Let my LIFE be in your LOVE
Rescue my sinking ship
In LOVE's troubled times
I do not want heaven
I want "YOU"
Give my BELOVED in my fate

Oh, my BELOVED...
Oh, my LOVE...
Come and give one glimpse of yours
Let me have a look at your face
And see those beautiful eyes
Let me be amidst your beauty
And smell your inner being one more time

So that I can live for another 1000 days
And keep singing and writing
My poems full of your praise

Bless are all those towards
Whom you are charitable
Donate little charity
Of your presence in my LIFE
And turn my misery to interim joy

World says, you are kind
Will you send back
your LOVER empty handed?
Oh Adored beauty...
Oh, Darling...
You hold my refuge
You are my asylum

Without YOU, I've no one
Without YOU, life is a despair
This time, I come near you
Please give a merciful glance
To your devoted LOVER

What more should I request you?
You know every plight of my LOVE
My sleepless nights, my tears
My love, my loneliness
You live in my consciousness
Now do not make me un-conscious
Just come and cast a glance at me
And give me a small tenure of life
To LIVE in your LOVE for 1 more day

I know no one with pure soul
Has returned empty handed
From your home
Give me a moment of your LIFE

Oh, my Honey...
Oh, my Baby...
I'm coming near YOU
To live for a while
Under your glitter

Manifest a prayer within me
That I can sing after seeing YOU
And live forever adoring YOU

Come and give me little bit of your fragrance
I will revere your sacred linger till I DIE

Reconte Zuliet-Romeo

ZULIET:
Wherever I look
I see only YOU
This is my story
This is my life
This is my living
This is my LOVE
YOU, was always my desire

ROMEO:
Wherever I look
I see only YOU
This is my story
This is my life
This is my living
This is my LOVE
YOU, was always my desire

RACONTEUR:
Who has lashed
Destruction on LOVE?
Why there is LOVE's apocalypse
Even before world's day of judgment?

ROMEO:
Since I LOVE YOU
The whole world has turned
Enemy of our LOVE
Is that enough for
You to LOVE me eternally?

RACONTEUR:
This Zuliet-Romeo in LOVE
Desires only each other
Wherever they look
They see only each other
This is their story
This is their life
This is their living
This is their LOVE
"LOVE", that they always desire

RACONTEUSE:
Which LOVERS' blood is flowing
In the streams & rivers?
Which LOVERS' blood has dried
In the middle of the village-square?

RACONTEUR
Who has killed their love?
Who has murdered these LOVERS?
The earth is bursting volcanic fire
The sky is pouring melancholic tears
On top of that, who has taken trust
Out of LOVE, LOVING, BEING LOVED?

ZULIET-ROMEO:
Wherever we look
We see only each other
This is our story
This is our life
This is our living
This is our LOVE
"LOVE", that's what we always desire

When I saw you last
I never knew it was last
I never believe
Even now, it was last
YOU left something in me
I left something in YOU
Several personal moments
One can't keep count
The whole list is so infinite
Yet, it is something
Very intimate we left behind
For survival of our existence
The very being for which we're born
It is, was & will ever be
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE...
Between our SOULS

You are the whole universe of mine
You are me, and
All my LOVE is only for YOU
'If & When' you are there,
There is color in this universe
I can only see rainbows
When YOU are there in my heart
The cosmos plays a dance and
Tunes of music for YOU
Know, YOU live there, in my soul

The energies of the world
Flow through the skies and waters
Every thing in this world
Is lighted up with your presence

You are so beautiful that
Every eye that sees you
Desires you
There is no one comparable
There is no one like YOU


In the journey of my LIFE
I never thought, I will meet you
But there was that moment
That was the turning point of my LIFE
We met, and within a second
The entire universe of mine
Became 'YOU'
The entire life-story of mine
Became 'YOURS'

I left everything I had
I left all my purposes
To be in your LOVE
I left every materialistic search
To be part of your LOVE-SOUL

I became a wandering saint
Like a night star floating all over
I turn, swing and dance like a Sufi
YOU are playing the tune of my LOVE
Now you listen to the song of my LOVE

Now when we've met,
Now when I'm in your LOVE
Now when you know
I LOVE you madly
Why are you so silent?
Just tell me once,
Who are you to me?
Who am I to you?

MY eyes, smiles, body, breathe
Everything is BEING devoted to YOU
You listen with your heart
And tell me
Who are you to me?
Who am I to you?

My beloved
The only One I LOVE
My epitome of divine
My embodiment of heaven
For me: You are omnipresent
Truly Truly Truly
I LOVE YOU
"So be it"

My Beloved
At your altar
Humbly I surrender my LOVE
May I, may my LOVE
Forever remain in YOU
Your heart and soul

My Beloved
You are my archetype of
TRUE LOVE
You give me strength
To continue LOVING YOU
With the same zeal & passion
Give me Compassion
On my eternal LOVE for YOU

Truly Truly Truly
I LOVE YOU
"So be it"


Inspired by Sufi tradition of LOVE

What all things I've endured
For the sake of your LOVE
One day like this
I will slowly give away my life
For the sake of your LOVE

I've been in complete agony & despair
Pain and miseries, since YOU left me
Your promise...
I am going to die like this
Longing for you
For the sake of your LOVE

If I can be with you
My life will be divine
If I can see you once
I'll reside in heaven
If I can touch you & hold your hand
The Nature will shower blessings on me
I am facing and will continue to face
All the tortures and atrocities
The world throws at me
For the sake of your LOVE

