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921 · Jan 2014
mind skype
images flash through my mind
pictures of myself of a different kind
these movies play out in my head
fancy stings and scratches red
headphones on, altered state
oh such a playful mate
flashes of images dance around
but I know there is none to be found
except your video feed
of my every deed
every face of little death
images flash and bait my breath
I see myself over and over
doing things I never thought
never scared always taught
images flash even still
visions of your good lil girl
919 · Nov 2014
Slow Train
Where the hell is the slow train that lets me enjoy the ride!
Everything is moving so fast my eyes cannot keep up
My heart on a steep slide
I have applied my breaks but still we collide
I have asked to slow down and switch gears
but there is no derailing your obsession and this my biggest fear!
This ride we have been on- your standing so close I cannot rightly even see you.
I have had no chance to sit back and take anything in
Everything is moving too fast and I need a ******* my chin
That type of ride is not what I am looking for
Where the hell is my slow ride with ease and relaxed view?
I want time to reflect and understand more than the surface of you
But the gears will not change, the ride won't slow down
So I will get off this train in the smallest of **** towns
As long as I have space for myself without the guilt or a frown
I will hang my traveling hat up and sit down
919 · Oct 2014
The Blank Canvas
A part of me drifts away into a place somewhere outside in the wooded area next to my shop of grand size.  I can see myself sitting on a stair below you talking about all of the things we can make.
Within that little dream we discussed the gifts we had, the gifts we bring to the table.
The things we wanted to built each other, the things we would plant in the spring.
But what came to mind was a question, an answer and some incredible peace.
I drool literally as I smile now and my lip twitches as I hold a secret..the question, the answer..and the twinkle in my eyes as I suddenly go to write in my journal about important things.
I heard you ask the question "What would be the perfect gift?"
Presents being what they are my mind would usually be so mixed!
I am twinkled to say that when you asked in my dream today I answered you within a second, NO DELAY!
Amazing as this sounds, be golly it is true..within that little dream of a shared moment on the stairs with you..I found a part of me that has the freshest of attitudes.
That gift I said which would be perfect for me would be a king sized blank canvas especially for me!
I have not thought about what it is that I would paint.
There are no preponderances of how to erase the blank white surface.
Filled within my spirit is a super passion filled excitement.
Not filled with ideas of what to put on it or how and where to hang it.
I am not filled with perfectionism and scared to use it.
I do not think if I slapped some rusty colors on it and called it good that would be called abusing it.
There is no pressure on how I would be using it.
Just the excitement of the blank slate that in life like a wave I be surfing it.  
As addicted to colors as I am I am in no hurry on applying what will stick to it.  
I simply smile at the possibilities before me, and my ease at which I shall be choosing it ; )
I grab my girly parts and scream it is going to be a dizzy day!
This man is driving me crazy in every way
Sigh, giggle laugh get dizzy it is ok
I am going to...
Give this man the time of day
He is coming at me strong hard and extreme
And I know what he means!
Chad likes extremes
And he is finding ways to make me dizzy
It is going to be a dizzy day ; )
Iron man body, mind of  Zen
How the hell can I resist that kind of man?
I can't resist
It is going to be a dizzy day
; )
For CW
888 · Nov 2013
Do not call me hunny bunny
Do not Hunny Bunny Me
Do not "Oh My Pretty" me
By any means find a genuine thought
a compliment that is not
automatic
routine
words spat out to satisfy me
Where is the meaning
wheres the heart?
Do not hunny bunny me!
ranting- I dislike auto responses from bots posing as humans-husbands
883 · Apr 2014
goose bumps
Goose bumps
lil lovie lumps
raising my skin up
rising to your touch
I want you so much
my skin begs
come sink within
I rise for you
with my skin~
Hello Bill ; )
859 · Dec 2013
waiting
I Cant kiss you
I might forget something
not because I don't want to
but because you disrupt my routine*

