With the rap of fate
Don't fall...!
With the cruel destiny playing foul
Don't be knocked down by life anymore

When I am with you
There will not be
Any agony or sorrow
So be steady and rise
I'll breathe LOVE in YOUR life

I've laid flowers for YOU on
The path full of thorns
Now walk with grace and
Continue your journey of LOVE

I will help you
Make your LOVE ever lasting
That is the truth
Of my compassionate humanness
Remember that...
LOVE never fades away in darkness

So let us rise above all
And continue being in LOVE
Salvation of life is in LOVE

Even if
We are thousand miles apart

Even if
I am the sea & you the desert

Even if
Our worlds are different

Even if
Sometimes we are smiling and
Sometimes we are crying

Even if
For a moment
We don't think of each other

Even if
The seven seasons changes forms

Even if
The seven colors rainbow disappears

Even if
The child forgets to cry during birth

Even if
A child forgets to smile seeing mother

Even if
Sun and the moon break
Their rise & set  paths above the earth

Even if
The dark clouds don't rain

Even if
The flowers don't swing with light breeze

Even if
The birds don't fly the high skies

Even if
The stars don't shine and sparkle

Even if
The water stops flowing downstream

Even if
The apple does not fall down

Even if
EVE and Adam did not eat the forbidden fruit

Our LOVE will be alive
Our LOVE will remain as it is
Our LOVE will never die
Our LOVE will be ETERNAL

World calls me crazy,
They all even call me
******, evil, witch
Sorceress and harridan

- Why?

Because I LOVE YOU and
"It is inappropriate"- the world says...

I know & I'm aware of all the
Insults and abuse hurled at me

I cried silent tears of sorrow
For my longing of YOU...

Worse come to worst
I'll die... I think like that

Does all this really disturb me?

It used to bother me earlier
But now I realize that it was
Simply a test of my TRUE LOVE
With the trial of time
Thousand days and still LOVING YOU
More than ever before has proved that

I am in deep eternal LOVE with YOU

And NOW none of this really bothers me

I don't want to disturb the peace
Of being in your LOVE day and night
Every breathe and every micro-second

So NO worries at all about
The world's "name-callings"

I can live with it
I can even DIE with it

The world comes near me
To watch & laugh at my circus

Though there are some good souls
Who care and come near me
To smell your lovely fragrance
Emitting out of my soul

Once they smell your scent from me
They go in a trance
Dancing and singing; seeing my
Deep devotional LOVE for YOU

They carry my message of LOVE
To all corners of the world

I've seen many hearts melt to tears
With the piety show of my LOVE for YOU

I hope my message of LOVE
Reaches and touches YOUR heart
And your soul...MELTS...!

The birth paved the way to LIFE
And I prefer the walk on thorns

I didn't know where I seem to go
Walking on the thorns of LOVE

But the world did know the paved way
Leading humanity to the cliff rock

They decorated the trees in a bonsai
Carved Jesus & Buddha in wood & bronze
They labeled people by names & colors
And purchased flesh in trade
To merry in light & smoke

Hey old shepherd drive your herd
Over the cliff now
Stop playing your orchestrated bag-pipe

Then, late in history of the night
I heard the nuclear door slam
Beneath a ******* cloud
That blew our green-blue planet

Because I treaded the road of LOVE
Even with my blood dripping feet
I'm saved on this path to paradise
Living beneath your skin and hair
Within the warmth of your womb

Leave me here, just another moment
Leave me here, just another moment
In LOVE, In LOVE, In LOVE
Till I am born again

I felt like Maddy
In the house,
waiting for Olly
To take me to the ocean

I found a new part of me,
The good side of me,
when I met you...

And I felt ALIVE,
Living like never before
LOVING like never before

If I stop myself now -
I will never experience
The mystery of
Being ALIVE in LOVE

It is always easier
To do what heart feels
Even if it may
Harm one's health (life)

I am willing to sacrifice
EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING
To LIVE one
Perfect day in LOVE...

The whole world is busy - working
Some are smiling, some walking,
Some earning, some helping poor,
Some saving environment,
Some saving animals
(list goes on...)

My days and nights pass
Like this in your LOVE

I stand and stare at
The moving world around me
Everyone I see is sleeping
Even while they are awake
Strange that I see no one
With LOVE in their eyes

And here I am,
With so much LOVE
In my eyes for YOU
See, I am even awake at nights
And no one has time to
Even look towards me
Except the stars and moon of course
Who are my eternal companions

And in my dreams during day
When I am all alone,
I'm adoring my BELOVED
You know why? I know why -
That may be LOVE magic of YOURS

I'll go beyond words
From cowardice to courage
I am going to appease my BELOVED
With my songs, poems, dance & antics
By walking on the path of LOVE-fire laid
I'll try to break down every wall between us
I'll try to burn every veil between us
I'll annihilate myself to illuminate my BELOVED
Only when my BELOVED's heart melts
I'll take rest, or else
You will find me in my burial
Then don't forget me in your tears
And when you see me smiling in your melancholy
Do call me YOUR TRUE LOVER...