I've hidden your breathe within me
I've hidden your smiles within me
I've hidden your twinkle of eyes within me
I've hidden your LOVE within me
I've hidden your soul within me
That's why I cry so much
That's why I weep so much
That is why I wallow so much
That is why I long so much
For the sake of your LOVE

The whole world calls me Juliet
The whole world calls me Majnu
The whole world calls me Meera
The whole world calls me Heer
The whole world calls me Romeo

Like this, no characters of LOVER
Are left out without my name
Associated with them
Like this, the world kept on
Making fun of me
Like this, the world stood
Laughing at me
Like this, the world even
Insulted and humiliated me
Like this, the world even
Threw stones at me...
Like this, the world will even
**** me one day

All this, I'm going through
For the sake of your LOVE

Heer, I'm your Rajhna

I saw LOVE
I saw friendship
I saw soul-mate
I saw every relationship
Of this world
No one stays with YOU
Everyone uses YOU
And 'moves on'
Everyone abuses YOU
and 'Let goes'
One by one
Leaving behind 'YOU'
Alone, isolated in solitude

Breaking your heart
Everyone leaves YOU
Running behind success
Running behind money
Running behind freedom
Running behind fame
Running behind recognition

I have nothing to give now.
All the LOVE, I gave away
All the TRUST I gave away
To Everyone who came near me
To my BELOVED and my SOUL-MATE

What I am left with is
Idea of death, tears and hell
On this path of LIFE

Is there anyone there?
To mortgage my LIFE
Full of pain?

is there anyone there
To hold hand
Of my dying soul?

Is this my last breathe
While writing this?
I don't know

There is no sunrise
There are no stars
There are no flowers
Nor the gentle breeze

Am I still expecting worse pain than
What I have got?
Agony, despair, torture
Humiliation, insult, isolation

Has the world become so selfish?
Have humans lost hope in LOVE?
Does not anyone have heart?
Why is everyone running away from
Helping someone who LOVES?

What wrong I have done?
What wrong I did by LOVING YOU?
Please make it right for me

Someone, who has a heart
Please make it right for me

Someone, who has a SOUL
Please make it right for me

I am writing our Amour saga
Of longing of my heart
For YOU my BELOVED

Painting the colors of sky
On my soul,
My eyes seeks only your image my BELOVED

When you are not around me
There is absolutely nothing in my LIFE
When you are not with me
There is nothing in the nature & its beauty
There is nothing in this universe
Nothing in the flowers, moon and sun
Nor a sparkle in the stars
Not even the soaring of the wings

Do you wish that
Like this - YOU should deny me
Even the right of watching the beauty of nature?
Will you also deny me
Even feeling your breathe within mine?

Without YOU
I wish I should not even open my eyes
Nor I should feel anything inside my heart
Nor I should be alive...

Rendering the colors of your sky
On my soul,
My words only sing your Iliad of LOVE

In one way, I've everything
One requires to live LIFE:
With all the wealth & luxuries

But see where my fate
Has brought me
I'm like a mendicant
Waiting everyday for you
On the path you walk
Your path of LOVE

Painting the colors of sky
On my soul,
My heart feels only your emotions of LOVE

Please come back to me
My soul-mate
See the tears rolling my eyes
All the emotions are
Over-flowing your shores of LOVE
Can't you see the oceanic waves of my tears
Touching the feet of your heart?

Painting the colors of sky
On my soul,
My BLOOD paints only your portrait of LOVE

I am writing our Amour saga
Of longing of my heart
For YOU my BELOVEDz

Whenever LOVE is lost
We get melancholic
The longing & pain is unbearable
Our heart aches for our beloved
We feel like someone has
Cut our chest open and
Served our heart on display
For the worldly vultures to devour

In those times the
Melancholic BLUES
Are very hard to hide
When it happens to me
I pour my sorrow out
To my soul-mate
In form of poetry
and long letters
With a hope that one day
My LOVE - words will
Reach my BELOVEDz

Making me captive
In the grip of LOVE spell
Leaving me at the mercy of
This cruel world

Where has my beloved gone?
Someone please go & find my BELOVED

For whose sake, I tread this path
Towards my madness & annihilation?
Even if my BELOVED is 1000 miles away
I will remain in deep LOVE
For this life, and thereafter too

I will keep reciting my LOVE poem
In the name of my Beloved everyday

There was a time
When we were together
And meeting everyday

Now it has been
Days, weeks, months
And even more than a year
We are restrained to meet
Or see each other

Can anyone understand such pain of LOVE?

The silver lining is
Our LOVE will grow
In the face of our forced separation

I pray that My BELOVED
Remains far from such grief
I suffer in LOVE

I pray that my BELOVED
Takes the revenge of our separation
With this world
By succeeding in every thing
To fulfill our LOVE prayers

Let my BELOVED not even
Read this poem of
My Painful Lament

With my silent sobs
I'll set an example
Of TRUE PURE LOVE
For everyone to see

Let every one experience LOVE
Through my melancholic silent words

Today in my life
The dying light of LOVE
Seems to be fading fast

No one is there
To light the fire
In waning embers of LOVE

Except, I know
Only my soul-mate will be there
Who will rage my LOVE's fire forever
And spread my word of LOVE
To my BELOVED Z

My BELOVED resides in me
And I still sing
In the ruins of my heart
My same LOVE-poem every moment

Making me captive
In the grip of LOVE spell
Leaving me at the mercy of
This cruel world

Where has my beloved gone?
Someone please go & find my BELOVED

The burden of Your LOVE

Is so sweet within/on me

My swollen/bitten lips

Your teeth mark on

My chest and thighs

The sweet itching

Of sensual pleasures

At places I can't even say

And...

