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 Oct 2013 Mike Winegar
Morgan
I think when we describe our depression,
we tend to leave out the
less romantic parts.
We paint images of us crying in the shower
and lying awake at night.
But we skip the parts
that don't look quite as nice.

Like, that time you
smiled at everyone
on the way down the street
but as soon as you
reached the cross walk,
your ears began to ring.
And here you were,
holding your arms
across your ribs,
thinking,
"You're just exhausted.
Let the cars stop moving.
People are watching."

I guess it's just not
as beautiful as that other stuff.

Perhaps the difference
between reading depression
in a poem,
and seeing depression
in a person,
is like the
difference between
watching someone smoke
a cigarette at a cafe in a film,
and watching someone smoke
a cigarette at a street corner
on your way to class.

Art shows us the pretty spiraling
smoke that forms above the smoker's skull
but it skips the deep cough that
plagues her just a moment later.

So, as it goes,
everyone wants to love
that interesting
and stunning
broken soul
Everyone wants
to be the one
that gives that lost
wanderer
a home
But as soon as
they realize,
broken means
shattered
It means
glass pieces
that will cut you
and tears that
will rush over
your floodgates and
soak you completely through
They want to run away...

Kinda like the kid who
saw that gorgeous hipster
smoking in
some *******
indie film,
inhaled a cigarette
of his own,
felt the sting
of clean lungs
as they fill with smoke
& put it out...

They'll taste the
pain on your lips
and put you out

That's how you know,
they're not looking
to know you
They just wanna say
they healed you
The frost, sets in and leaves of red have fallen.
And a cold sun beads on the stiffening ground,
Nimbus clouds, snows of down, now wafted in,
Tagging sun become louder, as ripples on pond
Are waging white with grey, dabbing the tableau,
That nature is painting with a pair of wild swans.
 Sep 2013 Mike Winegar
Gen Border
I know what it is to be deceived.
I know what it is to say blindly and devotedly that which ought to be said.
I know what it is to deal with those who open their mouths and say all that is dishonest, disingenuous. Predictably so, leaving you wondering exactly why any of us bother with any of it at all. Leaving you wonder whether our persona is what are we are told to be, rather than who we are.
Surrounding me, enveloping me, suffocating me are the actors, trampling on this world they use, unashamedly, as their stage.

How lifeless they are. How robotically, disingenuous they are. Yet, how enthusiastic they are in the delivery of their well-learnt script!  Those words that come pouring out, stolen from a script they've been given, those words light as air, float above us all, without weight. Meaningless
Yet, with such energy and enthusiasm they deliver these words.
They are either uncaring or unaware that they trample all that matters in the process. On all that makes life not a repetitious slog of playing a game. No. They do not understand the destructive activity they are partaking in with such fervor.

As, the ritual ends, and the curtains close, how hungrily they grovel for appraisal, every last drop of it. Lifeless, without a soul they are, yet artful in the game of deception, they have learnt to be. Able to appear filled with energy and glee, leaving it unbeknownst to anyone that when looked inside of mechanisms and cold metal is all that will be discovered.
The sun goes down and in the ruins of the shattered town the monsters come alive and
here they thrive, in the filth and through the grime
are the demons in a time that fades to dust.
If you're just a social engineer
don't volunteer to come near here
there's wolves out there that howl, those wolves that growl and bite and would eat you in the dark of night
there are monsters in the park,by the pond that you're so fond of and those geese would take a piece of you and chew and chew and you should really stay away.

There are crazies when the sun goes down that roam the streets of my home town and swallow little children whole and sell their souls to yesterday.
I used to play so happily 'til the monsters came to bother me and now the only things I see are the monsters,in my dreams I'll be,
a dragon slayer
a demon killer
a man that mans the tiller,but the cloven hooves of goats, dance quite lightly through these boats of mine and float across the filth and grime to tell me,
try that one more time
and you're dead.
SLOWLY the Moon her banderoles of light
Unfurls upon the sky; her fingers drip
Pale, silvery tides; her armoured warriors
Leave Day's bright tents of azure and of gold,
Wherein they hid them, and in silence flock
Upon the solemn battlefield of Night
To try great issues with the blind old king,
The Titan Darkness, who great Pharoah fought
With groping hands, and conquered for a span.