Your memory evokes my dew drops like tears
To fill up the seven oceans of your world
With every blink of my eye
You adore seven seasonal colors
I too wear those rainbow colors and
Dance around in your inner oceans
I've also stolen your seven body fragrances &
I wear them one for each day
- Sunday to Saturday...

(Mother's Day Special)

Our fate and destiny may be written
Much before we were born
Our pain and suffering may melt
My bonds and longing may break chains

But the LOVE you taught me
Will live forever
In such an amazing way that
Now even God & Goddess comes
To you to learn about LOVE

You are the blessings to LOVE
Whoever YOU touch
Whoever you speak to
Wherever you be
You are the blessing of LOVE

My BELOVED, my LOVE

My horrid life may change for good
My grief may find your joys
My LIFE may sing your songs of LOVE
Our life may be woven in harmony

When you are there, I fear no one
You are my protector and guardian
Your thoughts are my prayers of blessings

My BELOVED, my LOVE

You know I am different from everyone
You know I LOVE you the most
And I remain your favorite LOVER

Your scoldings are my blessings
I embrace YOU, and hug YOU more

When you get angry, I get scared
I fear that - you might leave me

And when you shed a few tears for me
Because you were angry on me
When you think of how much I LOVE YOU
And you look melancholic into blank space
I extend my hand, and hold yours
And lie down on your lap
Close my eyes and be at peace

You've changed my fate & destiny
You have dissolved my LOVE in YOUR being

When even Nature is influenced by YOU
How lucky I feel to be living within YOU
How fortunate that I got to smell your inner being
And a new "ME" is born from your soul
How auspicious that YOU taught me AGAPE LOVE

My BELOVED, My LOVE

Every ocean deserves to see YOU
And feel jealous of your beauty

Every sunrise deserves to see you
And be envy of your shine

Every flower deserves to see you
And be covetous of your colors & fragrance

Every cloud deserves to see you
And be mad at your gaiety float

Every river deserves to see you
And be ashamed of its own curves

Every dew deserves to reflect you
And be possessive of your image in it

Every leaf deserves to touch you
And let besotted by your skin

Every fish deserves to swim with you
And be ashamed of your flirtation with water

Every fruit deserves to taste YOU
And feel insecure of your nectar sweetness

Every breeze deserves to cling your body
And feel lustful of your brilliance

Every birds deserves to accompany you
And desirous of the smooth wings in flight

Every star deserves to see you
And be paranoid of your angelic sparkle

Every moonlight deserves to light YOU
And be jilted by your illumination

The day we are born
We are at LOVE's shore
The LOVE within us
Is at shore

Nothing leaves LOVE's shore

It is the learnings
That is stuff in us
That we unknowingly absorb
That make our EGO BIG
To sail our thoughts
Deep outside at seas
While our good being still
Stands at the shore
At LOVE's shore

The thoughts have their
Own ways of intelligence

Thoughts reason out
Big tides and smaller tides
Big ebbs and smaller ebbs
And worries about plans
Of their journey to sail
Back to the shore

The shore...
They have not left at all
In the first place
The LOVE's shore...
That is already within them

It is just an illusion
Or call it a delusion of LIFE
That perceives and imagine things
That may not even exists

We seem to enjoy all these worries
Thanks to the horrid life we live
In pursue of materialistic success
That beats us black and blue with
Doubts, fears, prejudices
Judgments, mistrusts
suspicion and defiance

YOU are at shore
LOVE is at shore
BELOVED is at shore
LOVER is at shore
I am at shore
YOU are at shore
We all are at shore

What has drifted along with
Our EGOIC thought is:
- Our humanity
- Our trust
- Our belief
- Our faith
- Our LOVE

True LOVE will never
Dispose, remove or eliminate

True LOVE will give you FREEDOM
True LOVE will set you FREE, liberated...
To bear, give birth, create
To establish, uphold and build
The stronger bays for
Our Souls at the shore
To give and receive LOVE
At the LOVE's shore

What can I do
When my soul-mate
Becomes my LOVE-vision?

What if everything that
Happens to me is okay
To my heart,
What can I do?

If my being is bent on
Performing loyalty to BELOVED
What can I do?

When LOVE becomes the
Sweet wound of my heart
What can I do?

Wherever I go
The same humiliations
The same insults
If I have become
Un-Popular for loving YOU
What can I do?