I know it's not

Engraved within/ on me forever

Like a permanent tattoo

So I ask YOU for the same

Come to LOVE me

Everyday, every night

To engrave me with

Your sweet LOVE marks

Of your natural pleasures

You leave behind

On me, my body

And on my helpless soul

Thank YOU LOVEz

Again your poignant melancholy
Kept me awake the whole night
My BELOVED...
How much ever the world tries
I'll never forget you,
God promise

How should I write to you
How my heart feels in your longing
I'm unable to utter a word in my LOVE
How can I narrate my sorrows to you
My BELOVED...
I'll never forget you,
Jesus promise

You live in my heart
You live in my eyes
You live in my dreams
You live in my sighs
Even living thousand miles away
I won't be away from your soul
For a single minute
I'll never forget you,
Allah promise

Since I have seen BELOVED's face
I've forgotten to see the SUN
I've forgotten to enjoy the moonlight
I've forgotten to burn the holy candle
The way your beauty blooms in your smiles
The way your beauty blooms in your eyes
I've forgotten to watch the blooming of flowers
I'll never forget you,
Ram promise

This is our love-story - a very short one
Once BELOVED glanced at me,
Once BELOVED smiled at me,
Once BELOVED passed fragrance on me
Since that day I'm living unconsciously
You forgot to blow breeze of fresh air on me
And I forgot to get conscious from your LOVE
How lovely is this punishment of LOVE
My BELOVED
I'll never forget you,
Buddha promise

The joy of this longing is incredible
BELOVED is in me, yet so far away
YOU watch me, YOU watch my LOVE
Yet you hide your LOVE from me
My BELOVED

How beautiful is your portrait
That I've drawn with my blood

My BELOVED
I'll never forget you,
GOD promise

Beloved, for me...
YOU are there, at sea -
My ocean of LOVE
I'm thirsty in this desert
For a drop of your salty sweetness

If you don't embrace me
Still I'll fly over YOU
Days after days
Years after years
Birth after birth

Our existence was mired by our mind
It delusion ed us

Intelligence has
Wounded my wings of LOVE
I'm restless to fly
I've to overcome mind
And soar high - as high as
Rainbow clouds of LOVE

I know
I need strength
To fly across YOUR blue deep ocean
Your path of sea in front of me
An ocean of LOVE-fire
Deep within YOU

I'm not worried of crossing YOU
MY beloved...
Your vastness
YOU are enormous, unending
I'm prepared to fly over you
Adore your beauty,
Those waves, your aqua-marines
Your islands
Your ups and downs
And Your abyss depths

And when I'm tired
I will simply "LET GO"
Of my flapping wings
Of my stupid 'mind'
And fall smilingly into YOUR
Ocean beds of soft waves
To be devoured by your wavering flames

The whole world is stopping me
My mind is not letting me fall
Trying to make me understand
What a fool I am
To LOVE you unconditionally

A part of me understands but
Who will explain 'living'
To my heart and soul?

My heart says -
Why has the world & people
Forgotten the path of LOVE?

While I fly above - I see
The whole world is merry
Dancing and rejoicing
Blindly in the vulgarity of
Wealth & success

And I am at peace
In YOUR LOVE
Flying high, soaring great heights
Viewing the horizon of your ocean
Where the sun sets & moon rises

I fly on that bright side of LOVE
Below there is ocean and
Below that within YOU
Is the fire of your LOVE
The flames calling me to dive in

NOW, I'm not confused
I will dip myself in your ocean
And burn my EGO in your volcanic fire

While I 'Let Go' & dive in YOU
Tired and restful
Do hug me tightly within,
Embrace me in your fire of LOVE

Let us both extinguish
Our LOVE-fire within each other
And show the world
The way to LIVE, LOVE and DIE

EGO is biggest road block
On the path of LOVE
Wisdom of LOVE never comes from
Reading books or listening lectures
Hearing music or reading poems

LOVE comes from somewhere else
Mind is the greatest veil blocking LOVE
It never allows you to see
TRUE PURE LOVE without blemishes

Whereas intellect makes you believe
YOU understand and know everything
But you never do so in case of LOVE
LOVE enters your life in mysterious ways

Do not try to understand LOVE
With your limited six senses
Wait for your experience of LOVE
When someone LOVES you
Indulge in it
That is the experience & wisdom of LOVE

If LOVE is for satisfying your
Physical, intellectual, emotional desires,
Its not LOVE. Beware of that!

LOVE is a rising above
Your limited sense of LIFE

Controlling anything within your realm
For LOVE isn't LOVE
By seeking a Guru/ mentor
YOU'll go away from the true
Experience of LOVE

When you are face to face with LOVE
Free all your thoughts, senses
Then what remains with you
Is the experience of LOVE

LOVE is a  near void experience
YOU not being YOU,
But being your BELOVED
Only LOVE can give you that
Out of the world experience
"You inside  YOU" experience
"You outside"YOU" experience

The First  YOU is your BELOVED
The second YOU is you.

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Unless you have allowed
Someone to LOVE you unconditionally


Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Unless you have
LOVED someone unconditionally

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without being creative
When in LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without transforming a consciousness
Of a soul in LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without enlightening a human
With your devotional LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without trusting the
Existence of your BELOVED
Who made your LOVE possible

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without being a source of inspiration
For those who believe in LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without planting, seeding & nourishing
Qualities of LOVE in fellow humans

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without breaking monopolies
Of Religions, constitutions, laws, rules
That curb flowering of LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without celebrating LOVE,
Without rejoicing your LOVE
With child-like eyes
Even in the embrace of "LOVE-Death"

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Without showing people
Their mirror of your TRUE LOVE
Through your LOVE towards them

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Unless you've made someone
SMILE with your tender LOVE

Remember
YOU should not leave this earth
Unless you've made a soul
Feel so beautiful with
Your adoration of LOVE's beauty

P.S.: To begin with the end...