The starry hosts with silver lances *****
The scarlet fringes of the tents of Day,
And turn their crystal shields upon their *******,
And point their radiant lances, and so wait
The stirring of the giant in his caves.

The solitary hills send long, sad sighs
As the blind Titan grasps their locks of pine
And trembling larch to drag him toward the sky,
That his wild-seeking hands may clutch the Moon
From her war-chariot, scythed and wheeled with light,
Crush bright-mailed stars, and so, a sightless king,
Reign in black desolation! Low-set vales
Weep under the black hollow of his foot,
While sobs the sea beneath his lashing hair
Of rolling mists, which, strong as iron cords,
Twine round tall masts and drag them to the reefs.

Swifter rolls up Astarte's light-scythed car;
Dense rise the jewelled lances, groves of light;
Red flouts Mars' banner in the voiceless war
(The mightiest combat is the tongueless one);
The silvery dartings of the lances *****
His fingers from the mountains, catch his locks
And toss them in black fragments to the winds,
Pierce the vast hollow of his misty foot,
Level their diamond tips against his breast,
And force him down to lair within his pit
And thro' its chinks ****** down his groping hands
To quicken Hell with horror-for the strength
That is not of the Heavens is of Hell.
They said that she had fairy skin

And cinnamon dusted hair,

A sleepy countenance, a ragged demeanour;

They said “she’s never quite..there."

Her fingers, when I saw her
Were tangled into a wreath.

Their fragile veins seemed about to snap

But she sat so calmly in her seat.

What a waste of a fine young lady, I say,

As she muses at the sky;

An excess of poetic form

Has made her mad and shy.

And yet I harbour a fascination

For one so truly lost,

Who cannot tell real from dreams,

Who nightmares do accost.

And oh, what a beautiful sight

To see one stay so naive.

At least, I say, I’m not the kind

To pin my heart up on my sleeve.

And once again the monotony

Of another day rushes past,

And the sea inside ****** the back of my eyes, I see

An exquisite pointillism of stars.

Maybe she’s the one with the luck of the Irish,

And I’m just a manifestation of routine.

She’s awake and full of fireworks,

And I’m just half asleep.
 Jul 2013 Mike Winegar
umbrellas
tears fall from the eyes of heaven
healing the pain of bittersweet memories
wash me away in tranquil melodies
of morning rain
Love comes from God
Jesus showed us how to do it
Hanging on the cross he prayed for his accuser's
Like forgive them because they don't know what they are doing
Love in every word freedom for me and you
As a man of God I am to exhibit a pure love
Rain down like Niagara falls
Sinking in love soaked in the Blood of the Lord.
See the key is not to love the world but love the people in it
Love the person but hate their sinning
A love like this is like a kiss from the Holy Spirit
I walk in obedience I will not damage my witness
I examine the scriptures, like are they aware that he rose from the grave
Let them no the promises made
And the fact that God does not change
He is love its in Jesus nature to save
So if your not saved I pray
If your saved I pray
For one I pray for deliverance and for the other pray that no one strays.
I follow a narrow path
Its a choice to be lost in a maze
 Jul 2013 Mike Winegar
Zephyr
Garh!
 Jul 2013 Mike Winegar
Zephyr
The night is at it's darkest
right at the point when it's not sure
if it's late night or early morning.

And I'm up and wanting to go somewhere
away from this boring place
where I am trapped at the night.

I never want to get up and do something during the "waking hours"
The sun is too hot, to forceful, I don't know...

The moon is cool, peaceful.
Inviting you to do something on your own.


But I'm stuck not just to a house, but to a single room.

I wish I could get out and do my own thing.



And I will......someday.....
I'm literally writing what I'm thinking exactly to myself here, haha. It's not poetry, just a record to myself so that when I have my own apartment and can just do whatever at midnight and not have to worry about waking people up, I'll know to fully appreciate it :)
Poor Man says...
If I had money
Then I would be free...

Rich Man says...
If I had more money
Then more money is what I'd need...

Poor Man says...
If I had a Mansion
Then who could want for more...

Rich Man says...
I have three Mansions
I'm working on my fourth...

Poor Man says...
I'd have all these friends
I'd shower them with much...

Rich Man says...
I have friends
But don't know who to trust...

Poor Man says...
With my money
I would buy happiness...

Rich Man says...
When the money arrived
Is when the happiness left...
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