What should I complain
To this civilized world
When the law imprisons
My shadow of my LOVE
Away from my BELOVEDz soul
What can I do?

If I had LOVED God/dess so much
I think, even they would embraced me
What if the one I LOVE
More than God/dess doesn't oblige
What can I do?

The one for whom
I breathe every moment
The same breathe if
Hesitates to enter my being
What can I do?

YOUR HAPPINESS SURVIVED...

Did you ever think of
What happened to those glass pieces?

The shattered glass pieces
Held some of your happiness like
A mother breastfeeding a new born baby
It slowly gathered and tried to joined
The remaining left over happiness

Years passed but glass pieces
Never parted with your happiness
And preserved it with lots of care

The broken glass pieces
Still hugs and kisses your happiness
With the hope of giving it back to you

Your happiness is secure & safely alive
With the shattered glass pieces

The remaining life of the glass pieces
Is destined to more breakages

Don't worry if
The glass pieces are crushed, stamped
Still shattered further in more tiny pieces
Disintegrated into powder

Be sure whatever they do to glass pieces
It will not let your happiness go
It's clenching your happiness tightly

Come one day to find how
The glass pieces are living
Come and see the castle of happiness
The shattered glass pieces has built
Naming your happiness "An Angel"

What if I told you that
I am the glass of LOVE that encased your
Happiness and that you shattered...!

(Read the flashback story in NOTES below)

I wait for the breeze song from your ocean
Will it cool down my desert sleep?

To praise my attempt to sing
Will you tap me to gentle rest
Will I get your lap to sleep?
Will I feel your soft gentleness?

Never be sad my baby
The sky never shows wrinkles
Don't you yearn dear,
You are LOVE, you can't be indifferent...
Otherwise the sun will turn purple

I can buy everything
A pillow, a mattress
But I can't buy sleep
What agony, not to have
Your baby lap to sleep
I can still sing a song

For YOU I sing
To show you all my LOVE
How funny it may be
Though it expresses a little sadness
I hope my song makes you smile

Is it not true...
The song of LOVE has
A little bit of sadness?

You pass by my windows everyday
While I sleep I hear you
Singing in every breathe
But why can't you reveal yourself
As you do in my dreams?

While singing I seem to smile
But can you feel the pauses of tears?
I hide my pain behind the song's lyrics
I sing for the best of YOU to smile

I move to your direction
Slowly, one step at a time
Can you hear my song's echo?
Will you cover my face for once?
Under your black hair
So I can sleep there forever

Now I feel the fresh breeze
Into my heart
I fly above you and sing
Forgetting my sleep

See,
Through my singing
I give you
A fresh smile for the day
A joy to live LIFE
A purpose to LOVE
And I dream a sleep
On your soft lap of tenderness

To find the cure of LOVE
In the outside world
Around you is a fatal error

The cure was that
YOU would have taken
A vein of your heart
And tied it on my
Paper-cut wrist

The cure was that
You had placed both
Your vein and my wrist
In the sun to dry and colt

But what happened was
The LOVE clouds
That passed by your heart
You drained out
Its romantic passion
In your ocean
And left my desert
Parched & dry
In AGAPE love

When WE LOVE
The BELOVEDz is inside YOU
YOU are inside your BELOVEDz

The LOVER is inside YOU
YOU are inside your LOVER

The cosmos is everywhere
Inside, out and around YOU

There is nothing in LIFE
You wish to claim

No empowerment, No success
No wealth, No power
No experience, No security
No rights, No equality

All that is sensed
Between YOU & your BELOVED
Is the cosmic dance
Of Consciousness

I, ME and MINE
Dissolves in the moment of
That union of LOVE

The reality of LOVE transcends
All and every
Existential Experiential

When you held my finger
And told me "I LOVE YOU"
I walked on the beach
Near the same ocean
Where I grew up
To realized that...
Though you are my LOVER
Your LOVE for me
Has grown much more
Than anyone who has ever LOVED me
Or anyone who will ever LOVE me
Not even my parents, or my family

In the same breathe I feel
While walking on the edge of ocean
To throw all my impressions
And labels of YOU
So that your LOVE
Embraces my soul
Beyond any relationships
And I am ready to embrace
YOU without any prejudices

If you want to find peace
And are not certain where to find it
LOVE is bliss

If you feel your heart
Is full of wildfires
Burning to reach the sun
Drown in LOVE

Living a materialistic Life
Keeps your soul wound raw & open
So BE in LOVE

Too much cheese? too much chocolate?
Too much coffee? too much pizzas?
Too much wine? Too much ice-cream?
Better eat & drink some LOVE

Unable to feel human
In flesh and blood
Answer is LOVE

You feel that your intentions are good
But you make lots of silly mistakes
That can not be rectified
Come Fall in LOVE

