I'm now wearing my miraculous medal
The medal which served as our remembrance
wrapped around our necks
with a golden chain so lovely
and a pendant not too heavy

But the convention ended,
And so did we.
We went back to  our daily routines
And our love was never again seen
The bliss of our summer love had gone,
With the reminder of the medal, the Blessed Mother
and of you, my almost answered prayer.

He loved you
So don't you ever think that
He's only playing with your heart
You are important to him
It's not true that
He broke your heart
Because you know for sure that
You are more than enough for him
It's not true that
He's loving someone else,
He left you,
He chose someone else,
Because the truth is
His heart beats for you alone
Don't ever think that
Anytime he's willing to let you go
The truth is
He'll love you until eternity
Don't ever think that
He's lying.
Believe me,
This is the truth.

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Everytime your hands hold mine
I have with me the heavens Divine
When you're close this world is naught
Destroyed in your love, a triumph sought

As close as the fragrances are to your breath
Or as love songs are to your lips
As close as sleepless nights are to memories
Or as the dewdrops are to the leaves

As close as the waves are to the ocean
Be that close to me, O beloved of mine
When you're close this world is naught
Destroyed in your love, a triumph sought

I always listen to your problems
When you cry I wipe a tear
I love you with all my heart
And that's my greatest fear

I can't get you out of my head
I just keep on missing you
Even before going to bed
I am still thinking of you

You're always there when I'm asleep
And all throughout the night
In the morning when I wake up
You never leave my sight

It's a game of love roulette
And my gun is fully loaded
As loving my best friend is friendship suicide
So I'll make sure it's noted

I can only watch you from afar
Looking at you from the shadows
Observing the people that surround you

But I was never there
And there will never be that day
I can only dream of such things

Just looking from afar, makes me more than happy
Hoping that you would look my way for once

There are millions of words in my heart
But I must refrain from saying a single word
When I’m alone, I can only say to myself that I love you

Though there are times
That we are close together
But you always look pass me

Wish you could hear the words in my heart
But it’s probably too quiet for you to hear
One word of love blown away by the wind before it can ever reach your heart
As it fades away

I was just staring at the invitation someone gave me
Yes, that someone who played a significant role in my life
My eyes are crying,  my heart's in agony
For I never thought it will bring me this strife

As tears rolled on my cheeks, I reminisced that day when we first met
That day when you gave my life a new direction
My reminiscing stopped for a knock was heard
"Twas my friend saying, "Hurry up, we're late for his ordination"

As I entered the church, I gazed at the altar
On that same altar where thirteen years ago
You held my hand, saying "I love you with all my heart
But there is someone whom I love more than the way I love you"

I see, it's God whom you really love more
I cannot blame you, for after all
You wanted to serve him for the rest of your life
All the while, you were waiting for His call

Today is the day you have been waiting for
The day where everyone will get to call you "Father"
How I wish we could have a picture together
But I am your ex-lover, It'll just make you bothered

The ceremony has ended, your mother saw me
My heart stopped, I didn't hear a noise
She muttered "Hey sweetie, long time no see!"
I was about to reply when I heard a familiar voice

As I gazed around I saw a lovely man
Yes, that same man  whom I loved for thirteen years
He still looks handsome in that clerical collar
I cannot speak a word, I embraced him, wetting his shirt with tears

He embraced me back, telling me "Dear, I'm sorry
For now, I cannot grant your dream wedding
But this I promise you, on that day
I'll be at the mass, I'll be the one presiding"

I left the church with a smile
Thanking God for that closure
As I watched you from afar for a while
I told myself "Someday, I'll be happy for sure"