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Apr 2020 · 142
maigo
Kenēn Apr 2020
the path i took
welcomed no strangers
so when i am lost
i am lost alone
Aug 2017 · 988
Tag-a-long
Kenēn Aug 2017
'Wag muna nating tuldukan
Ang paglalakbay sa dilim
Kung saan ito patungo
Alamin muna natin bago gumabi

Malay mo sulit pala ang lahat ng luha at tula
Ang mga pakikinig sa ulan
Ang mga bakanteng titig sa kawalan
Ang madalas na pagpigil sa sariling tumakbo palayo

Palayo sa hapo
Sa sakit na medyo sobra na
Sa pilit na bulong na 'kaya pa'
Siguro, siguro...

Palapit na ang bituin at buwan
Magsisimula na ang sayaw ng mga alitaptap
Kaya dito muna tayo
Wag muna nating tuldukan.
Jul 2017 · 226
We tried so hard
Kenēn Jul 2017
'Twas the end to all days
The moon will cast its light tonight
Tomorrow laughter will resound
Of joys and mocking sadness
But the care has been cast to wind
Upon the abandonment of life
You'd know there's no honor in silence.
Mar 2017 · 283
Summer
Kenēn Mar 2017
When I am grasping for you
It's like chasing summer all around the continents
The heat that serenades your heart
Shining upon those caverns of iced droplets
Which heavens forbids
To be walked upon
or be gazed on.
Mar 2017 · 337
For Dead
Kenēn Mar 2017
Go implies leaving.
The separation of ways.
And of course the unsaid 'whys'.
Mar 2017 · 340
Lo' Venge 'Dance
Kenēn Mar 2017
It's either love or vengeance
No healing in between
Because love
is not a sickness and vengeance
My friend cannot be healed.
Mar 2017 · 279
No comfort
Kenēn Mar 2017
I don't need a monologue about freeing love
I want to talk about the binding ones
The ones that leaves no bruises
But broken bones and torn muscles
Hidden
and the love limps
aches, shakes and longs to quit
To crawl away from this madness of heaven
But as I've said, binding.
Mar 2017 · 277
おもいで
Kenēn Mar 2017
With God's presumably infinite memory
Will He remember me?
Or if He does
How will he?
Will he remember how I spat at His commandments?
Or will he remember the crying girl
Who cried and promised anything
For Him to save her mother?
Mar 2017 · 255
Until~
Kenēn Mar 2017
It's a lie lived until~
Because you can never lie quietly
Lie keeps on burning
Knocking it's exit
But you, yours
It was like wind
Always there, always cold
How did you live with it
Without breaking a sweat?
How did you live with it
knowing I might shed a tear?
Mar 2017 · 222
Said
Kenēn Mar 2017
"I knew you never loved me", I said.
He said, "But I would always remember you."
Mar 2017 · 201
Woman
Kenēn Mar 2017
She's that message you stare for too long
Or dismissed as non-existent
That cigarette you consider as the danger
Or sniffed like your life line.
She simply is that
A bringer of smile
Or on bad days, your demon.
Mar 2017 · 192
One or the other
Kenēn Mar 2017
Two kinds of everything in this city
The one we forget and the one we can't.
Mar 2017 · 236
What is?
Kenēn Mar 2017
It always feels like
It's never quite done.
Dec 2016 · 227
And into the light
Kenēn Dec 2016
Give me my daily dose of pessimism and grief
To keep me in my guardrail
And into the light
Suffocate me but give me enough warm
To keep my soul burning and craving
And into the light
I shall meet you.
Dec 2016 · 226
Mere Christianity
Kenēn Dec 2016
Lewis' words are for the uncertain,
Unconvinced and prideful
Indeed, there is no middle ground
To the fight and life
No middle ground left
For your shaking feet
Alas, grovel or crawl
But no middle ground left.
Dec 2016 · 216
Another
Kenēn Dec 2016
There has to be a difference
In order to call another 'being' another.
Dec 2016 · 207
Love
Kenēn Dec 2016
But if you can live with enough
Then why do you need much?
Dec 2016 · 228
Wired
Kenēn Dec 2016
But whether we come to our senses
And admit this
We are wired to want something eternal
If you think that something which will fade in a day or two
Is enough for you then fool, that's what you are.