Nightly I stand there
waiting for a kiss goodnight
Im ready, Im tired
I want to lay down
But i stand and I wait and i wait
or all I get is frowns
If he forgets anythng, even stumbles on his bed
It is always my fault
for interupting
not choosing silence instead
I wait-
part of his routine
he is an *******
looks very mean
why the **** am I waiting
whats worth waiting for
when all I do is stand here staring at the floor
waiting
850 · Apr 2014
Damn it Bill I Miss You
My lips tremble with the emotion of missing you
I go wordless waiting for a response from you
My phone rings and it is never you
The cookies wait, no address from you to send them to
How am I to know your point of view if I only get one liners
I will support you in all you do, as I said with follow through!
But my cookie is still so much wanting you
So I sigh, stay calm and I wait for you
I miss the buzz  I share with you
Buzz me BB
**** it Bill I miss you!!!
I await you
Days away you are
Stops me not from diving stronger still in wanting
With will wishing and whispering to the trees and begging them please
to bring you back to me nature boy.
You walk away with a back full of gear
But I saw your tears..
It has only been hours but feels like years
Come back to me nature boy
You have days of travel on your feet
Trouble is everywhere in your path until next we meet
All I want is you safe at home, come home to me nature boy
Tonight you are out under the stars with so little
My bed very lush feels so empty and plain
It is so empty without you sharing it with me
Come home nature boy and sleep with me again
With WILL wishing and whispering to the trees around you...
keep you safe til you are back with me..
Come back to me nature boy
837 · May 2014
Your Lips
Your lips
I stare at a lot
Not because your talking
But because I'd like to be stalking them with mine
829 · May 2014
Fitting Titles
Absolute Power enters the DRIVE today'
Fitting because lawyers are on the way
Power is as power plays
I am going to show you what for
Kinkos for copies of all your records
Bank for years of transitions
There will be no room for wiggling
You will have to give in, get out
I will take more of your spitting when you shout
Your violence in my face must end.
Oh I have kept a record of all harmful events
Lawyers like that in cases of denial
Or even if we go to trail
I have kept records of all you have done
In the end I will say I have won
No matter the outcome of the law
I won't have to feel hurt, alone and raw
There will be no more hiding myself to protect myself
There will be no more anger as a response to my pain
How selfish, what hell
You never have been present and that is a serious problem
You cannot be, and so I am walking
You do me more harm than good
I do and have loved you, from the 80's til I die
But I am doing you no favors by letting you stay stale old and dry
You need to grow and I do too
So it is time for me to say goodbye to you
You will always be my first love
The one who came to get me
But you never really GOT me
and it is a shame that you click that tv until you lay down
I am nothing but a service provider
Never the source of anything but a frown
I need to be free and smile all the time
Without you disturbing my balance
I know you will miss my talents
But not my body, not my warmth
Not my wit, not my colors
only how your routine is gone
and how I was like your mother
828 · Nov 2013
The Vision
The place is a meadow. Warm sunshine and a light breeze blowing. A young girl, graceful and free spirited. She is laughing and dancing her way through the soft grasses. She is dressed in a light airy dress; it blows in the wind. A ring of flowers in her flowing hair, little golden locks bouncing, rays of the friendly sun reflecting off of her. I hear her calling to me "Take my hand" in her small but very strong voice. She is light and unburdened. Her spirit so willing to extend and trust, the honesty and love of the soul shining through.

I know this child, the free love, and the trusting soul. This girl has been through more hurt and shame, more than enough to fill a town. She lives in the absolute now, protected and safe.

It was I who brought her to this meadow. She was lost in the dark forest for years. Each step of the way out we took together, walking the fear together. Each step through the forest so dark the fireflies along the way lighting up just enough for us to find the wildflowers. We gathered the flowers along the path of fear. We collected the beauty from the darkness and placed it on her head. The ring of wildflowers was our gift from the darkness.

She dances freely, light and unburdened. She has a pure soul, free to love. I saved her; I held her hand at every thought.

Now she returns to free me and hold my hand. A love that is counted on more than any other love could ever obtain. I am never blind to her. I carry her always. I give her everything she has never had.