I am not ashamed
Dogs are more Loyal
And more Loving
Than Humans

..................

I am my beloved's Dog
A dog who loves my beloved
I am a loyal dog
I am dependent on my beloved

A dog
Who longs for its (owner) beloved
And waits for years
Just to get a touch of pat
On top of the head

A dog
Who losses beloved & misses like hell
Who even dies in wait for beloved

A dog
Who feel lost, and sad
When my beloved is sad

A dog,
Who play with my beloved
Jump, sleep and hugs beloved
Whenever I see a nod & a smile
From my beloved

My beloved gives me hope

Because I am a LOVER
I seek out for my BELOVED

I thank Mother nature
For making me in LOVE with my Beloved

Like a dog,
I am very affectionate
Kind and caring to everyone
But,
My BELOVED has a special place
In my heart and soul
That no one else can ever take

I do whatever my BELOVED asks me to do

Like a dog,
My inner eternal instinct is
To bond with my BELOVED
And to tell you all
My beloved is nothing else but
Full of:
LOVE, Love and love...

LOVE that is
Overflowing the brim of LIFE
My beloved has ample love to nourish
The seed of my LOVE
And entire universal LOVE

Like a dog
I want to LOVE my beloved
And be loved back by my beloved

I always want to be part of
My beloved's pack
I walk besides my beloved
I show pride with my tail up
I am sure my beloved
Will protect me,
And I will protect my beloved

Like a dog,
I am a constant friend
And a fellow companion
I go and sit besides my beloved's feet
(Without any reason)

I go and lick my beloved face
(Without any reason)

I go and jump on my beloved bed
Just to hug and sleep together
(Without any reason)

Like a dog
I LOVE, submit and surrender
To my beloved

My beloved is My Alpha LOVE

Irrespective of how, where, when
in what, which state my beloved is
Whether beloved is rich or poor
Educated or wise
Just my beloved being here is enough
For me to LOVE unconditionally

Even in all problems and tragedies
As a dog, I am the only one
Who stands besides my beloved

People say the words of consolation
And walk away, but I stay there
Waiting near the door
So that I can walk inside our home
Behind my beloved

if you want to know
The character of my beloved
Study my behavior
Study my character
My beloved is 1000 times
More graceful than me
More loving then me

This is the measure of my loyalty
This is the measure of my LOVE

Dogs are LOYAL
They love human
I am a DOG
And
I LOVE my beloved

My love is Z

I am LIVING by your name
I will DIE by your name
If this is YOUR will
If this is what you want
Everyone to remember me as
Let this be everyone's will too

Have you realized
What have you done to me?
I am in your LOVE
And I am already dead
I am already destroyed
I am already annihilated
And in your name...

I want to LOVE YOU more
I want more deaths
I want more annihilations
Birth after birth
This life and every life and life after

Till the sun, moon & stars last...

My burden is not of distress
It is burden of LOVE
It is debt of paying back
To my BELOVED
Who opened
The doorways of LOVE

This is a debt I value
A debt that makes me smile
And be happy
Most debts do not...
But this does.

It is a debt of affection
An affectionate debt
Which I shall never want to remove
Material debt can be paid back
This I shall never be able to pay back

I would never want to loose
The burden of your LOVE
Upon my shoulders...

This is the most LOVED
Debt in life - in my life
Debt of LOVING YOU

What LOVE teaches

LOVE teaches
To hold on & let go
At the same time
Happily destroying oneself

LOVE teaches
To love from afar
Waiting for magic to happen
Desiring always to make YOU happy

LOVE teaches
Pouring out one's heart
And sipping one's blood
Drain out of one's wrists

LOVE teaches: dreamz
Day-dreamz
Smiling without reason
Imagining holding your hand
Walking side by side
Hugging YOU tightly for hours

LOVE teaches
Wander Lust
Gypsy soul
That can escape any moment
To be with YOU anytime

LOVE teaches: ART, poetry
I can write 1000 times more
I struggle to put into words
All things that I feel inside

Little things YOU do
Is just plain MAGIC

LOVE teaches: To cry
A million tears
Soaked pillows
Wet bedsheets
To appreciate a
Shiny trickle tear
Down one's cheek
And not getting used
To letting YOU GO
From one's soul
Let the wait be
A thousand years

LOVE teaches:
To poise, ponder
Listen to music
Read lyrics carefully
Read lots of good books
Dancing, a sway in walk
All because of YOU

LOVE teaches:
I care for people
I listen better
I stop and help others
I'm more compassionate

LOVE teaches: Hope
A chance to be LOVED
To soar and fly
To catch the golden cloud
Where YOU reside

LOVE teaches:
Dying in your wait
Hoping you'll come
And pick me up
Take me home with YOU

LOVE teaches
Treasured moments
Of togetherness
Remembering every little thing
You did, said, thought,
Been... with me
Together

LOVE teaches:
To cherish YOU
In utter melancholy
To respect YOU

Good, it was YOU
And you only...

LOVE teaches:
Happiness to smile
Thanking GOD
For the worth YOU gave me
To LOVE YOU in this life

LOVE teaches
YOU'll LOVE someone
Who LOVES YOU
Like I do...

