't even know what's happening around me
but i only care about a kiss
and that's really not the best thing for the world
but to me it matters
is it supposed to matter so much?

#love #kiss #know #understand #upset #lesbians

Apr 2014 madison

Healing - Senryu

Apr 2014 madison

Dustin Matthews

Healing - Senryu

Broken in my heart
Nothing will come between us
She said give me time

Apr 2014 madison

Am I The Pawn, The Castle, or the Knight?

Apr 2014 madison

Triiniity

Am I The Pawn, The Castle, or the Knight?

Okay, you started this. I'll open up. I guess I'll get first move.

I'll move my pawn to G-4 and you'll counter with a horse. Face to face they'll battle until what's mine is finally yours. Pawn from F-2 to F-3, now there's no way your knight is getting past me. Next you take my queen, and I go from a king to a man. It's like comparing *Kings to Castles. Which has a better move span? Not like movement, but in strategy. Now see, you're like a white knight and I'm a black castle. I'm a pawn who got strong so he wouldn't have to take **** from *******. The world doesn't revolve around, this is a life that can work without you and I can make it all happen if you put me in the wrong mood. I'm more powerful than you could fully comprehend. You can threaten me and show off all you want, we know how this'll end. Try not to copy me, and do or say the exact same thing. I'll get my queen back, before my pawn takes your king.

Apr 2014 madison

What the hell?

Apr 2014 madison

amrutha

What the hell?

The tears are yours,
the pain is mine
The wounds are yours,
the blood which runs out?
Mine.
The fears are yours,
the trials are mine
The problem is yours,
Just who the hell am I?

Apr 2014 madison

trust who?

Apr 2014 madison

Kait Zinke

trust who?

I sit and I listen
to the people
telling me
"you can do it"
and I believe it
I sit and listen
to all of the lies
and I believe
that what they're telling me
is true
because they say
"you can trust us"
and I believe I can
but I know
I shouldnt
yes I take a risk
and I take that
final leap
and I am now falling
falling
falling
falling into the deep
blue
vast ocean
where the waves engulf me
and I am taken
I look around and
though I am under
siege of the deep blue
yet I can still breathe
I can't escape it's grasp
but it's as though
I am finally
safe
the ocean is my
guardian
and I am finally
home

Apr 2014 madison

Dreaming

Apr 2014 madison

Kait Zinke

Dreaming

He dreamt of darkness,
of falling from a high place,
of flashing lights, dark shades of red-
He dreamt of death,
but never with dread nor fear.
He dreamt of his suicide
jumping ship, flying home
to have a new beginning.
When he walked,
he acted as if his dreams
had never happened;
at no time did he ever reveal
that his only fear
was reality.

Apr 2014 madison

Counting The Pain

Apr 2014 madison

Kait Zinke

Counting The Pain

A pill for the pain,
Two for the lies.
Three for the smiles,
I have to hide behind.
Four for the times,
When you weren't there.
Five for the reason,
I no longer care.
Ten for the scars,
Twenty for the abuse.
Thirty more for my pitiful excuse.
Forty for my friends,
Fifty for my family.
A promise to them,
That I was never really happy.
Sixty for the thoughts,
Of ending my life.
Seventy just out of spite.
Eighty for being lost,
Ninety for you not seeing.
Ninety-eight for you,
And darling?
One hundred for me.