You find some beautiful
You find some ugly
Close your eyes and fall in LOVE

If you are living for perfection
OR if you are living for flaws
Live the middle path of LOVE

I am waiting for that touch
I am waiting for that embrace
I am waiting for that glance
I am waiting for that smile

Where human dignity of LOVE
Will not be measured by
The value of education, prestige
Position, power or money

I am waiting for the moment when
Lover's self-respect won't be auctioned

I am waiting for the moment when
LOVER's emotions won't be suppressed

I am waiting for the moment when
LOVER's humility won't be challenged

I am waiting for the moment when
All masks will be discarded

I am waiting for the moment when
Each person is presented as a LOVER

I am waiting for the moment when
We won't see those
Lost tearful eyes of a LOVER

I am waiting for the moment when
We won't see the
LOVERS grow old waiting for a hug
And hold each other's hand

I am waiting for the moment when
We won't see each human
Choosing the path of work-life over LOVE

I am waiting for the moment when
We wont'see anyone
Doing any oppressive wrong to LOVERz

Let us pledge to bring
A morning like that

LET us show the world
What real TRUE LOVE is...

That is the day
Peace, Equality, Rights, Harmony
Will be born

A new wonderful world of LOVE

We as LOVERS realize that
Our values of LOVE
Are not recognized
By this cruel world

There is no worth for
The words & acts of LOVE nor
There is any kindness
Shown by the world
For our eyes full of tears

The world values murk
Pays a billion for garbage
But not for our
True emotions of LOVE

The human life of LOVERS
Is one of the most woes

Yet we as LOVERS
Celebrate our LOVE
In the way we know best
By LOVING each other

By promising each other
We will LOVE till we live
We will LOVE until death

For our same LOVE
Since many epochs
We are born again
We've sacrificed many births
To meet accidentally
Like this again

Remember this fact that
With every birth
We've only chosen
The painful path of LOVE

For all these LOVE and more
The LOVE we are seeking
Has united us this birth
And after this LOVE,
I will say more...

The LOVE we are seeking
Will unite us someday, sometime

After all we have gone through
After all the ups and down
(For you it is UP
For me it is down)

When the shadows of our past
Will be lighted by YOUR soul
When the clouds will finally rain
When the waves will touch
The shores of my desert
When your bees will sit
On my flowery soul
When yours stars will dance
On my moonlit dark sky
When the breeze will sing
A song of LOVE every morning

The LOVE we are seeking
Will unite us someday, sometime

I wrote so many poems
And LOVE quotes
Thinking of YOU on a
Virtual paper of laptop

What should have happened was
I should be writing
The same poems and quotes
On your bare skin
Behind your shoulder
In those cold nights
And under the candle light

I never wanted anyone
To read my poems except YOU
I do not want to store them
Anywhere, except
In between your chest and shoulder
Within the inner layers of
Your gentle heart - forever!

Instead what happened
That nor my fingers reached
Your skin of your back
Nor I touched your breast
Your heart palpitated inside
Waiting for my touch
And I kept on writing
Poems on the virtual
Paper of the laptop

I feel happy
That I blossomed in your LOVE
I broke free from the past
That was caging my LOVE-buds
Now no learning of childhood
Is prying and prodding me...
My childhood innocence is intact
YOUR existence heals
My crippling & unraveling soul
Now I do not chase or choose life
Nor I am not part of the herd
Now I care more, & don't allow
LOVE petals to crumble ever
I see Angels of LOVE everyday
In every person I meet
Now I senses and sensually appreciate
Everything about YOU, nature, existence
I can peer through a feel of YOU
And become your fragrance myself
My roots of soul are watered by your being
And my LOVE blooms
Under the shade of your SOUL

You are simply mind blowing amazing
You extracted all the good in me
The kind of good that
We humans almost forget we possess in us
The kind of good that makes us
LOVE someone like YOU till we die
And remind us that nothing else in this
World compares to the good we have
For being in LOVE with someone like YOU

The kind of good that reminds us forever
Every single day, every single minute
Every single second, all the time,
That without that goodness you discovered in me
Everything around me was just plain boring
Until I saw the LOVE hidden in YOU

Through your hidden LOVE
You showed me what I have
That most people do not have
The ability to LOVE YOU
The ability to see your PURE soul
That most people have forgotten
Even to recognize
I thank you for bringing out
That goodness in me
Of witnessing your TRUE soul

The goodness that will make us remember
To cherish every second
For leaving a mark of LOVE
To learn that there is no other thing
To do except LOVE...

Because you make me realize
If I do not LOVE you now
One day my life might end
Just like that..