Why can't I be
The water
You pour on your body

Why can't I be
The water you drink

Why can't I be
The soap
You apply on your skin

Why can't I be
The clothes
You wear every day

Why can't I be
The bed
You sleep every night

Why can't I be
The shoes
You wear on your feet

Why can't I be
The books you hold to read

Why can't I be
The tooth-paste
You brush your teeth with

Why can't I be
The eye-glasses
You wear while reading

Why can't I be
The sound of music
You listen in your mixtapes

Why can't I be
The path
You tread on

Why can't I be
The places
You sit on - wherever...

Why can't I be
The lip balm on your lips

Why can't I be
Your mobile phone
And your touch screen

Why can't I be
The comb for your hair

Why can't I be
The laptop keyboard

Why can't I be
Your white dial wrist watch

Why can't I be
The blood
That flows in your veins

Why can't I be
Your Christmas

Why can't I be
Your Valentine

Why can't I be
Living inside YOU

Why can't I be
YOU

Now I don't even mind being...

Why can't I be
The spot by your food?

I chant your name in frenzy
Like a SUFI twirling round and round
LOVE, LOVE, BELOVED, BELOVED
Your name is like GOD
Ram, Allah, Buddha, Jesus

If you want to join me
In the life of LOVE
Chant with me
LOVE, LOVE.
BELOVED, BELOVED...

I carry sweets for my BELOVED
Wearing a long "LOVE robe"
Sing your praise
Jumping, dancing on the streets
With zest I meet passerby

You - my BELOVED
You are my gardener
I am your seed
I am your bud
I am your flower
I am your tree
I am the forest you walk into

In your LOVE
I utter gibberish
But only you understand it
And clap at my words with smile
I know, you'll protect me
At every step of life

Why I should take stress
Why I should be tense
Why should I worry
what world will say about me
I'm in LOVE
I'm with YOU in my being
In my thoughts, my words, my actions
I surrender to you
And leave it to you to protect me

You created me
As a LOVER
You are my maker
You are my GOD

I chant your name
With every breathe

I chant your name in frenzy
Like a SUFI twirling round and round
LOVE, LOVE, BELOVED, BELOVED
Your name is like GOD
Ram, Allah, Buddha, Jesus

If you want to join me
In the life of LOVE
Chant with me
LOVE, LOVE.
BELOVED, BELOVED...

When I pass by streets
I utter YOUR praise
I sing songs for YOU

Seeing me, people say:
"Look - here she comes
This mad woman..."

But without care,
I sing your LOVE
Intoxicated in your LOVE

I roll in the mud & sand
And cover my body with your dirt
In your LOVE
I have lost my gender too
I know, I've become YOU

I chant your name in frenzy
A SUFI twirling round and round
LOVE, LOVE, BELOVED, BELOVED
Your name is like GOD
Ram, Allah, Buddha, Jesus

Now I have give you
The strings of my life
In your hand
You made me fearless kid in LOVE
I know you'll protect me
I'm your kid in your LOVE
The suffering and pain
That GOD has given
Only my BELOVED will end my pain

I chant your name in frenzy
Like a SUFI twirling round and round
LOVE, LOVE, BELOVED, BELOVED
Your name is like GOD
Ram, Allah, Buddha, Jesus

If you want to join me
In the life of LOVE
Chant with me
LOVE, LOVE.
BELOVED, BELOVED...

People, Seeing my LOVE
Some places
They threw stone at me
Some showered flowers at me

But no one is willing
To give place in their heart
They are just guiding me
To my BELOVED's abode

This girl - a SUFI
Is roaming, walking
A wanderlust
Like dust storm
Like blizzard rain

Chanting your name
LOVE, LOVE.
BELOVED, BELOVED...

If you want to join me
In the life of LOVE
Chant with me
LOVE, LOVE.
BELOVED, BELOVED...

“I like your eyes

and your face

and your smile

and your hair

and your hips

and your smell

and your legs

and your thighs

and your calves

and your teeth

and your cheekbones

and your smile

and your eye-brows

and your ears

and your waist

and your fingers

and your hand

and your toes

and your skin

and your palms

..........

and your everything

That you don't like

About yourself

..........

I LIKE everything

Because...

Because...

"I LOVE YOU”

What should I say to you
The struggles I have endured
LOVING you
Not even a diseased dog
Not even a person sent to HELL
Has suffered!

To see you once
I have to live a life-time

To talk with you
I have to get educated

To touch you
I have to upbring myself to be the best

To shake hands with you
I've to pray with folded hands

I worship you
With so much devotion
I came to LOVE you
But my temple of LOVE
Was demolished in a whim
My heart was ripped apart
My wretched soul
Cut into pieces
I cried unending tears

I - an unbeliever
Now sing and beg
Come to my rescue
To crush this hellish fate of mine

Come like a wind
To dry my tears
Come like a storm
To blow my sorrow
Come like a flood
To flow my fears away

So that the chapter of my fate
Would take a turn

And I would again dream
of being with you

I love you so much that
I love you hundred times in a moment
If you go leaving me
I'll be waiting for death

I left the world for you
My breath comes and stops only on you
How much I love you
You will never be able to imagine that

This world is nothing
If you're here then there's a life in it (world)
Where should I go now
Because you're my last destination

Surviving without you is impossible now
You never give me any distances
(Never go leaving me)
How much do I love you
You will never be able to imagine that

I left the world for you
My breath comes and stops only on you
How much I love you
You will never be able to imagine that

I'll tell you why he left
He was not able to think of his life
Without you

Remember
He had told you,
If you think of leaving
He will leave too
That day
Your absence in the morning,
Made him immediately leave

When you left him,
Everyone laughed at him
He cried uncontrollably
In front of the whole world
Everyone accused him of being in-human
Your own family came & accused him
What a horrible person he is
Much worse than his predecessor
After hearing such a thing
From those whom he considered his family
How could he had stayed back
Without your supporting him?