I am that child.
"Hop on top of me"
"I would get no pleasure from that"
"Well it is a good thing my tongue is not cut off then"
**"If you tongue was cut off we would have so many less problems between us but I would also lose the only thing I enjoy about you"
819 · Apr 2014
Johnny Depp said No
I want to feel and enjoy not be a plot of show
or toy
Not for mass entertainment
What I am and what I express
Is a very happy blissful mess
How I get there and what I feel
is something very Real

The job looks easy and super cheezey sure
But Johnny Depp said No!
Do not be a show
Your not a *******
Go with your flow and go write that poem ; )

Thanks Johnny ; )
819 · Nov 2013
is it good?
Tragedy may await
Soon on my Plate
As I cook something new
could end up goo
I have instinct, good taste
Nothing I make goes to waste
I have trust in my cooking
but today is a first
Its not beef stroganoff
I put in chicken
thinking why not?
I've got no beef to toss in my ***
Where I went wrong
or horribly right
was when I added the spinach artichoke dip
I made last night!
Its green as a toad!
As I have not yet eaten
Thou not scared to take my first bite
I must remember to brush my teeth when I am done eating
or I will be a grinning spinach sight!
I am cooking something new!  It turned out pretty edible!
818 · Dec 2014
Where is THE Worthy One
The ONE worth my words, emotions and soul
Where is the one for me to behold?
Someone for me to be bold with
To share my true self with?
Where is HE?
The man with fresh conversations, new daily plans
The man who likes to make things with his hands
A man who likes to hear my poetry, feels my words
maybe even bring him to his knees
Where is THIS man for me?
812 · May 2014
Roller Coasters In The Rain
Fun or Pain?
Can we have both
Enjoy the ride
Have less lines
Ride roller coasters in the rain
I am totally game
and you know it
Cause a little sting is sorta my thing
And you know it!
So let us brave the weather
MY GIRL
Lets go get tshirts wet
and let the crowd be ******
as we get slammed
by rain drops on our shoulders
This will be fun
even without the sun
Cause we are doing it together
so nothing could be better
let us go ride roller coasters in the rain!
807 · Nov 2013
Pangs
Excitement has replaced anxiety
Walls dropped without fear
I tested the limits
He hung on
I distracted
laughed off
advances
Watching, waiting
would he walk away?
He who seeks shallow *****
must go away.
I discourage fools every day
Once in a breath
someone walks by
This one felt instant
attachment, attractment
smitten apple bitten
out o sight!
I tested-I pressed
He hung on...
We chat later again
I suggest
; )
794 · Apr 2014
It takes over
tap Tap TaP
the spoon on the hot rim
sing, sing sing
TechKiss is in the kitchen
9 becomes 10
Swinging with them
Sudden grins
chop the veggies
make it good
I rock longways
I love music
Improves my mood
Singing in the kitchen
Songs stirring in the mix
Hoppin John bubbles for another 6
First play of 6's and 7's
my ears are in heaven
Lunges and squats
my kitchen workout...
You owe like Pookie
plays adds some swell
Oh fuoockie
I love this cd ..I YELL
Techn9ne rules
784 · Nov 2013
Burnt
Destroyed in seconds
Cremation of Creation.
My Gut ACHES
So many cuts
so many stitches
Wee hours of my life
down the drain
I aM ****** up
I hurt bad
My ******* iron
burned insane
killed my new creation
now it is lame
fuckity **** ****
my return to the sewing world
needs some luck
I killed my best art quilt with the iron. so sad.  not my best poetry but its just off the top of my head
768 · May 2014
Size is a Feeling
I still feel fat most of the time
But there are times when I unwind
When I feel small and it is kind
I realize I am changing so much
Sometimes I do not realize it til I am touched
Like the way I can wrap my legs around you
The way you cup my *** cheeks in your hands
That makes my *** feel as tiny as you say it is
And that makes me laugh, feel 3 sizes smaller
And probably a good 5 inches taller
Size is a feeling
Changing within mindset
It is all good as long as my *** fits on the swing set ; )
As long as I keep moving and improving what I am working with
The feeling of my size will change in the right direction
I choose to change with positive self reflection
Without all that negative interjection
I have genuine intent to lead my way
Core strength I work on every day
Because size is a feeling I mold by the minute
And this body of mine is out to win it
So I walk with a lot of attitude, lets say
A solid size 14 at play
Until I drop another size ok?
Right now size is not a number
It is not a label in my pants
It is the attitude I wear
The ease at which I dance
Size is a feeling ; )
Very freeing
I declare
Thanks for knowing only the Karen you know ; )
749 · May 2014
Back Burner Girl
Back Burner Girl I am not
My fire is always burning
You cannot place me on the back burner and tend to the others
Forget about me
That **** no longer works for me