And it's okay to be a fool. We are all.
It just means that you need education
And practice
And God.
Dec 2016 · 220
All of it
Kenēn Dec 2016
When  I was a tot
Poetry meant rhymes
A voluntary measuring of words
To get A's
But now that my heart has experienced fault
And sorrow
Poetry came to mean
As an entrance
To leave the nagging burden
A healing
To lessen the sobs
But not to **** it.
Dec 2016 · 287
With this, I concede
Kenēn Dec 2016
I am yet to find
A way to settle
With the disappointment
That after giving my all
Everyday and work hard
And still fail by this world's standard.

Then maybe I should change my
Own definition of success
And failure
To suit my goal
To keep me within the guardrails.
Dec 2016 · 408
Denial and Desperation
Kenēn Dec 2016
I can live with pain if it's distributed equally.
So suffer my love. I don't care if it's from grief
Or from a broken toe.
My love has been corrupted
And I know it's evil and unbecoming
But I am vexed and hopeless
And I need you to come back. Please.
Dec 2016 · 196
Today
Kenēn Dec 2016
It's useless meddling with things
You can't comprehend
Eternity. Forever. Afterlife.
Just stop it. All we have is uncertainty.
Maybe today is enough. Just today.
Dec 2016 · 667
Frat
Kenēn Dec 2016
I'm dying to know if this love is a fraternity
A lobby to the endangered discipline and fault
When the so called collective wisdom orders 'NO'
What are you gonna do?
Dec 2016 · 171
Domestic
Kenēn Dec 2016
Which part of your morose body
Should I put in the casket?
Should I left out your hands
Which caressed my face until bruises
Formed like landmarks?
Nov 2016 · 178
Even in this world
Kenēn Nov 2016
You say "even in this world"
As if you've tried another
As if you've lived in one
As if you've embraced another arms

You, my darling, has been
And always will be
The center interest of my life
Even in this world.
Nov 2016 · 227
On Existence
Kenēn Nov 2016
You understand death while you still have life
But not the other way around;
Nov 2016 · 303
The crown
Kenēn Nov 2016
For the crown is heavy
The bearer's neck should not be infested
By malicious bite marks.
The head should not be empty

In the worst case scenario
It should be filled with poetry.
Nov 2016 · 223
-------------
Kenēn Nov 2016
Sometimes
Even my emptiness feels empty
Nov 2016 · 222
Here
Kenēn Nov 2016
I understand why sometimes
We feel that someone somewhere owes us happiness
Because we didn't ask to be here.
I didn't ask to be here.
Nov 2016 · 215
Heiwa
Kenēn Nov 2016
In unconsciousness, we find unexpected peace.
And anxiety while we still have it.
Nov 2016 · 196
Death
Kenēn Nov 2016
Death is not something we experience.
Death is one of some things that ends all experience.
Now, I'm not saying that only death can make you feel numb and distant
What I'm merely saying is that death is more definite.
Oct 2016 · 185
Love after all
Kenēn Oct 2016
Love can be felt as if it's something new.
Like it wasn't the leftover from yesterday's memory.
Love, I now know, cannot grow old.
Maybe that's why it's eternal
Oct 2016 · 489
The Terror Of Tohoku
Kenēn Oct 2016
After the Tohoku earthquake
Silence shadowed the ones left to weep
But it's not for long
Because the numbing faded away
And the storm signaled the remains of the lost love.
Kenēn Oct 2016
We are cold.
Whether measured by the sun's standard
Or by the sound made by the clouds.
But right now an unrecognized feeling
Is creating a filter through my eyes.

This feeling is so strong and irrevocably true
That I'm left wishing that it's pure.
Oct 2016 · 217
Faucet
Kenēn Oct 2016
And tonight I am not gonna turn off the trickling of the faucet.
I am going to let its sound drive me to sleep.
I am going to ignore the carelessness of my act.
Just for this night, the faucet will cry for me.
Or maybe with me.
Sep 2016 · 278
Night
Kenēn Sep 2016
No. I don't think that my Japanese exam tomorrow
Is more important than my soul mending poetry writing night
I can feel the star dust flowing through my eyes
And right now I can feel I need some patching up
Or else I'll dry up.

