Cuddled in my lap and then you say you need your space.
You tell me you're depressed yet there's a smile upon your face.

You push me away and then you tell me that you need me.
You tell me that you're worthless but that isn't the way I see.

Cigarettes, drugs, alcohol. You try your best to get clean.
You say you want a better life and then you question what it all means.

I wish there was a way that I could make you understand
The purpose of it all is how it feels to hold your hand.

My 2am drunk phone call.
Underage ***** in a park.
'Don't tell mum' I plead you
'That I stayed out after dark'.

My shoes in your hand
And your shoes on my feet.
You tell me I'm not broken,
You make me feel complete.

I can't express the sense of pride
I feel to share your genes.
You'll never know my love for you
Or just how much you mean.

You always said you loved me too.
Now I'm 4000 miles away from you.
Broken by all the things you do,
My tired heart breaks into two.
But why is heartbreak so taboo
When our love seemed oh so true?
You always said you loved me too.
The feeling is one I thought you knew.
There's things I wish I could undo;
The things that make me feel so blue
Like when you said farewell, adieu.
I'm not saying that I'm one of few
But you always said you loved me too.