He reached out to you, & your family
He reached out - but no one helped

He had pressures to leave
There were threats given by the world
To disgrace him in public
What else you expected him to do?

He LOVES you, and thus he left

There were reasons he left
But he is still here in this world
Longing & waiting for you

The day he will leave the world
The day he will really die
That day you may ask the REASONS
REASONS....!

He LOVED you
He DIED for you
REASONS...?

Reasons...!?
That's why he left...

YOU say:
"Our time we had was all"
How you know that?

The words are yours
How do you know
What is to come next
Until you've decided to
Be indifferent to LOVE
Hate LOVE, dis-like LOVE

The moment for LOVE
To come tomorrow
I do not know
Nor you know

The lesson learnt is
You were mine
And you've never
Become "weren't mine" ever
You are mine always
And remain so

If you can look into my eyes
And say "Let go"

Can you look into my eyes
And say "Let Go"?

Would you be able to see my cry?
Would you be able to walk away
From my longing and tears?

I'm your beggar of LOVE
Who LOVES you unconditionally
And I only asks YOUR
Care, kindness, empathy & LOVE
This Christmas

Everyone has their weak spot
The one thing that
Despite my best efforts
Will always bring me
To my knees
Regardless of how strong
I'm otherwise
Is YOU

Your Eyes
Your voice
Your face
Your smile
Your thought
Your memory
Your existence
Your being
Your soul
My weak spot
Is my strong
LOVE for YOU

It was exactly a year ago
Same day, around same time
I can't forget the moment
YOU leaned over me
To say something and smiled
And I smelled YOU,
Your breathe, your being
So close, You were so intoxicating
Like a ever open doors of heaven

And Then, there was sunshine
From that day on... in my LIFE
There were flowers blooming all around me
When I watched the sky in the night
There were sparkling stars around the moon

I remember it very distinctly
The MAGIC happened!
Your LOVE transmitted to me
Your LOVE energy injected within me
Through your breathe, your eyes,
Your smiles, your touch
Your fragrance spread all inside me
From your soul to my soul

The Alchemy of LOVE begins
Then and there
To never END ever...

[Remember the date, today...
FOREVER]

YOU: so aromatic, so beautiful
So intelligent, full of wisdom
I still carry that MIRACLE
Of Your being
Everyday, Everywhere
Within my body, blood streams
My breathe & My soul
My eyes, nose and lips
The way I see things
The way I think
I think as YOU

Only a few are blessed
To be around YOU in this life-time
To experience LUNA like you
I'm destined one of them
I'm most aware of your LOVE being
My soul-antennas picked up
All the right signals and vibrations
That many miss even after living besides you
(Through their clouded
Screen of intelligent minds)

That's why I keep on telling you
"Drop the mind
Use your heart"

And YES, you surely did..
Remember the times...?
When you dropped your mind
For a while
We shared a crackling chemistry
Like two bodies one soul
That no other person on earth can equate
Our joy and laughter together

Since then... till now
I've given you nothing else but
LOADS of RESPECT and LOTS of LOVE
And continue doing so
Till my last breathe

Only my death
can remove your being
From mine

Same Time, Same Date
Every Year
Till I DIE
I'll LOVE YOU

I do not want to know you
I want to LOVE you
I do not want to hear your words
I want to feel YOU
From inside

Most things need not be told
Don't be sad if it is so

Let me be, with you
And see, How much I know you

The more I know you
I lesser I will know myself

The more I know you
I more I will become YOU

I am ALIVE
Only with
YOUR thoughts
With your Breathes
Inside my chest
With your blood
Flowing in my veins

But still I carry
A POKER FACE

I care for you every moment
I spare a whole field of flowers
In your thought

Each word of your reverberates in my soul
I feel like dying away from you
When someone says your name
I want to be with YOU

YES, YES, YES
Know it...

I still long for you
Every single moment
Every Milli-fraction of
Every second

And you too know
I would give
Nine worlds & nine lives
To Be with YOU

My dear BELOVED

You are YOU
It be not because I think of you
That is why you are the best
It is because you are the BEST
That is why I think of you

And it is because you are the BEST-EST
That is why I LOVE you

I'm proud of your success
Your success is my success

Our Relationship is
Support plus inter-exchangeable
Celebration, Delighting
In what you choose to do
Thoughtfulness towards your work
Honor and dignity towards each other
Making mutual choices of
What you really want
I am Subservient
Nothing bad when you are my leader
Losing power is the key for me

Losing masculinity & femininity, gender roles
Adds that respect and
Develops material & Paternal feelings
For each other's needs

I ask:
Does your privilege position
Maintain our relationship?
Absolutely NOT!

We value professional and
Personal submission to each other

We have decided to throw out
Defining labels, being judgmental
of any type towards each other
We accept each other as we are

With existing self-contentedness,
Self-egoism in individuals and society
Such relationship Wont survive selfishness

Respect, trust, communication
Drives our relationship
We invest in future together
NO NO to money when in
Comes to our relationship

Our last words:
Keep up with LOVE
Interdependence, Equality,
Fulfill LOVE

If I gave you a place, date and time
Would you come and meet me?
It could be something decided by you
Today, tomorrow,
a month later, two years later

Here, There, Near, Far
In Public, Secret
Anywhere

I am Patience

You are LOVE

Thus let us meet
"Patience and LOVE"

I am always there around you
Here, there, everywhere...
Just see things around you
See people around you
I am there in everything you touch
Everything you see
Everything you feel

I've found LOVE in you
I am you
Around you
With you
Besides you
Look for me inside YOU
I am there
Inside your being...