And I won't be that good again
To LOVE you with my goodness
The goodness I LOVE you so much with

Who cast this magic
that doesn't let me get wet
even when it rains

Who cast this magic
That doesn't **** me
Even after I have died

Who will be able to tell why
I am not moving
Even though I am walking

Who will be able to tell why
I am not living
Even though I am alive

Is it a lightning or is it a breeze
Is it the sun or the moon
Or is it the flowers and the birds
I am being tormented
without understanding
What's happening to me

Is it a beautiful color of LOVE or
A cruelty of fate
That is playing in my life

Sometimes it is a thing of kindness
Sometimes it is a thing of cruelty

Sometimes it is a thing of tears
Sometimes it is a thing of joy

My eyes refuse to close and
want to announce the entire world,
The silence feels like a lullaby
During day LOVE is caring like a mother
During night it harasses like a monster

During day LOVE is seeking you like a DOTING father
During night it caresses me like peacock feather

This situation of losing my way
with out losing never stops

This situation of losing my mind
Without going mad never ends

LOVE follows you with out ever
letting you go,
but you won't be able to see it

This thing that kills
without killing must be TRUE LOVE
It is a ANGEL that lives within me
without giving any warning
I feel something drilling
inside me that must surely be PURE LOVE

Now I see my soul being shattered
That must be ETERNAL LOVE

Who cast this magic
that doesn't let me get wet
even when it rains

Who cast this magic
That doesn't **** me
Even after I have died

It must be TRUE LOVE

Who am I?

I am your mother
I am your father
I am your sister
I am your brother
I am your daughter
I am your son
I am your aunt
I am your uncle
I am your niece
I am your nephew
I am your friend
I am your colleague
I am your mentor
I am your teacher
i am your disciple
I am your devotee

But I am NOT your husband

Then, Who am I?

I am "YOU" who became YOU
I am "I" who is YOU

Who am I?

I am your LOVER
Your AGAPE LOVER

I see you every moment
Within and around me
Still why my eyes are
Searching for YOU?

Oh kind blessed BELOVED of mine
My soul is seeking your touch

I wish an auspicious 2017
Greetings for my BELOVED

May be it was not our destiny
To cross roads last year 2016
Let us hope for change in 2017

I've sent my Greetings to my BELOVED
I am waiting for the miracle to happen

Even the heart of the earth
Even the spirit of the ocean
Even the soul of the sky
Are cracking listening to
My plight of LOVE
I pray my LOVE
Touches your soul

If it was not in our fate in 2016
Let LOVE be our destiny in 2017

I know that for my BELOVED
There is no in-equality
There is always rights - human rights
A fight for empowerment of LOVE
Everyone who shows LOVE
Is tendered with grace, kindness & care

To whoever my BELOVED touches
Will live thereafter in peaceful calm

I know I am very far from my BELOVED
From the aura of BELOVED'z magic

Someone come, tell & show my LOVE
To my BELOVED and
Grant me a relief from my despairs
I live compelled by sadness of
Time cycle of days & nights
Everyone is allowed to see BELOVED'z
Flowers except me,
Why I've been given thorns to walk on?

BELOVED, you know it all, so
What else I should say to YOU?

Just give me a sign from there
My stars sparkle due to your benevolence
Like a mother-baby,
It is not good to keep
Us separated for long

You know I am ready to exchange
Even my life for your sake

I wish an auspicious year of 2017
To everyone

Oh my BELOVED
May be it was not our destiny
To cross roads last year 2016
Let us hope for better in 2017

Do not fight with LOVE
It is futile!
Because no victory is ever achieved
By fighting LOVE
Fighting with LOVE is nothing
But a gradual defeat

Accept LOVE
Joyfully, gratefully, gracefully
All that is LOVE, is good
Because LOVE comes from 'being'
LOVE comes from existence
Accept LOVE, accept yourself
Seek out your liberation
And unravel the mystery of LOVE
The possibility of FREEDOM
Grow the wings to FLY

LOVE is a seed of Godliness
It is also door to your inner-self
YOUR SOUL

Don't worry dear
Your not LOVING is not so bad
Simply understand this & realize that
"NOT LOVING" is simply blocking LOVE
Caging YOU, Walling YOU
Be aware of this fact and
Arm yourself with LOVE

I am waiting here
Holding each breathe
When will you come dear?
Come fast, when my soul
Is still in my body
Don't be late dear

You are the star of my life-sky
Every breathe is awaiting you
Please see that
You are not too late

A life-time is not enough
But time is of essence in LOVE
I know there is destiny & fate
There is a right moment for everything
But if the right time passes
It is difficult to carry
The burden of LOVE Karma
For life-time
Please see that
YOU are not too late

When LOVE happened
I LOVED you beyond limits
Unconditionally, infinitely
Now when my life is leaving me,
I don't want to die with
My eyes remaining open
Please see that
YOU are not too late

