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Micaela Jul 2014
My sweet baby doll
Has been drinkin' far too much.

Gettin' lost in white sands
Micaela Jul 2014
For some reason,

I think I'm genuinely happy .

But I still question myself and
Who I am, who I'm becoming ?
Micaela Jun 2014
To question

Whether or not

They'd even miss me

Is potentially my

Lowest point in life .
Micaela Jun 2014
Every day I think about offing myself
But what will that do .

I'll fade just as everyone else does
I come out and try and be seemingly
Normal..

but I can't .


Never was . Surely never am .

I always play around with it in my head

how should I do it .
Should I leave notes
Should I explain why
Should I do it painfully
or get right to the point ?
Micaela Jun 2014
I'm full of sorrows .

Up to my neck .

I can't breathe it's suffocating me .

How this world full of opportunities
Can be so endlessly disappointing is
Beyond me.


It's disgusting to me that people would pay millions for more breaths, while here I sob and pray to be rid of this world.


I'm so ******* selfish .
Micaela Apr 2014
Here's space;

I snort the excrement's
of your lives .

This is me taking
hold of you.

You may not feel it
tonight but I will return
at dawn.

I can't help but to gaze in your bloodshot
swollen eyes. Burdened of all fears you
hold inside.

I take away your life.
Micaela Apr 2014
The devil was inside me
Tonight, for the very first time.

I ached and cryed out for
him to let me be
I'm sure he loved every
Ounce of breaking skin
For him, still for the very first time.

Sorry father for I am weak,
Too weak to bare reality
So pains will do otherwise to soothe my wretched soul .

Sorry father for I have sinned,
My groins and arms in agony

But still I fake this half hearted grin,
**** this life I am living in . Ball my eyes and for what reason other than inebriation and unhappiness built within .
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