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We fight ourselves everyday,
A decision; to go or to stay.
Some we take and some we give,
all effects the way we live.
I made a decision to fulfill your wish,
but when it came time to deliver I became foolish.
I became scared and frightful for it's been so long,
since I seen you last all I could think about is our song.
I drove and thought, should this be?
Am I doing this for her,
or am I doing this for me?
Like none other I have encountered before,
She leaves me nervous for what is in store,
Fun, beautiful, she is everything I adore,
Then it all came crashing down gone, no more.

Never know how it started it happened so fast,
Everything about her I was caught in the blast.
The silence is what kills me, what gets under my skin,
What occurred that night was never meant to happen.  

If you ask me about her I'll smile and grin,
Because the only way to explain her is, no definition.
How could you not see what was put in front of you,
You choose to be blind to disregard what is true,
For it seems I am nothing but a toy for your pleasure,
You never opened up your love your golden treasure,
Now to this day you wonder why I'm so cold,
Is because my love is forever on withhold.
Where do you go when you have no body to lean on,
How can you coup when every one turns against you,
How can I love when my love hates me,
Where can I run to when I'm already alone,
How can I fight when I am my worst enemy,
How can you love me if I hate myself,
Where do I go when I have no body to lean on.
(February, 16, 2012)
Where am I, gone for days,
Uncontrollable caught in a maze,
I Can't stop feeling this way,
This feeling of being astray,
Who am I anymore who can say,
For I am lost in my own dismay.
As I lay beneath hidden deep down
With-out her I'll be lost and never found
She never stops, affecting everything in her path
Everything changes all different after her wrath
Now uncovered set finally free
The wind finally has answered my plea.
Belle, the french word for beautiful,
Her face so sweet love it with my mind and soul,
Little is known about my unfound love,
Hidden deep, never to be shown disposed of,
As we meet the feelings begin to blossom,
Something that feels amazing and awesome,
Past memories bring up forgotten scars,
Flashbacks through my head  as I look to the stars.
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