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bill Jul 2018
Is that a shadow or reflection
Do you know me
I'm someone to be trusted
I don't trust in return
I'm the kind to write a poem when we met
One I'd surely regret
See the morning would come
And you may never see how I feel
I'm not one to open up
It's got thick there's this wall
Things aren't how I planned
Ashamed comes to my mind
I feel anxious sometimes
Jealousy is within me
Along with fear that's not kind
I want trust with no lies
You deserve it no lie
Short term happiness aside
Remove all fear inside
You must know more about me
It's you tearing down this wall
The mask I thought was helpful
Wasn't helping, Not at all
Feeling regret, but in a idyllic mood.
Why
bill Aug 2018
Why
These questions I wonder
Can they be answered
I lie awake at night
I sleep all day
Why?
I feel so different
I feel so alone
Everyone talks, Noone listens
Why?
Should I be the only listener
There's thoughts in my head
Put me in my permanent bed
Why?
I'm sick, sick of the world
This world makes me sick
Why?

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