My eyes gaze is fixed at YOUR image
I am gazing at emptiness
Waiting for you
I am afraid to leave this world
Without meeting you
Please see that
YOU are not too late

When our soul blew
Over the desert sands
When our soul sailed
Over the oceanic waves
LOVE happened
The natural way
Like the rising sun
A budding flower
Twinkling stars
And the crescent moon

Those enchanting
Depth of your eyes
That drowned me deep
Into a bliss abyss of your being

Now when,
The dishonor of our LOVE
Sticks like a fine-dust on me
Gave you "wings of flight"
To make YOU FREE to LOVE & live

I salute that grace for your
Rebellious nature to seek your soul

The whole world - tried a lot
To be enemies of our LOVE-passion
Till date, it stand between us
Like a illusionary lure of
A golden cage and silver wall
They are trying a thousand ways
To stop us from LOVING

But we still stare at each other
Gazing within our SOUL to seek
Each other's LOVE

Let the life and death meet
At the horizon of our LOVE

We are grateful to those
Irresistible glances of romance
That persists the test of LIFE-time

TRUE LOVE never DIES
Nor PURE LOVE is ever defeated

World,
Now try a million ways
Bring all the clouds, rains, floods
Streams, rivers and Oceans
That can extinguish even a volcano

But nothing will help
To obliterate this flame
Lit in the heart of LOVERS

We are servitude to that FIRE of LOVE

We thank
The path of  LOVE that
Walk from
One soul to the other

We appreciate the
Destination two LOVERS
Walk hand-in-hand

Both LOVERS
Forget everything that
Made them infamous

On the road of LOVE
Both LOVERS salute these moments
The city and place
That brought disgrace to them
As LOVERS

The destiny that sealed
Our union of souls
By bringing us face to face

The fate that separated
Our spirited passion of LOVE

We salute that time &
That transition of LOVE

We will meet
Is written all over
Our 'existence'

We LOVE
Our consummation
In our dreams...

I salute YOU
The wisdom in YOU
I'm grateful to YOU
For your LOVE blessing

I salute your eyes
That taught me LOVE
I'm grateful to YOU
For your pure smiles

The one who
Became the first LOVER
The one who
Became the first BELOVED

We salute both
Adam and Eve
Grateful to BOTH
For their courage & guts
To bite the apple of LOVE

We are grateful to those
Irresistible glances
That persisted the test of time

Prove TRUE LOVE never DIES
Nor PURE LOVE is defeated

Salute that FIRE of LOVE

I cry silent tears
In the stillness of the night
My room is dark,
And the stars lit the sky
That mirrors your face
In every tear-drops of mine

I cry silent murmurs
In the isolation of my self
That no one can listen
My heart has songs to sing
But I am dumbed
I hear birds chirping
The Ocean waves roaring
LOVE transcends my blues
In every word I pen
In your melancholic memory
In every poem I recite
It's only " Y O U "

The one that you'll accept
From where should I get
That LOVE
For me to be accepted
From where should I get
That LOVE

What your heart LOVES
From where to get
That sadness of LOVE

I'm your flower of LOVE
That everyone has ditched
I'm your flower of LOVE
That has dried and withered
I'm your flower of LOVE
That still carries its thorn
I'm your flower of LOVE
That has waited for you
For a lifetime

The flowers that will
Rain LOVE  on your soul
From where should I get
Those clouds of flower?

You are looking for someone else
You'll never find that LOVE
I'm standing here with that LOVE
I'm just desiring to LOVE YOU forever

In your search
You'll be left with sadness without
Finding your type of that LOVE
My intonation chanting just
Sings for your soul in
Offering your type of that LOVE

From where should I bring
That medicine for you
That will end your search
For everything else
And bring you back to
Searching that LOVE

Now the whole world knows my longing for you
My tears, sadness, cries, pain hasn't touched you yet
Even if I ask for a death in your LOVE
I am shown the road to your doorstep

The one that evokes that
Passion of LOVE in you
From where should I get
That blessings of LOVE for you?

I reside under the shades of your brows
I reside within your dark oceanic eyes
I reside in the stride of your walks

I am ecstatic of your intelligence
I am ecstatic of your wisdom
I am ecstatic of your beauty
I am ecstatic of your scent
I am ecstatic of your breathe

What should I do with
This intoxication of sorts?