Something does this to you.
Like the world is some sort of a very strong electric fan
Or a broken air conditioner that causes you cold and flu
And all sorts of energy ******* monster.

But all you need is a poetry night
Just to shine on your thoughts and dance
And remember honeybunch that you
You are a magical flying butterfly that needs it's honey.
Sep 2016 · 231
Note
Kenēn Sep 2016
I need a new brand of poetry
Because my love letters
Are starting to sound like a broken tape
Or a slap dash suicide note.
Sep 2016 · 181
Counting
Kenēn Sep 2016
I promised myself I won't drink alcohol anymore.
I'm waiting for that day that I'm going to break my promise.
Sep 2016 · 408
To my future lover
Kenēn Sep 2016
No and my love is never tender
For it's written on rocks
And something written on rocks is never tender
If anything, it is with force and brutality.

And I hope you are okay with that.
Sep 2016 · 226
Scratch
Kenēn Sep 2016
But I just don't call my pain, 'ache'.
I call it like how I call my lover
During midnight when everything is so close
Yet so distant and warm.
Sep 2016 · 250
Good night.
Kenēn Sep 2016
Here's to the sound of the fan
When everyone's asleep except for my anxiety
And his best friend, obsession.
To the empty glass, old tapes and a cat figurine
I'm nearing my end, so please watch as I go to sleep.
Sep 2016 · 205
Tiptoe
Kenēn Sep 2016
No. We don't stop until we create bruises
On places that should be sacred and holy.
Aug 2016 · 198
Let's weigh things
Kenēn Aug 2016
I wanted to be a friend who cares
But if abusive and arrogant
Then cautiously and most probably
Not "a lot" anymore
If they can fly, then leave them be.
Jul 2016 · 205
I'm sort of contented
Kenēn Jul 2016
But I feel like there's something in me
That's too sunny to be hidden
In my usually depressed personality
And I'd like it to burst

Like happiness
And warm hugs
And kisses and smiles
So bear and be with me.
Jul 2016 · 418
Try Gratitude
Kenēn Jul 2016
This one is tested and proven
Though there's no published journal
Or any sort of paper, peer reviewed and rated
This one is a science of its own.

When you're feeling under the weather
Or just feeling down and sad
Try gratitude for there's a whole village
To be thankful about.
Jul 2016 · 232
Bad Habit
Kenēn Jul 2016
Lying has become my bad habit
A small lie gnawing and growing
Until I can lie without a blink
On how I don't care anymore.

Actually, it's quite helpful
Now moving on is a step away
But then, I'm afraid it'll take its toll on me
Nothing comes for free, this I know.
Jun 2016 · 472
Damage
Kenēn Jun 2016
You can see a physical manifestation
Of my momentary affection for your soul
Pale skin and bags under the eyes
Chapped soles and long nails

Dry lips
Hollow cheeks
Broken heart
And of course, raspy lungs
Jun 2016 · 1.3k
Good Girl
Kenēn Jun 2016
Today I'm gonna tell you
How to be a good girl that Ma loves
First, remove all your piercings
But don't shove them down the drain
You'll need them later.

Second, have a straight hair that Ma likes
No buts and no ifs
Only yes and yes
But keep all your curler and ribbons
You'll need them to straighten your soul.

Nobody tells you this
In the street or in the market
Nobody texts you how it's done
But now that I've done it and I know why
Because it takes stamina to be a good girl.
Jun 2016 · 257
Cough
Kenēn Jun 2016
I'm feeling under the weather lately
And my body starts to groan
Not like how it ****** under yours
But my cough is starting to sound like your name.

Always on replay
Never reaching the chorus
And I'm gulping down medicines
Instead of your mouth during those cold nights.

And here I am again
Pondering yet knowing why
I always remember you when things go gray
Slowly, slowly breathe and slowly slowly forget.
Jun 2016 · 205
We
Kenēn Jun 2016
We
Are a little left over from yesterday.
But not spoiled.
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