This is not all about you
I know you have things to do
but you can't just leave me to stew
I am not a good back burner girl

Being placed on the back burner scorches!
It destroys good french steel pans like me
You cannot ignore something on fire
Unattended flames rage without reason
You ain't here to stir the *** or season!
Bad chef, bad on you...
you left this *** on the back burner to stew
I am not a good back burner girl
739 · Jul 2014
I Know Kung FOOL
I know you think your fooling me
That I believe your stories and tales
But I am wise to what is real
And your tales are the size of a whale
I know kung fool
You are not fooling me~
I know you could play me
But the truth is I am wise and may be playing you~
As I know kung foolery
I will keep playing with you
But remember one thing
I am the Kung FOOL Queen
And I am very on top of this scene
730 · Jan 2014
EVIL SPIRITS
It is well known that evil spirits hate sweet smells and sends them running straight back to hell.
Once a mans object shows his true face nothing can be unseen again..I run I race.
I am very frightened by his face.
Look in left corner and you will see it is true..there is an EVIL MAN Haunting and Staring right at you.
There is no edit, no touch up-no game.
This mans objects show his face of shame.
I know the beast within him rages with fear.
I pour it on me heavily
the frankincense and myrrh~
Evil spirits hate that smell.
it fouls their mouth their nose and their hairs.
They stand on end and he protests..that **** stinks
I cannot digest!
I tell the man It is frankincense and myrrh
And it protects me from evil spirits that spur.
I look right at him no feat in mind
I tell him I wear it because of your kind!
This was written for my scent and an object with evil intent.  His glove shows a face that haunts..evil **** that made me write..besides he will not come near me I stink tonight!
721 · May 2014
Stars in My Tears
My first thought as I woke was of the stars
Of the boy who tried so hard to get back to his rose
The love I feel, the sadness and the hope
That my rose will bloom
My world will be the one where the rules make sense
There will be no pretense
Just the love of ones rose, the friendship of the fox
and the knowledge of the snake.

You will never see the stars again the same way my friend
We shall be bonded to the very end
By stars, the love of a rose, a fox and snake
Not to mention the pilot for goodness sake!
Here is to drawing an elephant being eaten by a snake
To which the grown ups will never understand
Here is to learning to draw something other than a sheep ; )
And here is to discovering your rose, for which there will be only one
My gift to you came with love~
The stars will never be the same again my friend
*THE LITTLE PRINCE
701 · Jun 2014
I need DIRTY hair!~
I sweat real good all day yesterday
I sweat all night!
I have sweaty ***** hair..YAHOOO
I can dye my hair Purple Desire
It will be tight!
I need ***** hair for a good dye job
So right now while I am all ***** haired
I will go add some Splat Purple Desire!
Yes I dare!
697 · May 2014
Roll with it
I sway with the moods as they come
Leaving no songs internally left unsung
Because I understand the cords that are strung
Leave me withered until I hum
Letting out all that has hung
On hooks and snares and internal hairs
Wash it away with a few songs hummed
No matter what comes we will hum it out
Sing and shout til all the ills spill out
Leaving me light as a cloud floating through the skies
Nothing holding it back, it floats, it flies
Moods are not binding hurting ties
Although they do sometimes tell you lies
Moods are things that help you sculpt
Old feelings new feelings into a new mold
Pay attention and lessons will unfold
If you let your moods simply roll
So roll with it ; )
695 · Aug 2014
The Thing About Pets
The thing about pets is
They cost you money
They eat sleep and shower for free
They have no job except pleasing the master
They don't contribute to the finances whatsoever
But wearing collars pasties and bells makes you cute as hell
And you were very clever...
I know pets are a responsibility..
I have changed my mind and set you free
Though I have tried to make you flee
I cannot get rid of you that easily
Being a pet owner of that type is not for me
I am not letting any man live free off of me ; )
690 · Nov 2013
I am a Leaf
I am a leaf blowing in the wind
Looking for the places I have been
Withered paths, natures will
As life does, I roll uphill
See within my veins
Beautiful colors with
All the seasons change
Sweet summer rains,
Blazing autumn fires
Tread laid by travelers tires
Where I have gone, and
Where I will be
All apart of life,
The struggle the strife
Winters so cold
It cuts like a knife
I have been blowing in the breeze
Most of my life
I grew green and fertile
Now changing colors
I scrape the ground
Slow like a turtle
My edges are sharp now
My life in the middle
I miss my tree, warm and caring
All others around me
Dancing with the wind
Making music together
The sun so generous
As I lay on the ground
Feeling my soul whisper
My own sound
The smell of the dirt reminding
Wonders that abound
I tip my seed out
No fear, no doubt
That I have all I need
Within me to plant
My roots firm in the ground
For I am the seedling, the branch, the tree
I create the universe
And it all grows within me