But when will actually
Patience and LOVE meet?
You tell me that

Everyday I write pages and pages of

LOVE letters, poems, quotes for you

I pour out my heart to you

I start my day by seeing your photo

Wishing you good morning

Talking with you,

Scolding you for not being with me

Asking you to be with me

I lose you with every thought

That's why such longing for you

I play your song list again and again

So much that my family calls me insane

My dear Z

I didn't lose you
I gained you
By what happened between us
LOVE deepened
It became eternal
I gained all pieces
Of my broken heart
In your memory
In your melancholy
In your eyes
In your lips
In your fragrance
That still lingers around me

I need not know you
A little or too much
I am YOU
As one doesn't know oneself
I need not know you

My shining sun is YOU
You shine for me

I am unable to fathom
A thought that you are someone else
YOU are me
How can I inflict a wound on me?

For me
Since I saw you
Yesterday, today, tomorrow
All are the same
YOU are in them
Day and night
every hour
every second

The sun shines everyday
You are my sunshine
The stars twinkle
You are my stars
YOU are the sea
And I am that wave carrying it
There are plenty of fishes
But you are the one that fated me

LOVE feelings are valid
LOVE losses are valid too
(And necessary as you say)
When I was without you
I was human
LOVING YOU
Made me more human
And losing you
Made me even more human

YOU, Your thought, your words
YOU make me a better human

I've limited time in life
I don't want to waste it in
Practicality, Pragmatism
Reasoning, Logic, Rational
In making my heart understand
What LOVE is

LOVE is - I am, YOU ARE!
LOVE is "US"

But we are away
How can things be better?

I can't be happy
Away from you
I am happy
Being YOU
I am happy thinking of you
I am happy LOVING YOU
I am happy that I met you
I am happy
That it was through YOU
That LOVE touched me

I don't mind sharing my smiles with the world
But that would be a dead smile
Without you my smiles are a dead dud

I have said you yesterday
When we were together
It 'was' LOVE

I will say it now
It 'is' LOVE

I will say it till I DIE
I am in LOVE with you

Not only the "romantic" type
That is not the LOVE I am talking about
All encompassing 'AGAPE' LOVE

I do not want you to hide away from fear of LOVE

I opened up to you
Like I never opened to any one else
Without hesitation
I told you all my inner secrets

I touched you and felt your love
You know -
I never wash my palm
The day I touch you

Your presence has brought me
Not only closer
But made me part of you
I am yours
You are mine
Everything of mine is yours
You consider it or not
You are my family and will remain so

I want you to know
I am YOURS...
And will remain so...

You are heaven on earth
Even your thought
Is a divine intervention
I've every second of my existence
You are the most gorgeous soul
Never seen anyone as
Beautiful as YOU

My thirst of adoring you
Will never quench ever
I can keep on thinking about you
Watching your images
Talking with you -
Alone in my solitude

Your eyes,& those dark eyebrows
Your ears & that elusive ear-ring
Your fingers & that gold ring
Your wrist & the white dial wrist-watch
Your feet & those trimmed nails
Your lips & that disarming smile
Your teeth like pearls
Your breathe of fresh flowers
And your body aura with angelic fragrance
I waited everyday for you
To walk in my LIFE

Only those
unlucky & unfortunate
Wretched souls
Will walk & talk with you
Normally
As if nothing has affected them

Not ME...
NOT ONE WITH HEART...

Once in touch of your mystique
How can one forget you ever?

LOVING you is
The starting point
Of rendezvous
DYING in your LOVE
Is the annihilation
One prays to happen
In your LOVE

You are in front of my eyes
Blooming endlessly
I dive into you
Your face, Your eyes
your every bit of being
What makes YOU... YOU
I adore the naturalness
The infinite eternal beauty
YOU shower & bless us with

When I Miss YOU
I write like this
In praise of YOU
Respecting, adoring, caring &
LOVING YOU...

Missing You like Hell

You be strong in LOVE
Don't worry
Take care of yourself
Break the burden of mind
And you will fly high
Soar the skies
Like a Butterfly
Reach all your dreams
Fulfill all your desires
You know that
I'm always there for you
Do what you want
Be YOU, that's the best way
YOU can LIVE life &
Be in LOVE
Because you are really
A Gentle, tender soul
Full of wisdom
I believe in every thought of yours
I believe in every word you say
I believe in every act you do
I believe in YOU,
I believe in karma of your BEING
Because I LOVE you blindly
I'm standing by you
Till my last breathe alive
Till the Eternity of time

I tried to save

All my parent's teaching

Be Good, Think Good of others

Help others, LOVE everyone

Shower LOVE on the one near you

I practiced it too

Now I am dripping blood

From my wrist

Dying in LOVE

Hey You!
Take care,
Let me give you a hand
Looks like you are feverish

Don't you have a family dear?
Where is your home?
Who are your family members?
Have you eaten food?
I see you walking yesterday
About 10 kilometers away
in the city center

Take some food...
And here is the water!
Its already night now
Sit here, take rest
And tell me what happened...

The deep sunken eyes
Disheveled looks
Bent spinal
Bleeding legs
Un-bathed
With extended hands
S/he uttered
Hardly audible:
"I wan.. See... BELOVED...
Before I die...!"
Tears started rolling
Those eyes...!

