I still remember you coming into my room to sing Fleetwood Mac

I still remember the days we used walk up the stairs and sing friends forever

It's like you're dead, but you are still living

I am torn between if I should miss you or hate you

Even though I'm older I still need someone around

Every time Van Morrison comes on I will think of you

Maybe you will dance in the dark thinking of me

Why couldn't you stay

I don't see why it took so quick to leave

I’ll miss you

But I can never forgive you

My mind will escape
I will be free
Why don't you watch me
I'll go be alone forever

I'm not here anymore
I'm in a dark place
I've escaped
I'm in a dark place

I've fallen away
I'm in madness
My mind is away
I'm in another place

We need away
I'm going away
I'm sick of here
I'm in a better place

This place *****
I need out
I feel trapped
I'm in a dark cave

It's so beautiful here
I love it
I'm in my own world now
It's time to relax

It's time to fall away...

Someday I will
drown in my tea
and
fade  into nothingness.

*Oblivion.