Karen Cosson
689 · Jun 2014
How to Adjust to Divorce
Start with a fifty inch screen
Make it smart
Hook up the blue ray baby
Now plug in the BOSE SOLO lady!
7 seat sectional
Comforts seat for all I meet
or just to nap, stick up my feet
Have a loaded bar with drinks on call
It is legal here, so load the ****
And enjoy the new single life
All summer long~
I love the new washer and drier too ; )
688 · Nov 2013
Windows into Souls
In awe and speechless
Embraced at first sight~
So many layers to explore
Each stair a flight~
Touched on so many levels
Windows seeing into souls~
And extraordinary adventure
Something new to behold~
Throwing off the shingles
Inspecting all the beams~
Smoothing all the wrinkles
Sealing all the seams~
Finding the foundation
Revealing the strength~
Learning the floor plan
Finding more than you think~
Unveiling unseen beauty
Totally unique structure~
Careful and detailed study
Finds this like no other~
Discovering what you feel
Appealing facets real and rare
And appreciate the simplicity
Of the complexity of design~
No other will compare~
Grace and elegance untold
Waiting for your eyes to behold
Essence pure and true~
So perfectly comfortable
As you dwell within me
I grow within you~



4/12/02
Copyright ©2002 Karen
687 · Apr 2014
It is alright
Stephen showed me naked girls on cam calls me buddy this morning
****, cool!
It is alright!
I got guy friends and we tight
They won't hit on me cause..
well maybe they might
But I wont pay attention
not in my sight
we just keep chillin
Eshan says I pronounce his name better than his girlfriend
it is alright
we friends
we tight
James wants me but I keep running
he understands cause Im his buddy first
listens to me talk about Bill
Cause we tight
it is alright
Shaun be crazy, a blast and changes subject fast
kinda like me
we tight, he funny, my **** blocker
we alright, we tight
Dustin will look away before he sees me naked
cause we are friends and I ma more like a sister
It is alright, we alright
Justin is married and still we are alright
nice friends, these guys
we are all alright
Johnny Depp your ******* fine and taken
but we chat nice and funny
we alright
and you so **** tight..won't give it up
it is alright
we tight
You talk a good line
make me laugh
and listen to me whine
Yeah Johnny
we tight
Guy friends are cool
I do not worry about you falling for me or your drool
cause it is alright
we tight
683 · Jan 2014
Words Ripple
Ripples of written words upon the page
I feel, I touch, I stroke each word.
     Warped paper feels like my skin.
Fingertips sensing everything
           Everything comes alive again
Feel the paper, ripples wild
                      Warped lines
Playful child
       Touch the paper, silly fingertip sin
Feel it touch it stroke it soft
   Touch every ripple and singing spot
             I touch I play and feel the words
I cannot get my mind off of you
    Even a piece of paper reminds me what I have done with you~
Now the insurance payments are all mine
Now I know why he was ******* all the time
Money flies out the drawer
The bank gets charges galore
House deposits sky high
House up for sale in divorce
I want to cry
Someone else gets my stone bench
Someone else my grapes will quench
Bye Bye house I loved
Now I pay deposits on someone else s broken dream
All the money going out makes me want to scream
Living a life of freedom is far from free
But my reasons for leaving would indeed
Still make me flee
668 · Jan 2014
relief
missing you in my skin
so the scratching begins
shut my brain off
turn my feeling on
switch gears
clawing digging relief
then squeezing the heat
draw my nails up my ankles
digging them deep
I miss you no more
within you sink
feeling you vibrate
In feeling we meet
open my legs drawing up
to my inner thighs
rake those nails in
sizzle it good
think not once
only feel good
sting a little
quake with zeal
rub it softly
rub it light
ever so softly
now pinch it just right
wake up my body
close down my mind
scratch thoughts away
freeing my mind
666 · May 2014
When I panic
When I panic and think I cannot do this
