Every part of me screams
Every nerve ending feels like I might die
Could this period really b a period.
Am I pregnant.
I pray to God and all his living sections of Gods in different countries.
I'm not ready.
He's not ready
We want to love each other forever.
No more negative thought.
I'm not.
I'm not.
I'm not.

A woman born with herculean strength
Vascular and fit at every length
Herculette was taught well and eyes in being wise
Her father was Hercules descended from the Gods
But just like her father, she must face all odds
Her father’s mission was to defend the weak and defeat the wicked in being strong
This was an understanding between father and daughter
However Hercules was old and passed on
Herculette knew she was the next legend and where she belonged
She discovered her own destiny
Herculette was educated further by the Gods and there was a test in her integrity
Was Herculette worthy within the honor?
Deep in the forest lived Zerious and Terious two stone monsters
Herculette must use her strength and she would be alone
Herculette confronts the Monsters in combat
She pulled a tree stomp from the ground to use as a bat
Herculette waited for the stone monsters to attack
Without warning, Zerious knocked Herculette off her feet
But she got up and wasn’t going to let it be in defeat
This was no time to retreat
But change of strategy in being upbeat
Herculette used her strength in what the Gods said she had
Those two stone monsters were evil and raging mad
Mad as they were, the stone monsters were no match for Herculette’s strength
Herculette knocked the stone monsters down and they just fell like trees
She proved the name of Herculette and her father being Hercules in making him proud
Hercules daughter was the best bet
As Herculette stands victorious along, it is what her heritage has shown.

My heart is a well and I can't stop it,
My hands have holes.
And my tears hold back cause I don't have a backbone.
I smile
I smile
Cause I don't have another expression to give..
My frown only comes when I say "truth is"..
But truth is my lips trip my words until I sink in my well but who cares ?
Who cares ?
Who cares?.... I do ...I doooo!!! Come we will hold each other until we find something to laugh at and discover the truth...

"I'm hear for you,"and if you ever come back I have drink for you..

I remember wanting to disappear
I remember not knowing what to write
Or how to feel

I remember wanting to be a whisper
And getting lost in the dark

I thought perhaps I'd be able to find solace
In the blur of Los Angeles karoake bars
I remember wanting to get lost
In its endless boulevards

I walked as though the moon
were trying to catch up with my feet
Breathing became difficult
I was merely a shadow

I came across a billboard that read "PARE DE SUFRIR"
A few blocks over proudly stood a church of scientology
I remember wanting to forget everything I had ever learned
About religion

Promises no longer moved me
Sincerity no longer moved me
I no longer desired the knowledge of restoring hope
I wanted to be moved

I remember wanting to be a hologram
So I could be at many places at once

I remember all the words running through my body
like a marathon
I remember feeling like the sound of a siren
echoing in the distance

I remember feeling so wild
I remember feeling like nothing
I remember inhaling the night
My paper lungs drenched in syrup

I remember not feeling like myself
I remember wanting to be somebody else

I remember
More than anything
Wanting
To be

skirling wind blusters
lash the countryside this very day
callously they splay