I am ecstatic in each moment of "YOU"

You flow in each vein of my body
You fill the breathe in my lungs
My blood is made of your DNAs
I am helpless in this state of sorts

I'm only concerned about LOVING YOU
YOU are the only pulse in my heart-beat
I don't know when your heart became mine,
I don't know when my heart became yours,

That is the only thing I know
YOU breathes lives within my breath
That keeps me alive

Only YOUR name comes out of my breathe
That is how now a days
I live every millisecond

I will let you know my BELOVED
When the time is ripe
For my soul to unite with
The universe & dissolve in it

Then YOU won't see me physically
Yet feel my undying LOVE for YOU
For that...  You've to look into
And feel the Nature

At the sunrise and sunshine
At the moon and moonlight
At the stars and milky ways
At blooming flowers & showering rains
At the cool breeze and ocean waves
At the rustling leaves and grass blades
At a lonely path & misty meadows
At your hand - without holding mine
At the imprints of my footprint
Besides your footwear
And
At the INBOX lonely waiting
Without my emails & love-letters

Feel & experience -
My LOVE & my SOUL
That lives within YOU &
That LOVES YOU...

I ever will ETERNALLY
Even after passing from
Our universe & beyond...

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After a LOVER is hurt
BELOVED is injured

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After a LOVER is wounded
BELOVED bleeds

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After LOVER bears a lesion
BELOVED carries the scars

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After LOVER is humiliated
BELOVED bears the trauma

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After LOVER is in grief
BELOVED is in pain

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After LOVER is sweared at
BELOVED bears the curse

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE
After LOVER cries in night
BELOVED remains awake

And finally...

Happens,
It often happens
In LOVE

After LOVE happens to Romeo:

- Zuliet is LOVED

- Flower of LOVE blooms
In Zuliet's heart

- Zuliet is independent
From past life to
LIVE & LOVE freely

It is so true
That everything we LOVE
We carry with us
From this birth to next birth
LOVERS never leave each other
They are alive inside the soul
From this birth to next birth

It does not matter
When LOVE happens
Whether the meeting of LOVE
Was for a single second
Or for 65 days
Or for several years
What defines TRUE LOVE
Is the lingering memory of BELOVED
Beyond birth,
Centuries to millennium

In a fraction of a second too
BELOVED becomes everything to a LOVER
At least we had a chance encounter
That's why I do not suffer
I'm grateful that our LOVE happened

What if we simply didn't meet?
If I was dead before you were born?
What if I lived whole life in Zakarta?
And you never left your birth place Rome?

Thus, I cry for those LOVERS
Who may never meet
Who have never met
I was fortunate
You were fortunate
We met this life

I understand my longing for YOU
Yet I consider myself fortunate
I was blessed, We were blessed
LOVE happened with YOU

I became LOVER, YOU - my BELOVED
Next birth let us see
You become LOVER, I - your BELOVED

This life...
How I cherish your memories..
Full with poignant melancholy

Now when I have found YOU
And I have found my SOUL

Let the world hear my cry
"I have found LOVE
I have found YOU"

I have lost all my wealth
And I have found your LOVE-wealth

I have forgotten God/dess' name
And I chant your name instead

Only one person took me there
Where everyone wants to go in the end
And that place is inner SOUL's LOVE
And that person is YOU

YOU-my Beloved

Gave me a priceless thing
But for that I had to lose everything
My pride, my EGO, my esteem
My dignity, my self-respect
My property, my career
And bow down with grace & humility
To kiss your hand
To accept the fate that had LOVING YOU
As my destiny...

I lost all my capital
To find LOVE's CAPITAL that
I was searching for several births

I have lost my family
I have lost my friends
I have lost my world
I have lost my health
I have lost my knowledge
Just to realize YOU within me

I lost my outer body and being
To realize you within my inner-self

Now NO one can take away my LOVE of/for YOU
Now no one can spend a bit of my LOVE'z treasure
I hold in my heart & soul for YOU
Now no one can invest or divest YOU from my heart
Now no one can steal you from my SOUL

My wealth of LOVING YOU increases multi-fold
More during the nights than days
More in the darkness than light
More amidst isolation than within crowds

In my boat of life,
I lost way in the desert
My 'guiding-star' became YOU
So it guides me back to the ocean
To drown myself in YOUR
Oceanic blue warm waves of existence

For whom I breathe and sing and dance
And write poems and prose and letters

My breathe holder is YOU
My BELOVEDz is YOU
YOU - YOU are my suave LOVER

I came across a person who told me:

"I think you are seeking LOVE,
Come, I will give you LOVE"

Without saying a word
The person held my hand and
I sat along with that person

I felt good within my soul

The person passed on to me
Pure LOVE energy

This inspired me

So when I see eyes seeking LOVE
I naturally give LOVE

Some people insult me, kick me
For showing LOVE

Some people embrace me, sit with me
For showing LOVE

This is my story
My story of LOVE
This is my LIFE
My life in LOVE

Since I've drank "LOVE"
From your eyes
This has been my state of LIFE
I'll live like this until I see YOU again

Once I see those eyes
I may die in your embrace

YOU are my beauty, my LOVE
YOU are my identity
YOU are my soul & my EGO

I won't be able to live
If you look down on me
What's the use of that life anyways?