I think of my time with you
Care free and peaceful
And I turn around my friend
and know I can do this
You'rE an example the Universe sent
Sent to represent
what life can be
After I get through this
It is not complicated
It is very simple
It is also very hard
But simple
Uncomplicated
I can do this
There is an after THIS
A new life awaits if I just jump this one gate
It is not complicated
It is not easy
As you have said
You're here to help guide me through my process
I do the same for you
When I panic and think
This day is too hard
I am reminded of the peace of your yard ; )
All the peaceful pretty flowers
When I panic
You're my calm
And I know I can do this
Moth show me the way
Let me not stray from the path ahead
Thanks to you this butterfly is fed
; )
Thank you for the balance and reality checks
You really are such a blessing
659 · Jan 2014
heat
The velvet is smooth but still adds to every sensation.  
Day full of pinches and pulls and flicks and spanks.  
A red hot *** sizzles as a reminder of  the days events.  
I shall not soon forget a single moment-as every movement brings a sting!~
650 · May 2014
Away away
Hurt
I move away
But not just away
Away..away
So far away you will never find me
So far away I can only pack for one trip
I am thinking of moving away..AWAY away
So I do not see you with another
So I do not feel the hurt
I will move away..away away
650 · Apr 2014
Please Johnny
Johnny won't tell me what he is wearing
I beg
show me your shoes
come  no one will see you
Nothing to lose
sympathize!
snap a photo
be normal like everyone else!
you won't stand out
I promise
Everyone selfies
just snap it yourself
I just want to see what your wearing from
Heathrow to Nairobi
come on tease my eyes!!!!!
I am waiting..hurry the plane is about to take off!!!
show me **** it show me
come on Johnny
he is already on the **** plane I was too late to get a photo ; )
I just got a photo of shoes and pants...****!!!!
645 · May 2014
I Hide, i hide
There is no subject for which I can even whisper
Without your anger spilling out in a shout about any thing
You have no self control, you seeth- over a ******* remote control
Ordering a pizza is enough to make you very angry
No single thing brings you joy that I can tell
And I have been looking for a dozen years
All I get is anger so I hide, i hide
I cannot sit in the rocking chair or it will squeek and **** you off
So I hide, i hide.
Unable to simply sit in a chair in your presence..I hide
I breath- You **** on my sighs and ask why I breath
so I must HIDE..I hide
I cannot sit, breath, talk...why>?<
This is not life, this is all a lie
I cannot be me around you
your too angry
I stay alive
because I hide..I HIDE
632 · May 2014
The shape of it
Center alignment
Gives form
creates curve of words
Making vases from phases
And bottles from words
Even this poem here
shaped like an
ink well
630 · Apr 2014
These Lips Remain Unkissed
My lips remain unkissed
As does my bliss
Picky, most dismissed
These lips remain unkissed
My own doing of course
I know this
I will know when I feel it
Til then these lips remain unkissed
I have let no one in
Waiting for that buzz again
The connection within
That sighs roll in
Emotional connections begin
Until then my lips remain unkissed
617 · Nov 2014
Derail
Clearly on the wrong track
I have told you before
This place your going is not for me
Derail me!
I do not want to go down that path with you
Although it is a path for two
I am not ready to go there with you~
Derail your train!
All this talk so serious is a strain
It causes me pain
Derail this insane idea
We do not belong together
Good friends maybe better
I am not ready to wear your sweater
Derail this pain
Get the hints and bold statements I declare
I am not riding this train with you
It is driving me insane
From fear
Where your going is a dead end dear
You wont find me there
616 · Jan 2014
Sizzle Hits with a Twist
I touch soft skin
I feel rough bits of skin pulled dried out
New layers begin
I rub softly warps
Ripples burn my flesh
Flaking falling into my bed
Sting, Sizzle Still Alive
I am Fed
I wanted more I always do