I held dark ***** hand
Felt like hugging
"Where does your LOVE stay?"

S/he slowly looked
Deep into my eyes
BEGGING for beloved
With extended arms!
And started sobbing

Tears rolled my eyes

I patted the back,
Dust blew in the misty air
s/he ate food
Drank water
I made a make-shift bed
S/he slept

Next morning
It was raining
And I got up early
To check.. And
S/he was gone...

I took my umbrella
Walked to the main road
Looked around
But s/he was no where to be seen

Must be on way
To Beloved's abode...!

Without any wealth

I went to proclaim LOVE

Without any wealth

I told - I LOVE YOU

Now I am roaming on the

Streets Of LOVE

begging for my love

In a LOVER's death
The Haters of LOVE rejoiced
But the LOVER's tomb
Was covered with flowers
And the stars & moon
Guarded it from skies

Teachings of LOVE:
Love continues to live - eternal
Much beyond the physical death
In the heart of beloved

The EVIL spews hatred based on different prejudices
But the Good uses that hatred to evolve

Teaching of LOVE:
Every evil done to you
Can be converted to some good

War and violence everywhere
Hate and dislike all over

And yet, you'll find
LOVE flourishing in heart
For someone - A stranger
Just with a momentary glimpse

Teaching of LOVE:
Its easy to create indifference around
Greater deed is to create LOVE around

A Vagabond Gypsy
A stranger falls in your LOVE
And transforms the BELOVED
As the most beautiful
In the region

The teachings of LOVE:
Love may happen to anyone anytime
A wanderlust should be there
To awaken the beauty of LOVE
Among the souls

Those who LOVE
Sprinkle the flowers at beloved's feet
On the path Beloved treads
Even though there are thorns and pebbles
Laid on the path

The teaching of LOVE:
Thorns and pebbles serve their purpose
But use flowers instead

LOVE demands from its LOVERS
Surrender
Kneeling down
At Beloved's feet

And those who can't LOVE
Just Stand up-right
Your entire life

The teaching of LOVE:
Bow and you'll achieve LOVE
Stand *****
And you'll be called arrogant in LOVE

LOVE demands from its LOVERS
Surrender
Kneeling down
At Beloved's feet

And those who can't LOVE
Stand up-right

Those who LOVE
Sprinkle the flowers at beloved's feet
On the path Beloved treads
Even though there are thorns and pebbles
Laid on the path

War and violence everywhere
Hate and dislike all over

And yet, you'll find
LOVE flourishing in single heart
For someone - a stranger
Just with a momentary glimpse

The EVIL spews hatred based on prejudice
But the Good uses that hatred to evolve

In a LOVER's death
The Haters of LOVE rejoiced
But the LOVER's tomb
Was covered with flowers
And the stars & moon
Guarded it from skies

Dear,

You know you are
The PRINCESS of my heart
And I LOVE you much
Than the stars in the sky

I love your eyes
I love your touch
I love your smiles
I love the way you smell
I love the way you laugh
I love the way you walk

I remember you
When you were born
And the way you played
When you were 9 years old

Since then I knew right away
That our fate will make us meet
And once met
I'll  forever be here for you
To watch you smile, laugh, play
Grow and enjoy LIFE

You bring to me so much joy
My heart jumps out every time
I think of you
I have so much good memories of you
I remember every second I spent with you
And a powerful sense
of LOVE, care and compassion towards you
That no one can compare to

Everyday I come and watch you sleep
I see your dreams and desires
How Am I going to keep you be
The way you perfectly are
"PERFECT"
I don't want you to change a bit

I only look at goodness of yours
I can only see beauty in you
My heart is so much fond of you

Everyday, from behind your heart
(Where I reside silently)
I see you hearing music
Smiling, looking at the mirror
Wondering, dancing, happy, eating

When I call your name
You think of me
When you think of me
Tears roll down my eyes

No LOVE that anyone has known
Can matched with the way
We LOVE each other
Between us...

There is no suffering, no tragedy
There is perfect understanding
A harmony only found in symphony

Behind all turmoil of past
Nothing can ever shadow the bond
That we retain for each other

I respect you a lot for your
Intelligence, wisdom and common sense

You know very well,
You are my PRINCESS
You are my "QUEEN"
Everyday when you sleep
I kiss your forehead

Remember I am your LOVER
LOVERS - not in the routine sense
But I'm your eternal LOVER

You can do anything with me
You can treat me the way you want
But I'll always remain yours

Like a loyal puppy dog,
I'll come licking at your legs

I want to show you so much LOVE
That no one ever (not even your family)
Can LOVE you the way I do

I AM YOURS TO KEEP FOREVER

Say it isn't true...

YES, it's true

The world will vanish in a moment
There always has been war
And there always will be war

Thus its important
The only way to save the world
It's NOW,
To do something
ONE THING

To save our universe
With all the genius and brilliance
The only purpose
Is to LOVE, LOVE, LOVE...!

Don't miss on LOVE
Its time to LOVE
The higher purpose is LOVE
To save the world
To save the universe
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE...

If the LOVE that pours
From the heart of
one human to another
...FAIL...

Will the LIFE survive on earth?

People will hate, dislike, ****
And be indifferent to each other
There'll be ****, slavery, war all over

But here is LOVE's teaching for us:

"Only the compassionate one
The one who cares and is kind
Is worth to prospect of LOVE
Is worth to procreate LOVE
Is worth to LOVE

All human beings...
NEVER deny LOVE
It's the seed
Not for your survival
But the survival of human race
Survival of our universe"