Beloved only with YOU
I can see my life
That is my fate I seek
You are my mirror
You are my prayer
You are my worship
I'm your devotee
YOU are my Nature

On the fabric of my heart
I weave your name
I know about my LOVE for YOU
Let God know about your LOVE

There is everyone around me
But there is no peace within me
YOU remain the same
Inside, outside & around me
But I do not remain
In my own being...

I'm wearing a robe of Romeo
And walking the footsteps of Majnun
I roam like Ranzjhanaa
And I sing love-songs like Meera

It's none of your fault my LOVE
YOU are the most beautiful SOUL

I'm laughed at by everyone
Humiliated for talking to myself
Chanting only your name

I devote my body & soul to YOU
And I'm called " Y O U "

Without YOU, I'm nothing
Without YOU, my world doesn't exist
If you're there, I am alive
If I find you, I find myself

You are my Mecca masjid (Muslim)
You are my Vatican church (Christian)
You are my Jerusalem synagogue (Jews)
You are my Banaras temple (Hindus)
You are my Gaya stupa (Buddhist)
You are my Khajuraho Parsvanath (Jains)
You are my Amritsar Gurudwara  (Sikhs)

I wander to every place of worship
I read every scriptures and pray
I am pathos of your LOVE
Chanting your name
This is my only purpose of living

Only when you've gone away
I've understood my LOVE for YOU
Don't break the thread of LOVE
I'm delicately tender in your LOVE

I write thousands words
For my BELOVED everyday
My each cell is a word
For my BELOVED

To whom should I send
These cells of LOVE?

Within YOU I live
Yet I seek for YOU
I search YOU in you
And YOU live within ME

I left my knowledge & my wisdom
I left my family & my friends
I left my profession & my livelihood

I live in your consciousness
Now that's my only work

YOU come and reside in my eyes
I haven't seen anyone
Since I have seen YOU
YOU and I are one
Let the cosmos pronounce
My LOVE of YOURS to everyone

LOVE is a matter of fate
So why I should be ashamed
Of this societal chains
To hide my tears of LOVE?

I drink every drop of
My BELOVED'z being
I worship my BELOVED'z existence
I thirst for my BELOVED'z every cell

Why should I name my BELOVED?
My BELOVED -
YOU are my only LOVE
With every breathe
I inscribe YOUR name on my heart

On the fabric of my heart
I needle your name
I know about my LOVE for YOU
Let God know about your LOVE

I sit within YOU - my Goddess
YOU sit within me - my God
And with every drop of blood
I carve your name in my heart

Why should the pain of LOVE
Suffer the one who LOVES?
Why the one who is drowned
In the fire of LOVE
Be subjected to volcanic fire?

My body is bleeding with paper-cuts
Of YOUR blood
I'm my BELOVED'z and
My Beloved is ME

Your melancholic memories come every second
You are invisibly floating all around me
My breathe plays your melody
My heartbeat plays your love-poem
My soul listens to my own LOVE longing
The breeze swirling your scent around me
I walk amidst your fresh jardine

When my eyes are traversed by YOUR eyes
Then the weather drenches me with your colors
And YOU pour all colors of LOVE on me

My numerous sleepless nights
I stand and see you in the stars
I count every sparkle you've left behind
In those million heart beats within

In that nighty silence I wait to hear
Your silence footsteps walking around me
I look up and see the reflection of
YOU nudging & hugging me from behind
In the mirror of that bright BIG moon

Each passing breathe conveys your arrival
The one, who is revered & adored all the time
My heart-beats showers cascades of blossoms
All along the places YOU- my BELOVED exists
And I render the whole world in my BELOVED's colors

The sparkle in your eyes
Are my dual lights
More brilliant than
The sun & the moon
And that black sphere
Is my dark night
With one sparkling star within
Smoldering the dark skies &
Setting a blaze inside my heart
Diamonds are mined from your eyes
Flowers bloom seeing its halo
And a LOVER soul dances in joy

A searing glance
Hot as a sun, cold as a moon
Those deep eyes,
Pools of oceanic blues
And my waves of tears holds back
On those floating sweet fold

You, the one with precious eyes
Your eyes fill LOVE turbulence in me
For those enraged
With the passion for your eyes,
What fortunes one needs?

YOU, my precious
I'm gazing at those iris
Even stars stop winking on a clear night
With one blink of your eyes,
Countless wild flower
Adores a LOVER's heart

I'm smitten by you, my gypsy girl
The rituals demands me to wait
But who needs the traditions now
That alluring smile
Adorning those glittering eyes
I'm in LOVE with thee
How can I ever wait further
Let me kiss those sparkling eyes