One more set of Scratches for you to view
I rub it softly, oh so softly
Once, Again
Pull the sheet down
Let me see your hips
Drag those Nails down leg rails
Sizzle Hits with a Twist
Sensation to confuse my body
Now with nothing to lose
Your doing it on purpose to keep me guessing
Not knowing the next sensation
Is truly a blessing
We are past the point We were before
Kiss the Pain on My Burning Bliss
I vibrate, shutter a smiling mess
616 · Mar 2014
laughing
Mad Laughter
Spontaneous
My face is twitchin
I seem to be laughing
all the time
Sigh
I'
cause I am  mad giggler
I feel those
Tummy waves
belly laughs
Body tickler
Chest bounces
Smiling dimples
sighs
Laugh a lot I do
just noticing
As I am feeling
you ; )
612 · Apr 2014
Consideration
Yesterday I heard more reasons why I didn't get a response in a proper time frame.  I was shocked as this is not a relationship more like a game.  I found the reasons not to be excuses.  I liked hearing why I was put off, which I am not used to.  I am very used to be put off and set aside without a word to help guide my mind as to why.  I hate that it leaves me wondering WHY???
Yesterday helped me see clear what it is I have to do here.
You showed me more consideration in one day than he did for his entire stay!
I wonder now how the **** I could chase someone down who has no interest when I am around.  I have been left to wonder, to wander around town.  I am rather seething that I was not even told you were leaving notice I am not receiving ...so much consideration..not found
So I want to take the time to thank you.  I saw what it is I need, so thank you.  I now see a flaw in his perfection.  And now I do not feel so much rejection ; )
591 · Apr 2014
5th itch
almost a yawn
almost a sigh
a desire unspoken
a want to communicate
what I anticipate
what I ponder upon
wishing for words
shakes of my head
no words to explain
5th chakra itch
the openness I seek
something is coming..
I feel it creep
now I hear you speak!!!
ha..now I know what I felt
awww yay..you I felt
55 miles an hour they drive past us
Deer jump up and out and are now dead
Cross each road with cation animals
I say in my head
I may live in the valley of peace
But we get here on the highway of death
The fast paced world runs beside nature
We collide sometimes, life and death
Meet on the road leading to the valley of all that is sweet
Not all of us make it to the lands away from highway of death
We forget to turn off or take a left
If you do not seek the valley of peace
You are simply stuck on the highway of death
585 · Jan 2014
Two Sets
Two sets
one wet
one dry
I lick one set
the other between my thighs
wetness builds with each breath
awaiting our next
"little death"
I lick my lips
as I think of you
My lower set full of dew
Both sets responding to you
I could use some Chapstick
my smile is dry
no Chapstick around
so I reach between my thighs
I dip in and feel
wetness and want
Bring my hand to my face
and wipe off the dry
I lick my lips once again
I taste you
and it begins again
both sets a wanting
with you driving me insane
all this wetness
is yours to claim
kiss me fool
taste your mess
laugh with me
lay with me
try to rest
later I will tease you
do not protest
wetness in my walk
from hearing you talk
watching my heart beating in my chest
seeing my smile
as I let it go
giggle
sigh
YOU are the BEST!
582 · Apr 2014
I growl at you
Your sweat is still on my back
Felt every drop hit me
Cold sweat droplets hitting hot skin
Sweaty bodies pressing together
The way you grabbed my arms
Pulled my hair
GRRRr Hhh
The ease at which we shared
Helped me unwind...
comes to mind quite frequently
     You tease
A Tigress, a cougar, a wild cat yes
But a ***** cat you said I was not!?
But I think you found out
There is a ***** cat that can be brought out
I am standing here now and I growl at you
and now you know it is not something I say
but something I do!

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I hope my sounds ring in your ears..you mmm GGGRRRRRRR
and whatever else you heard!!
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